So I meet all sorts of chicks through my work. I travel a lot and get the luxury of going to nice restaurants, hotels and bars and meet all sorts of whores. Most of the time I meet them, leave and never think twice about them until this one woman I met last week. I'm not exaggerating when I tell this story. I'm in Austin, which I have been going to a lot and walking down Congress around 9:00 PM to the JW and pass this outside patio area and glimpse this woman from the side of my eye and just stop cold in my tracks. I look at her and she has a friend sitting with her. I say hi to them both and ask if I can sit and join them for a drink. I never fucking do this on my own. Not sure what super power came over me with steel balls to pull that move. I pull up a chair next to the one chick and ignore her friend. We start talking about stuff and about 20 minutes in the friend realizes it's her queue to leave and excuses her self. Now I'm talking to this woman that caught my eye. Little about her. She's from Iowa (I'll get back to this) and is in Austin with her coworker (the chick that left) for two days for work. Her and I just start talking like we've known each other for ages. Strange conversation because the entire time I'm talking to her like we've known each other for years and finally met back up. She's just a stunning gorgeous woman. Dressed super professional but super sexy, like a dirty librarian. She literally fits every category if I were to list out what I want in my perfect woman. She has a great career, dog lover, beautiful, funny, sweet, tall, perfect physique, even her hairdo is my favorite style. No shit we sat at this patio ordering drinks and food from 9:00 until 2:00 when they finally stopped serving. We stayed on that patio until 5AM talking until we realized It's time to get some sleep since we both had work in a couple hours. The entire time I never once thought about having sex. I think about sex 99.99999% of the day but with her I was just enjoying what we were doing. She was all touchy with me, our legs intertwined, sitting real close, just totally into each other. She was flying out the next day but we agreed to meet back for a bit before she headed to the airport. I met back and man, she was still sweet, but seemed sad to say bye. We talked for an hour, seemed awkward at times because we both seemed melancholy about the situation and she had to go to the airport but we said we'd keep in touch. I texted her and get back short quick answers, she seems to want to talk but I can't figure out what's happening. I want to push it a bit but feel what's the point. No matter what happens this won't work out. I'm in SoCal and she's in Iowa. I'm not going to fly out there often to see her and certainly won't ever move out there but I don't think I want her to come to SoCal. I want this chick so back but can't seem to push myself to pursue this anymore. The shitty part is that it's consuming my fucking brain all week. All I think about is her, wanting to hang out and just be with her. Something happened when I met her, some chemistry, some connection and I can't let it go. I know the same thing happened with her. This is not even a situation of seeing other whores to get her off of my mind, been there, done that already this week and it doesn't help.
She did say she was single, not dating blah blah and I totally believe her because that was what we spoke about for a bit the night we met..
Would you guys pursue a cross country romance? Aren't these things always destined to fail? Fuck I had a cross state romance and just going from SoCal to NorCal was too much and we eventually called it off. You guys can call my pathetic, loser whatever, I don't give a fuck. Just needed to write this shit down and get it off of my chest. Getbig is my fucking therapy. The humor here and some of the actual knowledge from some of the good posters actually does help. I just kind of want to stop texting and end this because it sucks ass and then part of me wants to go full force but I can't see any way this would logistically work out. Its totally fucking up my mind.
