Misspellings aside, your posts ramble on and mean nothing except to other gay guys. If you love Shawn just tell him. He'll understand. Now go tell mommy someone is picking on you on the Internet so she can comfort you. Oh, and yea I bet you made that mispelling on purpose. Admit it son you are a young gay boy in love with Shawn. It's alright. It's nothing a little therapy won't cure. And for now on, I think you should spend your recess time out on the playground with your friends instead of coming on a board that you have business being on.