That which you think you do in private will one day be reveal to the public if it is saved anywhere but in your mind.
I also agree that most of Hollyweird is average in looks. My younger brother used to say he saw better looking women at the beach than on the red carpet. Having said that, there's nothing wrong with "average" looks, especially so when one takes into consideration that the majority of us are average at best.
What is sad is when the girl next door becomes the whore on the corner of Hollywood and Vine. It doesn't always happen, but then I suppose for some it's that or parking cars and pumping gas.