Heart felt and strong motivation for all smokers to quit. It must have been an incredibly tough period in your life.
I really thought some getbigger would tell the story of an 80 year old that smoked since they were 13. Of course a few escape the risk through a percentage but the majority don't. Same with steroids. For every story of a guy that juiced from his teens to his 70's are those with all kinds of health issues from cardiac, kidney, lung, liver and prostate problems.
You ain't kidding. I was 30 years old in March 04 when my son was born. My life was seemingly perfect. Work, marriage, newborn, etc. everything was going according to plan. Fast forward 2 months to May 04 and my mom got the diagnosis. From that point until Halloween she underwent treatment after treatment and then I got the call from her and my dad that she was finished fighting. She started home hospice and 3 weeks later she was gone. Completely devasted but had to pull it together for my dad. My mom was awesome. Fun as hell. As a kid my friends always wanted to hang out at our house because she was so easy going and just fun to be around. It's almost cliche' to say but she was if not my best friend, my closest confidant. My dad hung around for about 5 and a half years after my mom. He was awesome too. A little more serious than my mom but he got better with age. Never loved one more than the other but found that with my mom being gone, all my earthly love for her kind of went to him. If that makes sense. When we lost him, it was even harder as I felt as though I still had my mom through him.
That being said, and I apologize for hijacking this thread and making it about me but I miss them both terribly but also feel blessed that I have nothing but fondness and great memories of them both. I had quality if not quantity. When I encounter people who are going through what I've went through, I tell them that it's hard now and that things will never be the same. However, it does get better. There will be stark reminders throughout the year. Holidays, birthdays, etc. For me, May and June are roughest. Starts with Mothers Day, two weeks later is my moms birthday, three days after her birthday is when my dad passed and two weeks after that is Fathers Day. I am always relieved when Fathers Day is over.

Don't Smoke! It affects more than you can/could possibly imagine.