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Getbig Main Boards => Gossip & Opinions => Topic started by: Macrofitter on January 23, 2017, 11:40:01 AM
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Most bitches would prefer the heroin look 8)
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Lol
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Looks great on steroids and heroin.
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why cant one do both :'(
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wider than Heath....even on heroin
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Wasn't Aaron singerman a heroin junkie before he became a supp company bitch?
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The important thing is to be addicted to something.
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All drugs.
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Also prob a cock junkie too
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Such a great story to see how he turned his life around.
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Sad truth is, the heroine will do less damage.
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I fear for his health.
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All drugs.
;D ;D ;D
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Wasn't Aaron singerman a heroin junkie before he became a supp company bitch?
haha gene STILL going in ;D
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haha gene STILL going in ;D
gene gene the dancing machine
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good genetic structure
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heroin v steroids
which will
1) have him doing more gay shit
2) lead to an earlier grave
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Sad truth is, the heroine will do less damage.
Well pretty hard to OD on test.
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No hardcore dope fiend ever looked like that before pic. I was down to a mere 138lbs at my worst.
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No hardcore dope fiend ever looked like that before pic. I was down to a mere 138lbs at my worst.
Did you kick the habit? What was your poison of choice?
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This was my song back in the day when I was fucked up on all kinds of shit.
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This was my song back in the day when I was fucked up on all kinds of shit.
What kind of drugs?
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What kind of drugs?
coke and ecstasy.
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Im willing to bet its heroin and steroids vs steroids.
No you dont need steroids to look like that, but a man who is shooting in to his arm daily probably isnt going to have an issue with injecting steroids either.
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A lot of addicts just move the addiction.
Instead of being addicted to heroine, they are addicted to the training, eating, and steroids.
They just shift the addiction to something that is "healthier" to be addicted to.
The addiction doesn't go away though.
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A lot of addicts just move the addiction.
Instead of being addicted to heroine, they are addicted to the training, eating, and steroids.
They just shift the addiction to something that is "healthier" to be addicted to.
The addiction doesn't go away though.
You`ve just described me to a "T" brother!!
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You`ve just described me to a "T" brother!!
I think it's a positive step and overall much better for your life to be addicted to the healthy side than to the heroine or coke or whatever.
It's a tough struggle. I do understand.
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Really? Considering all that shit you inject into the bloodstream has to get filtered through the kidneys and who the fuck knows what kind of bacteria is in the heroin since most people filter it through little balls of cotton added to the fact there's a big a growing trend of "cold cooking" heroin (opiates are water soluble so technically you don't need heat to break it down and dissolve in water before shooting it)... That's how I started, after googling it. Ppl saying "don't heat bit. You'll dissolve contaminate in the water", until my supplier at the time told me that his doctor told him to always heat it and tell it bubbled a couple times to kill at least some of the bacteria and stave off infections... and his paintings were all shot out so we would end up having to shoot it in the muscle. At the start I could not try them injecting black tar into a muscle and not getting an infection however the last four or five months of my use I was shooting everything into the muscle because my veins were all shot out, & I only did the cold cooking with no heat for the first maybe 6 months use. The last year of use I cooked everything....
As far as "less damage", I've never gotten an abscess from a steroid injection. However when i first started (shooting 8-16mg worth of dilaudid tabs) I developed really, really bad cellulitis in both ankles. So swollen my legs were the same size from knee down to my heel, and my feet looked like somebody made a balloon out of latex gloves... And I let it go for months, not realizing it was cellulitis, until it turned into sepsis, and endocarditis (bacteria on heart valves). All of that is common with heroin users, I just happened get it pretty early on shooting dillys b4 moving to blk. I also got cellulitis again after missing blk shot in my calve, luckily indidnt need to be hospitalized that time (Dr even gave me a shot of diluadid to keep me "comfortable", they knew about the heroin. Took 2 Drs with 2 ultrasound machines one phlebotomist and two nurses looking all over my body including my neck and armpits to find a vein to use for an IV and blooddraw.)
Your posts are getting more ridiculous by the minute.
Is there anything you haven't done ten times worse or ten times better than someone else?
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A lot of addicts just move the addiction.
Instead of being addicted to heroine, they are addicted to the training, eating, and steroids.
They just shift the addiction to something that is "healthier" to be addicted to.
The addiction doesn't go away though.
spot on
I started with sport and training then went to alcohol, sex and gambling and then back to sport and training
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Your posts are getting more ridiculous by the minute.
