I haven't tried loading the Rolling Thunder yet. I'm in a veey weakned state at the moment so will have to recover my baselibe strength before the RT weight says something relevant. I always felt Anadrol in particular helped grip strength, I could almost feel my grip improving about 2-4 hours after a single dose, just by how it felt making a tight fist LOL. But Anadrol is probably over for me

How's your natural lifestyle going, doing any HCG still? It would be interesting to see if the test boosting peptides raised your natural test 
well no. I ordered HCG along with test but it was taken(got a letter home).
so since then I didn't want to order anything. don't want house search by cops(husransakan) or have anything on my records.
but I feel fine my balls has grown in size so I think my natural production has kicked in by itself. I don't feel depression or anthing so it's fine. My strenth is down around 15% or so and will not budge even thou training hard. Actually wanted to get on some test cycle again for fun for a few months but I guess I have to find a dealer in person because of how they seem to go through packages more (or I was just unlucky)
would be fun going on androl but I feel like if I start dabble in that it will go to just going on more and more stuff so I'll just stick to some test. No competetive plans anyways at my age too late for that.