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Re: Revolting documentary: Rocco
« Reply #175 on: January 02, 2021, 07:42:39 PM »
It's hard for me to have any pity for these girls. Sure, they probably have messed up past lives to able to get to the casting couch, but their lust for fame and attention is what drives them. They are so cracked that they never look at the long term effects of their actions and will degrade themselves to the upmost to get there. That older blonde complained about the shit on Rocco's dick, but she still sucked it. Good for her, that's her legacy. Let them get what they deserve.

While there are a few good women out there, the majority of them are gone. And I can say this as a fact because in the last five years I've been traveling all around the world among thousands of people from all walks of life; rich and poor. From what I've seen in this social media hypnotized world of today, it's mostly the women who have lost their way. I must say, I agree with Matt on his perspective of them. Like it or not, most of us are better off without them.

Beauty and lust is a tough persuasion, I get it. But when I see strong men who had it all, on a ledge wondering how their lives got so out of control because of their wives or girlfriends, I'm telling you, it isn't worth it.

Jerk off, go to bed and see the sun in the morning with freedom in the air as a single. You'll thank yourself for it in the long run.

Excellent post! And so true! I told my friend today that if God forbid I ever become a widower, I’d be a complete basket case for awhile and likely be permanently mentally damaged I wouldn’t see the point in remarrying. Like, for what?

Though I’m married with children, from what I see, women are largely out of control these days. I even sometimes worry how my son will find a decent woman in the future. He’s three now. My daughter is one, but honestly I’m not as worried about her future as my son considering a woman in North America has to be near retarded and deformed to not have a decent life here considering the entire damn continent and all of the Anglosphere bends over backwards for women even when they behave terribly.

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« Reply #176 on: January 02, 2021, 07:48:27 PM »
I agree. Rocco is clearly abusing his power as the employer in that role.
to his defense I've seen Rocco eat a woman's ass after pulling his cock out from said ass

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« Reply #177 on: January 03, 2021, 02:41:24 AM »
Excellent post! And so true! I told my friend today that if God forbid I ever become a widower, I’d be a complete basket case for awhile and likely be permanently mentally damaged I wouldn’t see the point in remarrying. Like, for what?

Though I’m married with children, from what I see, women are largely out of control these days. I even sometimes worry how my son will find a decent woman in the future. He’s three now. My daughter is one, but honestly I’m not as worried about her future as my son considering a woman in North America has to be near retarded and deformed to not have a decent life here considering the entire damn continent and all of the Anglosphere bends over backwards for women even when they behave terribly.
Things may change after the shutdowns.  With all the lost jobs women will once again be dependent on men to live a decent life.  Most non essential jobs are held by women.

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« Reply #178 on: January 03, 2021, 03:19:28 AM »
Things may change after the shutdowns.  With all the lost jobs women will once again be dependent on men to live a decent life.  Most non essential jobs are held by women.

I have to disagree here. We live in an era where women are becoming less and less dependant on “provider’s” money. They are and can make a lot of $$$ on social media and sites like Onlyfans. Simps are abundant and so is their money.

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« Reply #179 on: January 03, 2021, 03:26:02 AM »
I have to disagree here. We live in an era where women are becoming less and less dependant on “provider’s” money. They are and can make a lot of $$$ on social media and sites like Onlyfans. Simps are abundant and so is their money.
Only a few make money on onlyfans.  Right now women are doing fine because they are working, getting unemployment and government stimulus money.  When they are getting only a percentage of that in UBI and can't make money any other way, things will change.

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« Reply #180 on: January 03, 2021, 03:37:38 AM »
From what I've seen in this social media hypnotized world of today, it's mostly the women who have lost their way. 



Regarding the cancer that is social media, I thought this was funny and sad:

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CJjasbqjwGe/?igshid=19wf88j76mz9a

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« Reply #181 on: January 03, 2021, 04:01:31 AM »
Only a few make money on onlyfans.  Right now women are doing fine because they are working, getting unemployment and government stimulus money.  When they are getting only a percentage of that in UBI and can't make money any other way, things will change.

