I don't know where to start.
Prove me wrong by not replying to any of my threads or posts for an entire week.
every time you do something good you need to tell everyone of it, this is your real motive - a selfish need of appreciation
and two, every chance you get you need to post photos of yourself, your car, your house (yes even in the thread where you offered people to stay with you, you combined both! congrats!)
this is a MASSIVE evidence that you got low selfesteem and is in constant need for attention.
why dont you go get some therapy? i dont think getbig.com really gonna help you