I am not comparing myself to 28 year old professional bodybuilders on stage. I am comparing myself to other 40 somethings everyday condition. And yes if I was to do a show a couple months out I would aim to be 240 on stage. I am lean enough goal would be to add leg mass and I think I will add some more the next few months.
joswift is older than you and looks 10000x better.
He doesn't make any excuses either.
Just because you are leaner than him today doesn't mean anything.
He destroys you in every aspect.
Then you come up with all these excuses.
You're a narcissist of the highest degree.