I watched bongavideo or whatever it was called a few weeks ago (online cam site). 80% of the views on the main site went to a select few who actually put some effort into what they were doing: Two girls in one stream, really sensual behaviour. Further down on the page you had average looking girls fumbling awkwardly with their dildoes on a low quality webcam video. Nobody wants to pay to watch such mediocre crap anymore.

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« Reply #182 on: January 03, 2021, 04:36:43 AM »
I watched bongavideo or whatever it was called a few weeks ago (online cam site). 80% of the views on the main site went to a select few who actually put some effort into what they were doing: Two girls in one stream, really sensual behaviour. Further down on the page you had average looking girls fumbling awkwardly with their dildoes on a low quality webcam video. Nobody wants to pay to watch such mediocre crap anymore.
As more and more women jump on onlyfans it will become diluted and very difficult to make any money.

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« Reply #183 on: January 03, 2021, 04:56:16 AM »
I’m surprised the two actual WN’s or WN-presenting men in here don’t express wishes for porn distributors to be capitally punished. There should be no room for bastards like this in any healthy Western society, regardless of the concept of “consenting adults.”

And believe it or not, despite the scenario appearing as if brutish men are running the porno world, which they do, to a degree, porn is yet one of several elements in our current hellscape being increasingly matriarchal, with every other jerkoff bending the knee to and being manipulated by women. Hence you see legions of blowhard straight men increasingly concerned with finding women, women’s “rights”, closing the gender gap (especially in STEM), and along with it, a seemingly newfound concern with homosexuals.

What’s “WN”?

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« Reply #184 on: January 03, 2021, 05:14:23 AM »
What’s “WN”?

White nationalist. I don’t know if you are one, hence I also wrote WN-presenting and why I used the word Western instead of white even though Western simply means white to most.

If you are not WN, I sincerely apologize for using the term, especially considering you’re one of the best posters here. And I’m not writing that out of flattery.

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« Reply #185 on: January 03, 2021, 05:25:47 AM »
I’m surprised the two actual WN’s or WN-presenting men in here don’t express wishes for porn distributors to be capitally punished. There should be no room for bastards like this in any healthy Western society, regardless of the concept of “consenting adults.”

And believe it or not, despite the scenario appearing as if brutish men are running the porno world, which they do, to a degree, porn is yet one of several elements in our current hellscape being increasingly matriarchal, with every other jerkoff bending the knee to and being manipulated by women. Hence you see legions of blowhard straight men increasingly concerned with finding women, women’s “rights”, closing the gender gap (especially in STEM), and along with it, a seemingly newfound concern with homosexuals.

I know what you mean.  I think Hitler put this garbage in a "Museum of Degenerate Art" or something like that.  So people watching it knew that it was degenerate garbage.

My thoughts were always that drugs, guns, and porn should be available - put not weaponized/pushed.

I think guns are necessary for a people to have, to overthrow a tyrannical leader, potentially.  Very important.

Drugs, well...people party.

Porn is disgusting.  Many of these people, I do think should probably be capitally-punished, including Rocco "My dick only smellz.  It's nuffing.  It's only the smell" Siffredi, the sick f*ck.  I'm disgraced this piece of filth is Italian.

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« Reply #186 on: January 03, 2021, 05:37:30 AM »
I must say, I agree with Matt on his perspective of them. Like it or not, most of us are better off without them.

Beauty and lust is a tough persuasion, I get it. But when I see strong men who had it all, on a ledge wondering how their lives got so out of control because of their wives or girlfriends, I'm telling you, it isn't worth it.

Jerk off, go to bed and see the sun in the morning with freedom in the air as a single. You'll thank yourself for it in the long run.

