I wouldn't consider it killing myself first hand but going down in a blaze of glory, if someone ever killed an immediate family member, I would hunt them down, kill them, their brothers, sisters, kids, cousins, you fucking name it, then when the cops corner me I would try to take those fuckers out until I go down like Tony Montana.
Kill myself, if I got caught and survived and was sentenced to life in jail. Why don't more of these lifers kill themselves? I would not want to live like a caged animal for the rest of my life.