Everything at once...
Good for you!!!
It doesn't have to be boring, just different. You could fill your free time doing good works. (or getting back to the gym ). I signed up for a German class.
i'm using rosetta stone to learn french...dammit..thats one pretentiously cliche language i thought i'd never have 2 learn
but apparently a lot of people in the networking world are from sierra leon (sp?
) and nigeria and a lot speak french...sooo
i'm back in the gym..i haven't weighed a sliced n diced 220 since 97ish...time ..its about fucking time..i do again..
i'm just easily bored...i used to use alcohol as a means to slow down me friggin thinking all the damn time...
you have no idea how completly exhausting it can be to wanna stop thinking....just so you can sleep...and being helpless and then even dreaming up solutions to problems...i've gotton up and then said to myself "oo that cant be right...thats just f#@ cant be right" then driven to my lab at all wierd hours and tried it..and then thrown up cause it happened to be right...it feels all tingly and nauseating like deja vu...i
now i dont have alkie to help that..and i fucking HATE cardio..guess it'll have to do to get me tire enough to sleep