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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
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Whag is the over/under on this new outlook?
I sat 1.5 weeks. ;D
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I only post positive now
Well.... that’s fucking boring.
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
I look at it this way, bipolar, OCD, manic, it's all benefits! Sometimes it can be hard on you though. Funny how one tend to forget that every time in between.
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Whag is the over/under on this new outlook?
I sat 1.5 weeks. ;D
its already been over 3, its just a case of I simply lost the desire to be that dickwad I was on here. Seeing other peoples (person) posting has made me realize just how sad and idiotic I appeared. I dont want to be that way.
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i am very glad you took my advice josh.
the 8 fold noble path is the way.
(http://i41.tinypic.com/34rhff8.jpg)
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
Hey Josh, do you take anti-depressants? Just curious and not being a smart ass. I only ask because you state you're bi-polar and I'm sure have bouts with depression. I do also (get depressed) a lot but don't think I'm bi-polar, don't think anyway lol
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Whag is the over/under on this new outlook?
I sat 1.5 weeks. ;D
I am not sure when it will be but some drama will come up to distract. A visit by dad, the ex wife, or twila...just a matter of time. I hope not cuz I would like to see the dude succeed in getting back in shape and getting laid.
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its already been over 3, its just a case of I simply lost the desire to be that dickwad I was on here. Seeing other peoples (person) posting has made me realize just how sad and idiotic I appeared. I dont want to be that way.
I used to love arguing and getting into it years ago on other boards but it's too much work to keep up and much easier having a somewhat passive attitude in the internet world.
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
I was kinda enjoying the older meaner version of you. :D
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you should join me at:
(http://kadampafestivals.org/images/uploads/images/celebrations/sdc_10_frontpage_II-400x220.jpg)
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i'm positive you can't fool me when your off your meds
but may i suggest you may consider doing as i do.
and that's following the way of frank r.i.p.
some are born to lead, some are born to follow
the others like me are born to live my way.
i dare to be different i never follow the crowd
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you should join me at:
(http://kadampafestivals.org/images/uploads/images/celebrations/sdc_10_frontpage_II-400x220.jpg)
You're polluting his thread with your crap. :-\
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you should join me at:
(http://kadampafestivals.org/images/uploads/images/celebrations/sdc_10_frontpage_II-400x220.jpg)
Honestly, you are just tiring.
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i am very glad you took my advice josh.
the 8 fold noble path is the way.
(http://i41.tinypic.com/34rhff8.jpg)
Im gonna respond to you once and once only. Yeah, it was you that made me realize what an asswipe I was. I don't want to be anything like you, and with my threatening, rude, loudmouth and idiotic posts I was nearly exactly like you. And that made me open up my eyes and realize enough was enough. And then when you commented on w8m8 driving into a wall at 65 mph that drew a similarity to what I had said to newmom once about here kid, and I remembered after I had said that I was sick to my stomach over saying it because I immediately knew it had crossed a line and I was soooooo wrong.
You're a mean mean heartless person, you take pride in belittling others and you go to a level beyond a message board. Yes, it is you I give credit to for realizing, just like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago, that I needed to quit posting in an angry non caring rude filthy manner. And because i am on getbig so much, just like my evil posting carried out into real life anger and bad attitude, my more relaxed manner on here has carried forth to a quieter, happier and more content me and a more physically and mentally fit me.
You say you are a buddhist. I wont say I know jack about buddhism, but I will lay odds that they would never ever ever tell someone to drive into a wall like their parents did or say the stuff that you put from keyboard to screen. Ever. It's only been a few weeks of me being calmer, but thats 20 days and 23 hours longer than my past record, and I feel good about stretching it into a long long time.
So ya fatpanda, you can take the credit for this change, but absolutely not in the way you think. My goal is to be 0% of what you are. Because then I know I will be a better person
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;D 2 posts hahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha
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Hey Josh, do you take anti-depressants? Just curious and not being a smart ass. I only ask because you state you're bi-polar and I'm sure have bouts with depression. I do also (get depressed) a lot but don't think I'm bi-polar, don't think anyway lol
ya I have been on paxil and epival for 13 years. In 13 years I only have missed 2 days. Depression wasnt my issue, it was the anger. And that was something that I needed to work on with my attitude, which I am trying to.