Exactly.  The piece of trash I was dating in 2018 nearly ruined my life.  And this was despite having a very beautiful girlfriend until this past August 1st.  It was absolutely NOT worth it, and I have three kids to support, and I'm still only picking up the pieces now.  Granted, the lockdown gave me an excuse to just do nothing and be a loser, so the timing kind of worked out where I could say I'm just doing nothing because of the lockdown, as opposed to still being damaged over my relationship with a complete scumbag in 2018 [although both are technically true, I suppose - gyms in Ontario are closed again].

Absolutely not worth it.  For example, this piece of garbage hid a 5-year opiate and benzodiazepine addiction from me.  THAT'S KIND OF A BIG DEAL.

And the way she lied about it - she was like "Just so you know...I've used opiates in my past."  When she said it, I was like...uhh??  So?  ???  I was prescribed Percocet in 2011, and I don't need to make it a point to tell everyone.  If the use was current and ongoing [and addiction], that would be another story.

I'll stop there before this post hits 10,000 words.  That piece of scum nearly ruined my life, but as it turns out...I think...I may come out on the other side better/stronger/richer than I was before.  But I won this battle FROM THE SKIN OF MY TEETH.  I am not a suicidal person...I've had suicidal thoughts in my life, but never attempted suicide.  But if anything could have gotten me to suicide, it was this piece of absolute trash.  Complete scumbag.  She did about 3-4 things equally as bad as hiding her long-term drug addiction, then getting me to pay for it under the guise of getting clean...only for me to find out through a good friend of hers that she was straight-up addicted since 2013.  Had I known that, it would have changed EVERYTHING, as I would have NEVER tolerated her ever getting me to think anything I said or did resulted in her horrible mood swings as it was all consistent with withdrawal.

You're a good looking dude, indie-lad...I assume you have a harem of female friends you can call if you need sex?  That's been my approach.  That said, I think this 2018 girl impacted my epigenetics.  I'm literally not as aroused as I once was, and this Rocco video...just makes me sick to watch the 13 minutes I watched.  I seriously think my arousal by women has been impacted/damaged from the piece of trash I was with, despite having been with my 2019 girlfriend a lot [until she dumped me for talking to other women...she was super jealous, but we're still friends, and I ultimately respect her].

Have you watched the 1980's Swamp Thing movie?  I think by Wes Craven.  That may be a rhetorical question.  ;D

Is it good?  Worth watching?

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« Reply #187 on: January 03, 2021, 05:47:53 AM »
That piece of scum nearly ruined my life, but as it turns out...I think...I may come out on the other side better/stronger/richer than I was before.  But I won this battle FROM THE SKIN OF MY TEETH.  I am not a suicidal person...I've had suicidal thoughts in my life, but never attempted suicide.  But if anything could have gotten me to suicide, it was this piece of absolute trash.  Complete scumbag.

If you are feeling down and drained, mentally, money should be a very low priority. Healthy food and healthy mental activities + exercise is way more important. I have been tracking my net worth for several years, and everytime I reach a higher number it is actually kind of a numb feeling. It is basically just numbers on a screen. I would not even feel better if I had it all in a tub filled with dollar bills. Of course I value what I have financially, but relationships, health and mental health are way more important to me.

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« Reply #188 on: January 03, 2021, 08:39:01 AM »
Women are acting like pigs the way men have for all of existence but they have lost their way?

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« Reply #189 on: January 03, 2021, 09:05:42 AM »
If you are feeling down and drained, mentally, money should be a very low priority. Healthy food and healthy mental activities + exercise is way more important. I have been tracking my net worth for several years, and everytime I reach a higher number it is actually kind of a numb feeling. It is basically just numbers on a screen. I would not even feel better if I had it all in a tub filled with dollar bills. Of course I value what I have financially, but relationships, health and mental health are way more important to me.

Great post. Too bad there’s no repping or like options on the board.

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« Reply #190 on: January 03, 2021, 09:08:46 AM »
Women are acting like pigs the way men have for all of existence but they have lost their way?

