I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.
Yeah 3. They are Better without me. I’m insane. Everyone always said to me when I wa you get you will grow out of this, give it time. Well I never grew out of how I felt. I want to smash someone in the face right now as bad as I did 25 years ago. It never ends. Every moment of every day is violent thoughts. Driving, walking,in a store, half asleep, it don’t matter. I hate people so much. I find it very hard to see the good in anyone. I trust no one.
All I will say is this My mom committed suicide as did my best friend The worst is you are always questioning yourself what if I did this or that called more etc I used to have dreams I was down in hell with my mom for several years after that I could not sleep it was scaryIf you are thinking of this please talk to someone cause it does hurt those who care about you
Suicide usually is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
Simplified it's just genetics, resources and circumstances that determine life.Also people, especially the European ones, have been robbed of their natural habitat, natural foods, their mysteries, their rites, passions, conflicts, etc.
long term solution to a short term problem...
Suicide is generally a short mans game. They were probably short and/or had tiny cawks
I get it completely. It seems wonderful. Everyone always feels so bad for the people left after the death. How about feel good for the man who is at peace finally. I’m on the edge daily to do the same. Life just isn’t as good for some as others and people make life altering mistakes they can’t take back.
Paganism?