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Im gonna respond to you once and once only. Yeah, it was you that made me realize what an asswipe I was. I don't want to be anything like you, and with my threatening, rude, loudmouth and idiotic posts I was nearly exactly like you. And that made me open up my eyes and realize enough was enough. And then when you commented on w8m8 driving into a wall at 65 mph that drew a similarity to what I had said to newmom once about here kid, and I remembered after I had said that I was sick to my stomach over saying it because I immediately knew it had crossed a line and I was soooooo wrong.
You're a mean mean heartless person, you take pride in belittling others and you go to a level beyond a message board. Yes, it is you I give credit to for realizing, just like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago, that I needed to quit posting in an angry non caring rude filthy manner. And because i am on getbig so much, just like my evil posting carried out into real life anger and bad attitude, my more relaxed manner on here has carried forth to a quieter, happier and more content me and a more physically and mentally fit me.
You say you are a buddhist. I wont say I know jack about buddhism, but I will lay odds that they would never ever ever tell someone to drive into a wall like their parents did or say the stuff that you put from keyboard to screen. Ever. It's only been a few weeks of me being calmer, but thats 20 days and 23 hours longer than my past record, and I feel good about stretching it into a long long time.
So ya fatpanda, you can take the credit for this change, but absolutely not in the way you think. My goal is to be 0% of what you are. Because then I know I will be a better person
Even at your worst, you were never like Fatpanda.
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why why does any of you here give a flying fuck
what we think of one another.
be a man. take their best shot but don't be one who kneels. do it your way.
else move here and become an obama bot.
life will be just as meaningless.
seriously
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Next Avesher show must be boring??
Taming the neighbors cookies & shit
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"Learn to unconcern yourself
With that beyond control
It's a complicated lesson
To simplify your soul"
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
ya I have been on paxil and epival for 13 years. In 13 years I only have missed 2 days. Depression wasnt my issue, it was the anger. And that was something that I needed to work on with my attitude, which I am trying to.
Why do you post personal things about yourself on here?? You just ask for shit!!
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Even at your worst, you were never like Fatpanda.
nicest thing anyone has ever said to me on here :)
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josh, i thought you were a more caring truthful person ?
explain why you just made up i told w8m8 to drive into a wall and kill herself ?
if you can post a quote that says that ron can delete my account.
we have been through this time and time again - you are my subordinate in every facet of life, lies are your only defence to my posts, and everytime you use them i smile as i know you have nothing else ;D
also please explain why you called dk's wife a whore ?
p.s. how are you enjoying being back staying with your mom ?
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ya I have been on paxil and epival for 13 years. In 13 years I only have missed 2 days. Depression wasnt my issue, it was the anger. And that was something
true, hitting women isn't very peaceful ::)
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take care panda, I wish you well in your diet, training, and whatever avenues life takes you on.
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take care panda, I wish you well in your diet, training, and whatever avenues life takes you on.
;D thanks man.
i'm glad that you are in a more peaceful place back staying with your mom.
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epival that drug is a fucked up mess.
wonder they don't give it to horses.
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Im gonna respond to you once and once only. Yeah, it was you that made me realize what an asswipe I was. I don't want to be anything like you, and with my threatening, rude, loudmouth and idiotic posts I was nearly exactly like you. And that made me open up my eyes and realize enough was enough. And then when you commented on w8m8 driving into a wall at 65 mph that drew a similarity to what I had said to newmom once about here kid, and I remembered after I had said that I was sick to my stomach over saying it because I immediately knew it had crossed a line and I was soooooo wrong.
You're a mean mean heartless person, you take pride in belittling others and you go to a level beyond a message board. Yes, it is you I give credit to for realizing, just like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago, that I needed to quit posting in an angry non caring rude filthy manner. And because i am on getbig so much, just like my evil posting carried out into real life anger and bad attitude, my more relaxed manner on here has carried forth to a quieter, happier and more content me and a more physically and mentally fit me.
You say you are a buddhist. I wont say I know jack about buddhism, but I will lay odds that they would never ever ever tell someone to drive into a wall like their parents did or say the stuff that you put from keyboard to screen. Ever. It's only been a few weeks of me being calmer, but thats 20 days and 23 hours longer than my past record, and I feel good about stretching it into a long long time.
So ya fatpanda, you can take the credit for this change, but absolutely not in the way you think. My goal is to be 0% of what you are. Because then I know I will be a better person
honestly that is spot on
it becomes a game of "I know you are but what am I" with Fatpanda and then after a while you realize that you are arguing with a mean spirited hypocrite.
it's just a waste of time and (judging by the multiple pages his threads run) a waste of internet bandwidth
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take care panda, I wish you well in your diet, training, and whatever avenues life takes you on.