Both have. As said, even straight men are now  cross dressing, sometimes showing this off on social
media  (as Thor and PJ Braun have), behaving like women (excessive grooming, perpetually bitching and virtue signaling), and have a newfound concern with homosexuality.

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« Reply #191 on: January 03, 2021, 09:17:30 AM »
Exactly.  The piece of trash I was dating in 2018 nearly ruined my life.  And this was despite having a very beautiful girlfriend until this past August 1st.  It was absolutely NOT worth it, and I have three kids to support, and I'm still only picking up the pieces now.  Granted, the lockdown gave me an excuse to just do nothing and be a loser, so the timing kind of worked out where I could say I'm just doing nothing because of the lockdown, as opposed to still being damaged over my relationship with a complete scumbag in 2018 [although both are technically true, I suppose - gyms in Ontario are closed again].

Absolutely not worth it.  For example, this piece of garbage hid a 5-year opiate and benzodiazepine addiction from me.  THAT'S KIND OF A BIG DEAL.

And the way she lied about it - she was like "Just so you know...I've used opiates in my past."  When she said it, I was like...uhh??  So?  ???  I was prescribed Percocet in 2011, and I don't need to make it a point to tell everyone.  If the use was current and ongoing [and addiction], that would be another story.

I'll stop there before this post hits 10,000 words.  That piece of scum nearly ruined my life, but as it turns out...I think...I may come out on the other side better/stronger/richer than I was before.  But I won this battle FROM THE SKIN OF MY TEETH.  I am not a suicidal person...I've had suicidal thoughts in my life, but never attempted suicide.  But if anything could have gotten me to suicide, it was this piece of absolute trash.  Complete scumbag.  She did about 3-4 things equally as bad as hiding her long-term drug addiction, then getting me to pay for it under the guise of getting clean...only for me to find out through a good friend of hers that she was straight-up addicted since 2013.  Had I known that, it would have changed EVERYTHING, as I would have NEVER tolerated her ever getting me to think anything I said or did resulted in her horrible mood swings as it was all consistent with withdrawal.

You're a good looking dude, indie-lad...I assume you have a harem of female friends you can call if you need sex?  That's been my approach.  That said, I think this 2018 girl impacted my epigenetics.  I'm literally not as aroused as I once was, and this Rocco video...just makes me sick to watch the 13 minutes I watched.  I seriously think my arousal by women has been impacted/damaged from the piece of trash I was with, despite having been with my 2019 girlfriend a lot [until she dumped me for talking to other women...she was super jealous, but we're still friends, and I ultimately respect her].

Have you watched the 1980's Swamp Thing movie?  I think by Wes Craven.  That may be a rhetorical question.  ;D

Is it good?  Worth watching?

That chick was banging hundreds of dudes behind your back and then coming home to you.

She totally cucked you Matt C.

Now we know why that slit you licked tasted fishy and really salty.

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Re: Revolting documentary: Rocco
« Reply #192 on: January 03, 2021, 09:32:26 AM »
That chicks was banging hundreds of dudes behind your back and then coming home to you.
She totally cucked you Matt C.
Now we know why that slit you licked tasted fishy and really salty.

At least I feel very confident that Matt C is able to lick pussy like an absolutely mad man. A pity it can't be written on his online dating profile!  :D

Henda might be the Leonardi Da Vince of putting his tongue to the anus, but Matt C is a de facto quaffing cunnilinguist.

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« Reply #193 on: January 03, 2021, 09:37:20 AM »
A woman told me she likes being dominated during sex.  I was like "Sort of like how Ted Bundy dominated women?"  And she obviously didn't mean that.

So the next woman who asks me that, my response is going to be "Ask me that one more time, and I'll do a three second count, and beat you until you are a bleeding pulp on the ground, dead."

And you know what she'll say?  She'll say "Never mind - I don't want to be dominated."

Also, keep in mind that I hate women. 

There is a 5% chance I murder a woman in my life.

You are a ticking time bomb Matt. The biggest underachiever I have ever seen. I have no doubt you have ruined many lives and may kill in the future. I would love to hear your mom's opinion on these posts.

