Deep down inside, Schwarzenegger is just an insecure little boy, always looking for validation from others.

Dear Monica, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager,
and my home phone at the Bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways; fuck it, what's been up?
mo how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her bonnie
I read about your uncle ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch
who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your
Biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with rawkus too,
that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this mo, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is stan

LOL.

In truth, I always felt a bit sorry for Chad.  He clearly adored Jodels, but Jeff McFarland came along, took pictures of himself in bed with Jodi, which ground skinny little Chadwick into so much humiliated bone powder.

Later, I didn't feel so sad for the dork.  For starters, no self-respecting man should EVER put any piece on a pedestal...I don't care who she is; at the end of the day, if you're only out to score pussy, she ain't worth the drama. 

For another, McFarland seemed like a proper twat.  He had a very good physique, but he documented his prep with a bunch of self-indulgent bullshit, making endless posts in which he'd just quote shitty rap song lyrics and boast about himself.

After it was confirmed that he was a methhead, he seemed to drop off the radar.
McFarland was a first-class jerk

I liked Mower also.........remember his other screen name......"I Fear No Man" !!   

Brian why did you quit on your stool man? Winners never quit and quitters never win.