Avesher.....
I wish you all the best
I hope that you can get your life on track
you shouldn't have taken getbig so seriously
it's the internet, threatening to actually kill somebody because they talk on a message board is the opposite of logical
I would have honestly left you alone if you had left me alone, and I would have kept your secret without telling ANYBODY
had you not posted, you sent the email first ( I didn't tell people, you, yourself did, all I did was turn it down and keep quiet )
again, I wish you the best in your future, I really hope you meet a nice woman, settle down and have a couple of kids,
get your mental illness under control and enjoy life