How old were you? Did they ever catch him? I'm sorry that happened to you.
I was an adult. They did catch him, and I didn't have to do anything since he had raped a bunch of women and they were all there to identify him. I think the only reason I might believe there is a god STella, is because I really did look down upon myself in that elevator and saw myself talking to him so clearly from afar. So I do believe the soul can be detached. Also, I think somehow when you are in complete fear you revert back to childhood, hence the begging for your mother. Mine had already passed, but she never wanted me to move to that city.
At least I didn't pee or poop my skirt.
I would've died with dignity.
ps. I only told this story, because all women should watch themselves. Never put yourselves in a position where you are weak, and don't depend on a firearm, (or a swiss army knife
).