good for you I would feel akward at rave partys in my 40's
procreate with a suitable female should be your #1 purpuse in life. If everyone thought like you there would be no life. And white people especially should procreate.. 3rd worlders are outnumbering
It's all in the head... the worst is when people get old "inside". My older friends are more than wellcome to join me, actually I have a very colourful circle of people around me, some are 10 years younger (like 20), some are 20 years older, and we all get along great. I guess some just manage to fight this fight till the very end and only death will bring them down. That's the spirit I like, otherwise - life becomes tasteless and people start waiting for that last day melancholically, while remembering the "old days".
Procreating is only your genes trying to survive (and actually not as a unity, but each for itself), there's nothing "special" about life, except our own experiences. Actually life is pretty brutal and bloody at it's core.
I agree on white people tho', we are doomed, because of people like me, who are living' for their own pleasure, who are aware of their own bestial programming and cease to be ruled by that blindly, by hedonistic atheists who become like that because of too much awareness. Oh well... that is irrelevant either, because earth will be destroyed one day too, by cosmic garbage or by the sun. Enjoy while you can, but all the "musts" and "shoulds" are only in your (and mine) head, nothing more.