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« Reply #194 on: January 03, 2021, 10:10:39 AM »
I watched bongavideo or whatever it was called a few weeks ago (online cam site). 80% of the views on the main site went to a select few who actually put some effort into what they were doing: Two girls in one stream, really sensual behaviour. Further down on the page you had average looking girls fumbling awkwardly with their dildoes on a low quality webcam video. Nobody wants to pay to watch such mediocre crap anymore.

Er... quick link?  (asking for a friend)
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« Reply #195 on: January 03, 2021, 10:31:15 AM »
You are a ticking time bomb Matt. The biggest underachiever I have ever seen. I have no doubt you have ruined many lives and may kill in the future. I would love to hear your mom's opinion on these posts.

I think some of what he says is edgelording but I can empathize with his dim view on modern women only generally. Men have free will. If they want to get involved with basketcase women, they can go ahead. No ones stopping them from seeking ordinary, boring, unambitious, yet good woman.

To wit: wanna go for a whore and dirtbag of a woman, hot as she might be, go ahead. Buyer beware.

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« Reply #196 on: January 03, 2021, 10:32:57 AM »
At least I feel very confident that Matt C is able to lick pussy like an absolutely mad man. A pity it can't be written on his online dating profile!  :D

Henda might be the Leonardi Da Vince of putting his tongue to the anus, but Matt C is a de facto quaffing cunnilinguist.

Matt C is an absolute mess and it is all of his own doing.

Threatening to beat up women, blames others for all his screw ups, fails at everything he attempts, pisses and moans on Getbig about life’s inequities while doing nothing to correct his perceived slights, and is a blatant anti-Semite.

The only reason he spends any time with women is to hide his homosexuality and his hatred for being gay.

He won’t be missed.

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« Reply #197 on: January 03, 2021, 10:50:39 AM »
It's also possible to get struck by lightning.  :P

The odds of a straight male getting HIV *from a woman/vagina* ranges between 1 in 300 to 1 in 3,000, depending on the study you read.  More studies suggest that the odds are in the thousands.  Again, this is if you are sleeping WITH a woman with HIV [generally an intravenous drug user, but also women who cheated on their partner with a bisexual man, who got HIV through receiving anal sex from a gay male].

In Canada, there are something like 8,000 women with HIV or AIDS in Canada [87% are either gay males or in the intravenous drug-using community], which means that statistically, I would have to have unprotected sex with half the women in Canada WITH HIV or AIDS, in order to contract it.

I never use condoms.  F*cking disgusting.  :-X

It annoys me so much that rafts of straight men can be worried about HIV.  See the social cost of believing in false equality?  All because people were afraid of being called "homophobic", we decided to brainwash masses of straight men into a virtually completely improbable event.

Do around summer 1991 remember when Magic Johnson ["The Michael Jordan of AIDS"] got HIV, and this was supposed to be "evidence" that straight men could get HIV?  Yeah, because his son isn't screaming proof that Johnson was completely gay or anything.  ::)

Flipping liar.  All to preserve the feelings of gay men.  I empathize with the gay experience [or whatever], but lying to the masses about the lethality of a virus is a pretty wretched thing to do.  You know, kind of like what's happening right now with COVID.

In short, NO, straight men are not at risk of getting HIV.  The odds of getting struck by lightning are probably on par.  In general, vaginas are horrible vectors to spread disease, let alone a blood-based disease like HIV.  LMAO...how on earth is a blood-based disease going to penetrate dick-skin if you have no cut on it?  ???

Any straight male who believes that they are at risk of HIV from a female is being completely irrational, and applying that fear in proportion, they should be afraid to leave their houses.  Again - this is much like the current hysteria surrounding COVID.

LASTLY...I just want to end with this:

While I'm not REMOTELY afraid of getting HIV, I am somewhat concerned about getting herpes.  SOMEWHAT.  If you want me to write a 10,000+ word post about why I'm really not afraid of herpes either, let me know.  But...I can't deny that we as straight males can get sexual infections.

