ive got to admit, on gear i never have a care in the world, happy go lucky etc.... off you have times when nothing intrests you
another factor is settling down, having kids, mortgage, excessive overtime etc.... u cant help but reminisce back to the days when you were jacked to fuck, having a string of girls you were fucking, lifting big weights with no pain.
another thing i was thinking about the other day is when you actually realise the bodybuilding dream is realy a nightmare