In all honesty Nat...............my enthusiasm to train has been in the shitter.I have a lot out of outside things going on which are very stressful.............my younger sister is very ill (lives in Mass.),and I may have to go to Florida with her to the Mayo Clinic (she`s in a wheelchair) which entails me flying on a small balsa wood plane from a hick airport,then flying to Syracuse then to Florida..............,my anxiety is through the roof but I`d kill for my sister........I`ll snap out of it brother!!