this x2
... I use heavy doses and i'm no pro. Am I the best guy in the gym? probably in my particular gym. lol... but if I go across town there's guys wayyyy bigger than me.... i'll run 3g test and 900 npp and 150-200 dbol like it's nothing... with 200mcg igf1 and insulin (I only run 10iu at night now, maybe 10iu twice a day... but 60+ in the past).... and I can easily bump up to 5g test, 1500 npp or 2g deca plus whatever else I feel my body would respond to at the time and I still won't be a 'pro'... I stay lean as hell and eat tons of carbs, so shirt off I look like a bber who'd use 1g test and 100/day tren, (i'm exaggerating a lil.. i'm pretty grainy and vascular, and probably an obvious user), but get comments everyday like 'holy fuck dude, whatever you're doing, keep doing it"... ect.... but they'd never believe me if I said how much I really took.... and i'm sure that's true for A LOT of guys... I move a lot of product to guys who I know is for personal use and don't even look like they're users.. and that's top-notch gear, i'm almost embarrassed to have them say they use my stuff. lol...... .... some have the genes, some don't.
Have you not realised you do not have the required genetics to
be a decent level bodybuilder ?
Your also not genetically predispositioned to getting any meaningful
response from the amount of drugs you're taking.
Zero hate - Just facts + you've 101 injuries & other health issues.
Yep its your Body & you can do as you want to it.