Personally I'd like to beat the shit out of fatpanda with the wire end of a fly swatter.
But that's just me. :)
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Personally I'd like to beat the shit out of fatpanda with the wire end of a fly swatter.
But that's just me. :)
No, it isn't.
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
You've come a long way. People who argue, flame and get into little battles all day create 'anxiety' in themselves without knowing it. All the negativity. It ends up sapping energy, and creates stress. It's called the anxiety spiral, and in the end it can lead to a lot of stress related and mood disorders. You see it in angry people all the time.
As an obvious case study, it didn't surprise me that Squadfather had so much difficulty fitting in society, and had commited so many cowardly type crimes. It mirrored his personality on this board. People destroy themselves over many years without even knowing it.
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You've come a long way. People who argue, flame and get into little battles all day create 'anxiety' in themselves without knowing it. All the negativity. It ends up sapping energy, and creates stress. It's called the anxiety spiral, and in the end it can lead to a lot of stress related and mood disorders. You see it in angry people all the time.
As an obvious case study, it didn't surprise me that Squadfather had so much difficulty fitting in society, and had commited so many cowardly type crimes. It mirrored his personality on this board. People destroy themselves over many years without even knowing it.
why the hell didnt you post this 3 years ago? lololol
great post though, seriously
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Josh, I hope you're sincere in your efforts.
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No, it isn't.
After seeing that guy's pics, it's beyond me why some of the active posters here even dignify the out of shape fuck with any replies to his threads.
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
Another Getbig retirement?
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Another Getbig retirement?
its not a retirement you sheep stalker
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Over the last few weeks my posts have grown less and less. And its been enjoyable. I just sit back and look at people arguing back and forth on an internet board and realize what a complete fuking retarded tool I must have been and appeared to be to sit on a message board and scream back and forth with nameless, faceless people that will have zero effect on my personal well being. I only post positive now, and its gonna stay that way, its far more beneficial and relaxing. And it must have been noticed, because, lol, I got over 100 pm's from people asking me where have I been and a lot, which I could never thank them enough for, from people supporting me in my training, eating and change of mannerism on the board. Again, I have stated I am bipolar and tend to swing moods once in a while, but now I couldn't be bothered 1% in life to come on a message board and post nonsensical drivel.
Anyways, no need to stretch this out, just my two cents.
Ive been doing this latley myself.
Mostly good. And almost never get into arguments with all the retards that posts here, Only when Im in he mood for it like the MMA threads etc lol.
Its fun if you dont do it 24/. Then it just get tiering.
Before, I wanted to argue with everyone even the retards, but no more, I just get tired watching it
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Never understood how you people did it in the first place.
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Never understood how you people did it in the first place.
The thing that has happened latley is that you can "own" someone within 2 posts proving then 100% wrong making them look like a fucking retard. (McAnus Fatpanda)
And they STILL come back. At first here people stopped posting when they were wrong. Knowing that they have been proven wrong.
Not anymore. Thats why its fucking BORING these days.
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Personally I'd like to beat the shit out of fatpanda with the wire end of a fly swatter.
But that's just me. :)
ah if only dreams where reality.
;D pity you are thousands of miles away behind the safety of your computer ::)
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Never understood how you people did it in the first place.
YOU PEOPLE ? ;D
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Never understood how you people did it in the first place.
(http://i466.photobucket.com/albums/rr28/Band_of_Marines/My%20web%20stuff/whatdoyoumean.jpg)
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Are you implying chaos wouldn't be safe if he was in front of you? I am pretty sure he would kick your ass. I think even I could kick your ass. You would probably die of exhaustion from throwing a punch
please refer to my previous post:
ah if only dreams where reality.
;D pity you are thousands of miles away behind the safety of your computer ::)
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please refer to my previous post:
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=351784.0;attach=387195;image)
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Never understood how you people did it in the first place.
I like argueing or debating when it's based on facts. It's a good way to learn. What drives me nuts is people that take it seriously or dwell on done arguements.
Some people that get owned fucking learn and improve on their weaknesses, others just get stupid and ignore there owning like adonis cough cough.
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ah if only dreams where reality.
;D pity you are thousands of miles away behind the safety of your computer ::)
LOL I see your delusion knows no bounds, tough guy. :D