Might have tested the waters, so to speak, and asked to take a brief workout before signing up. Hope it's one of those 90 day special offers for your sake. I know those urethane weights look a little un-manly but as Wooo suggest , make the most of it. Might surprise your self and get some great workouts in. Lifting is 50% mental, in my view. A 100 lb DB weights a 100lbs even painted pink (would be nice to get a private workout with Pink) with flowers growing out of it. Good Luck.