ESF is full of shit !!
Anybody that did $120k worth of heroin would not be posting on getbig.
Ever been addicted/physically dependant on something? You'll hustle and make as much money as you can. I'm a businessman. I've always had multiple streams of income. You're likely just a worker with 1 income stream. Maybe get in shape, somehow make yourself handsome (you may need some plastic surgery. Call it an "investment") and post a profile on POF (you may need someone who can write, and some with a personality & knows how to talk to women to write it for you... I may even do it for you for a small fee. You can write it off as a consulting fee) and get some low self-esteem girl from a neighboring state (since there's possibly always a chance you'll actually eventually meet) to send you money via CashApp (I can set it up for you and take a small %... Maybe 25%, since this is money you'll never be able to get otherwise. consider yourself lucky).
Maybe you should go to prison and read some books. Atlas Shrugged. 48 Laws of Power. Rich Dad, Poor Dad. Art of Seduction. Arnold's book "Total Recall". House of Cards, the one about Bear Stern's, not the other one,.and not about the Netflix series....about Ace Greenberg, JP Morgan, and most importantly, Jimmy Cayne, and him looking for people who were "PSD's"; people who were Poor, Smart, & a Deep Desire to be rich. The Wizard of Lies, about Maddoff. The Smartest Guys in the Room, about Enron. Etc... You may learn something.
Maybe pick up a PT Cert that's nationally recognized. Maybe a sports nutrition Cert as well, of course you'd probably need someone to take these tests for you since it's probably above you're ability to learn proper training and nutrition.
Maybe learn some imjection techniques and learn how to oh, well I guess you might need to learn some basic compounding pharmacology first, and make your own site injection oil, sterile of course, and news that seem plenty of fish account to advertise ass injections two women. It's a big market there buddy. You could charge $3-5k for 3wks of treatment per woman... Or tranny.
Or you could also lean some advanced pharmacology and pharmaceutical science as well as some compounding pharmacology and start your own UGL with the money you've saved from the stuff above, or get some investors from the knowledge you gained from reading some of the books I recommended above as well and pay no money out of pocket for the initial start up cost on the UGL. Of course it'd help if you looked like the products worked initially, or if it sounded like you knew what you were talking about when talking to potential customers. That's an easy $5-10k/m right there... Maybe $3k if you just wholesale or do a consignment deal to someone who looks like they have a gym membership. We'll call that "passive income", since you're not doing much of the work.
Or you could learn about drop-shipping and sell $2 watches and sunglasses you get off Ali-Express, and sell on eBay for $6.
I could teach you all of this for a small fee, of course. Then maybe you could turn your $600/month on sushi (like I used to spend) into $8,400/month on a few mortgages instead of spending it on heroin like I did.
... Then you can decide if you'd still check into getbig here & there after.