Sure. Bottom line is to not return to my old habits of drinking everyday. I decided to celebrate a little today, because I had gone over a year without a drop of alcohol. The plan is to only drink some on the weekends (mostly sundays) and maybe at the occasional social gathering.I refuse to live in fear of alcohol. I absolutely have control over my urges, and I will prove that I am not "helpless" to control myself.
Holy crap! This didn't age well..... Glad it's still here to be a reminder of how delusional I was. I had to lose everything to gain anything.
And are you going to admit it when you realize what a dumbass thing it was to start up again?