No, but you can wait for someone else that has the same truck that kills themselves from alcoholism, opioids or goes brain dead from too much weed
is that what happened to you or were you born that way
given that you were around the SoCal bodybuilding scene in the 1980's I'm sure you did your share of weed, speed, coke and who knows what else. Were you a fundie back then. Seems like a lot of former drug users find Jeebus.
I'm sure you still drink (when not dieting) and of course you've probably been on steroids for 30+ off and on (or just on). How much did you up the dose for your show?
Aren't you also the guy trying to sell the SoCal beach surfer "lifestyle" with your T-shirts.
I wonder if SoCal surfers ever smoke pot?