Where are the pics of the Ditch Drunks and Thanksgiving slop?

Em wouldn`t think of letting Brian post them.

He looks older than he is. He's very husky and is out of breath when he speaks. His face is extremely droopy. Looks like he had a stroke at 1 point or may possibly be suffering from Bells Palsy. He's choosing to try and keep size and is much bigger than someone his age should be. He also looks like he's had facial work and I wouldn't be surprised if he had surgery to remove his loose skin.

His face is 'extremely droopy'? Have you seen the average 52 year old these days or even 40 year old?

I do not HATE Jay. Current Jay rubs me the wrong way.

Mike Isratel, however,  I do legitimately HATE because of his true character.

There are sections of Jay that don't annoy me. And there are sections of Jay I disagree with. Such as him trying to act like a young, hip Young LA sponsored 20 year old influencer.

I liked his Beats by Jay...I liked his old videos when he was prepping for the Olympia...and I like watching him make breakfast and sample his supplements.

I feel he should have helped Dave during his medical crisis and I feel bad that he kicked his 1st wife to the curb when she stuck by his side back when he was a nobody.

yeah you know hate is a word that is used very sporadically by people who don´t really hate someone.. "i hate him"
I think you´re probably like many people (including myself) who have never met him.

why so much hate bro ? 

I do not HATE Jay. Current Jay rubs me the wrong way.

Mike Isratel, however,  I do legitimately HATE because of his true character.

There are sections of Jay that don't annoy me. And there are sections of Jay I disagree with. Such as him trying to act like a young, hip Young LA sponsored 20 year old influencer.

I liked his Beats by Jay...I liked his old videos when he was prepping for the Olympia...and I like watching him make breakfast and sample his supplements.

I feel he should have helped Dave during his medical crisis and I feel bad that he kicked his 1st wife to the curb when she stuck by his side back when he was a nobody.

I went 3 weeks with agonizing pain before I went to the ER......the ER doc told me I was crazy and must have a high tolerance for pain to last that long suffering like I was.......I kept thinking it would go away but I knew I was kidding myself........I was just chickenshit as I had never had any type of surgery before.

He then told me I had Pancreatic Cancer........I am now a Diabetic and I have to take Pancreatic Enzymes called Creon with everything that I eat.

there was a few nights I stayed up all night and day cuz I thought if I slept that I would never wake up again.

I`m always in pain even though I had the "Whipple Procedure" surgery in late July.................... ...one of the most complex abdominal surgeries that a person can have......they literally have to rearrange your insides.

the fuckers removed a huge portion of my Pancreas,my Duodenum,some of my intestines,my Bile Duct,my Gall Bladder,some Lymph Nodes,and a small portion of my stomach...........as a result I`m all fucked up and have a hard time digesting fats.

It takes 6 months to a year to make a full recovery if you last that long........been dealing with this for 19 months now.

I looked fucking great at 69,now at 70 I look like a shell of a man.

Sorry about the self pity pussified type rant but this has impacted the quality of my life in a huge way,both mentally as well as physically.

I contemplate suicide a lot lately but fuck it,it`s only pain. 

I always say that I woudn`t wish this disease on my worst enemy then I think of Hankins and just smile.   LOL 

You have  my sympathies, that's a lot of stuff going on at once. But I know you are a fighter too. I was at the ER yesterday for pain. I'm back here againright now and they're trying to figure out wtf is wrong with me. There's limits to how much pain you can tolerate so suicide is on my mind every day too. One day at a time, I guess. Psychedelics have been trialed for terminal patients to deal with fear of death, so I gotta try some mushrooms here shortly

I've had some experiences that showed me what capacity to experience pain we have, I'm convinced most don't know how how fearful you can get.