A little of both, anyone who says other wise is full of shit. That said, I do want to get as big as I can and reach all my goals. That may or may not mean that some of the things I do are or would be deemed "unhealthy" but I look at it in 2 ways. First off, I'd much rather do what makes me happy and to have goals that I'm excited about reaching. And second, the way I see it, the way I live, although some of it may not be the "healthiest" I'm definitely better off then the way the majority of people live, destroying their bodies with fast food, cigarettes, alcohol, and simply being fat ass lazy slobs.