Amen. It takes yarbules to share such a struggie-wuzzle, my droogies.
But to be perfectly serious for a moment, Methyl, you probably underestimate yourself. You say you reckon you're one of the weakest bodybuilders here. Why? Because of your humble beginnings?
I followed a dude on YouTube for awhile. I think his name was George Freeman? Talk about a guy who took misfortune and turned it around! Even as a much heavier guy, he couldn't bench 315 in high school. But he persisted, and he got to the point he outlifted Coleman on pulls and benched 350-365 for 20 reps.
Once you're back at it in a proper gym, you will surprise yourself!
Appreciate the kind words.
Today did legs squatted 315x6 365x4 thats certainly not going to impress anyone. Im somewhere in the 240s right now. Ive been as high as 263lbs and even then i couldnt bench 315 or anywhere near it. In fact i did chest 2 days ago and benched 245x6 and was real happy tell you the truth.
I guess I should say im the weakest big strong looking dude. Thing is my frame is tiny though my structure is very wide. I had a 33 inch waist at 263. Mothers genes.
In my heart of hearts i am Ronnie coleman but im closer to Flex or Vince Taylor in reality.