They always say their doing things 'healthy' but if you look at his face from that video he is far from healthy. Healthy to someone using a huge amount of drugs is using half or just less. They don't realise how far from reality that is.
Having seen how some serious Heroin or Meth users have talked, their not addicts they just smoke it a lot but that bloke over there, he injects it! That's serious, smoking it constantly isn't that bad. Get what I mean?
As soon as he had serious problems you get off the drugs. You let your bodyweight come down so it's under less stress and can recover from what you've done. Do these guys do that? Fuck no, or if they do for a period they're like 'Oh I don't feel as shit as I did before, fuck it i'll jump back on heaps of shit again just 75% of it so it's healthy this time, I should be fine'. They're so far gone they don't know what feeling normal without drugs feels like.
He died at 34 and was having serious problems at 27-28. That's not good. I know the mental feeling, I remember getting blood tests back and doing a scan on my liver and it came back with irregularities. I didn't give a fuck I wasn't going to stop juicing or eating. Eventually I didn't like how I looked and wanted to be leaner so I stopped juicing and even now if I could go lower than 195 at 5'8' I would but there's no fat left to lose. But I could see if I was stuck doing it and didn't want to stop you don't give a fuck you just keep doing it and taking a break doesn't change the mental state of wanting to push yourself further and further. These guys need to find something else to push themselves in at that point because it will shorten their life span a lot more.