Luckily for us, HIV isn't one of them.

 8) 8) 8)

PS - "It's only smells"?  ???  WTF?  Can again Getbigger explain this one to me...

...like I'm a 2-year-old?

 :-X :-X :-X

So you would have no problems having sex with a female with no condom knowing she has HIV/AIDS?

And as mentioned, almost a quarter of the population of southern Africa have HIV/AIDS, the vast majority heterosexual. Numbers are also very high in India and several South East Asian countries.

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Re: Revolting documentary: Rocco
« Reply #198 on: January 03, 2021, 12:11:36 PM »
Women act like they have always been, only difference is they make it more obvious and now have the state as a sugar daddy. There's still great ones out there but you have to deliver to get one.

The only bad thing is that there's a large group lashing out unnecessarily at men who are ok for the most part but believed the bullshit that their parents taught them. As always it's mostly innocents who are getting damaged.
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« Reply #199 on: January 03, 2021, 12:18:52 PM »
Exactly.  The piece of trash I was dating in 2018 nearly ruined my life.  And this was despite having a very beautiful girlfriend until this past August 1st.  It was absolutely NOT worth it, and I have three kids to support, and I'm still only picking up the pieces now.  Granted, the lockdown gave me an excuse to just do nothing and be a loser, so the timing kind of worked out where I could say I'm just doing nothing because of the lockdown, as opposed to still being damaged over my relationship with a complete scumbag in 2018 [although both are technically true, I suppose - gyms in Ontario are closed again].

Absolutely not worth it.  For example, this piece of garbage hid a 5-year opiate and benzodiazepine addiction from me.  THAT'S KIND OF A BIG DEAL.

And the way she lied about it - she was like "Just so you know...I've used opiates in my past."  When she said it, I was like...uhh??  So?  ???  I was prescribed Percocet in 2011, and I don't need to make it a point to tell everyone.  If the use was current and ongoing [and addiction], that would be another story.

I'll stop there before this post hits 10,000 words.  That piece of scum nearly ruined my life, but as it turns out...I think...I may come out on the other side better/stronger/richer than I was before.  But I won this battle FROM THE SKIN OF MY TEETH.  I am not a suicidal person...I've had suicidal thoughts in my life, but never attempted suicide.  But if anything could have gotten me to suicide, it was this piece of absolute trash.  Complete scumbag.  She did about 3-4 things equally as bad as hiding her long-term drug addiction, then getting me to pay for it under the guise of getting clean...only for me to find out through a good friend of hers that she was straight-up addicted since 2013.  Had I known that, it would have changed EVERYTHING, as I would have NEVER tolerated her ever getting me to think anything I said or did resulted in her horrible mood swings as it was all consistent with withdrawal.

You're a good looking dude, indie-lad...I assume you have a harem of female friends you can call if you need sex?  That's been my approach.  That said, I think this 2018 girl impacted my epigenetics.  I'm literally not as aroused as I once was, and this Rocco video...just makes me sick to watch the 13 minutes I watched.  I seriously think my arousal by women has been impacted/damaged from the piece of trash I was with, despite having been with my 2019 girlfriend a lot [until she dumped me for talking to other women...she was super jealous, but we're still friends, and I ultimately respect her].

Have you watched the 1980's Swamp Thing movie?  I think by Wes Craven.  That may be a rhetorical question.  ;D

Is it good?  Worth watching?

I get and agree with everything you said and I always respect your honesty Matt. You never hold anything back, it's always good to read. First off, yes I saw the Swamp Thing movie many years ago when I was young. I'll have to see it again to get it fresh in my mind. I'll get back to you on it.

Now my rant.

In 2006, I divorced my wife (who was my high school sweetheart) and she ruthlessly took my 600k two-family house to where I had to live in a renovated garage for three years, took all my money (as in child-support, lawyers and court costs) and tried to take my daughter who was three at the time. Things looked bleak for me during those years as I hung onto life from a string. Yes, I thought of suicide and even had thoughts how I could murder the arrogant bitch. I even cleverly confiscated all the negatives of our sex pictures taken on an old-style camera that she didn't think I had and if I was on my last legs and had nothing to lose, I had a plan to ruin her life by emailing them to not only everybody in her family, but her work. I would've even put them up all over the internet, sex sites and here as well lol. She comes from a VERY prominent family and teaches in a VERY prominent school in Massachusetts, so something like that would've ruined her and me. BUT that would be my final option because I couldn't do that to my daughter. So I kept that and all my anger in my back pocket.

You know what I did? The hardest thing of all. I worked on myself to get better. It took me TEN FUCKING YEARS of attrition, tears and sleepless nights to find the will and drive to become better than her, how she and her arrogant family looked at me and how I looked at myself. In my mind, I was a complete and utter failure to my daughter. A loser. One night when she was four and sleeping next to me, I promised her I would do something big in life and be a somebody. That she could be proud to tell her friends that I was her dad.

Somehow, I managed to get a small writing gig for a magazine, then I quit my shitty assistant teaching job and took a big risk to go full entrepreneur and started my own business that through hard work eventually got bigger and blossomed into me becoming a manager/agent/promoter getting high-end clients and now traveling the world, doing deals and making BIG money. I crawled out of my deep hole of despair and became a fucking success. I don't like to brag about my achievements, especially on Getbig, but I did things I thought I never could; from hanging and befriending celebrities (I admired), and sleeping with women I thought would never even look at me. Believe me, when you're making bank and hanging with people in important social circles, girls will come out of the woodwork for you. They get wet around alpha-males so don't believe the liberal feminism shtick of the left.

Today, my ex-wife lives alone and is single, both her pompous parents have died, she popped out another kid who is now eight years old and out of control, got married and divorced again to some loser alcoholic that doesn't pay her a dime and even tried to kill himself, she complains all the time about how she has no help and best of all, she got really ugly and fat! My daughter, now sixteen, has an incredible relationship with me. We are really close (which pisses off mommy because they fight all the time), is doing awesome in school, who I taught good values and whom I proudly opened up so many avenues for her future simply because I can. She loves that all her friends want to know more about me because I'm that "cool dad" they follow on Instagram and such. All in all, I went through absolute Hell but I fulfilled my promise to her and myself and I'm far from a loser now.

Just to be a prick, a few months ago a book I co-wrote with Roy Thomas for Marvel Comics came out and became a HUGE seller and I sent the article as a text to my ex-wife pretending to send it to my daughter so she could see the accomplishments I'm achieving today lol, of course she never responded. That's how you get all those bitches back that have hurt you through the years! You become better than them!!! All my ex-wife's idiotic rich friends are fat, bored and complain about their current husbands. Their lives suck because they got nothing to look forward to but high school reunions and funerals. I love it!

Through everything, I never missed a child-support payment, I'm debt-free, totally independent, a proud father, in awesome shape, rich AND single. I do whatever I want. I've got no vices or anything to lock me down. I've never drank alcohol, coffee, soda, smoked, or did a drug (besides a few roid cycles). Even the PLANdemic can't stop me. I just flew to Florida last week (clients paid for everything) and made high 5 digits in one day just sitting there from the deal I made. Flew back home, showed my daughter the check and gave her a big kiss. I'm flying to South Carolina at the end of the month and being filmed for an upcoming big budget Stan Lee documentary. How awesome is that?

Not to get all preachy, but you can get through anything if you focus on yourself and fuck everything else. I'm proof positive everything will work out if you put in the effort because I'm betting most of the people on here got more skills than I ever had. I just had the will and drive to be better. Yes, it might be really, really tough, but if it wasn't, it wouldn't feel so good when you achieve greatness on the other side.

Fuck my ex-wife hahaha!!

Go get yours Matt.