Is there anything you haven't done ten times worse or ten times better than someone else?
Yeah, but, do you honestly think someone would troll with that much research into backstory?
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Besides made your mom gym 10x in a night as opposed to your dad making her nut once?
How bout the 10x as many loads in a week I can blow down your girls throat in a week? ( I drink a lot of. Dole pineapple juice... She'll swallow that shit like a pina colada).
Glad to see your obsession with me and my life growing more and more the day, btw. I've actually taken up braiding shit at night when I cannot sleep... So I'll be happy to send you a noose when you didn't decide you've had enough
lolol he is getting exactly what he wants out of you, every bit of bait you take.
Its impossible to get into this guys head when he is in his 50's looking like this
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I am sure his missus would much prefer your superior dad body.
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Besides made your mom gym 10x in a night as opposed to your dad making her nut once?
How bout the 10x as many loads in a week I can blow down your girls throat in a week? ( I drink a lot of. Dole pineapple juice... She'll swallow that shit like a pina colada).
Glad to see your obsession with me and my life growing more and more the day, btw. I've actually taken up braiding shit at night when I cannot sleep... So I'll be happy to send you a noose when you didn't decide you've had enough
Overtraining, bro. How's Mom gonna grow without adequate recovery?
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lolol he is getting exactly what he wants out of you, every bit of bait you take.
Its impossible to get into this guys head when he is in his 50's looking like this
(https://s28.postimg.org/ewzywu4e5/20_years_apart.png)
I am sure his missus would much prefer your superior dad body.
(http://s28.postimg.org/vf9yegz65/esf.jpg)
(https://media.giphy.com/media/O5NyCibf93upy/giphy.gif)
his pecs and arms suck especially for the bodyweight he carries
my pecs @ as buck 54 blow his away
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Jesus, wall-of-text alert!
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Jesus, wall-of-text alert!
Voice-text
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Was about 185/190 in that pic. I recall it because I'd already broken up with the girl I was dating when I fucked up on the thyroid dose and put it up in the hospital... And was used to driving down to San Diego every weekend ( (previous girlfriend that was a burlesque dancer in San Diego), & had driven down and booked a motel (because I was visiting my kids the next day that was on a Friday night was seeing like it's on a Saturday morning), big girl I went out with that night Friday was the same girl (Filipino former import model, who just got her master's degree in Family Therapy or some shit) I went out with and dropped $400 on the previous Friday or Saturday and, and got a kiss on the cheek, while she spent the entire next week talking about sex & what not... so instead of driving down to San Diego Saturday morning to see my kids, I went down Friday evening to have dinner with her (sushi @ Sushi Deli... Best sushi in s.d. &.the reason I learned how to make sushi myself BTW) and fuck her brains out, because that's what she had been talking about all week... then at dinner that night after her having a couple drinks I didn't drink anything more than water and wasn't using anything whatsoever, she tells me that she really doesn't want to have sex at night or what the fuck ever it was and i said "okay, that's cool" and she kept going on and on and on and on about it... and the sushi place is small and there's a couple girls sitting right next to us at the next table and number one I noticed them overhearing our conversation actually her talking to me I really wasn't saying anything back to her, and number to legalizing that she was a gold digger. So I took her home & said good luck finding somebody who is a better fit for you... Went back to the hotel room called another girl, a Lao girl whom I also met on POF, & sent her that pic at about 11pm at night.
Ended up meeting up with her and taking a walk on the boardwalk on Mission Beach in San Diego, 10 minutes into the walk I hear a loud crash like a car accident and rushdown though 1/2-block "alley-way" to see a silver Ford Focus I believe it was maybe a fusion flipped over onto its roof with some girl inside screaming and crying hysterically with maybe two other cars stopped in the opposite direction with Trevor's on their cell phones I assume to nine-one-one. Luckily I had a tactical blade (I was a boyscout, mfer's, & an RBSD instructor on me and used the seatbelt-cutter to cut her out of the seat belt since there was fluids and shit leaking out of the car in the front and the back didn'(only time I've ever used that part.. &theonlybreason ingot the bladesithbthatboption was because it was nose. I believe a Jim Wagner, maybe a s&w) I dunno know if it was gas or whatever, but i take her ouch and she starts flipping out about her boyfriend's laptop that was in the trunk that popped open (said she was onlydoing 20mph n hit the center device/curb when she flipped her car over?) and was now all scratched up for some shit her whatever..... that night ended with no sex and I came to find out she want to do the same high school as I did but enter her freshman year the year after I graduated in addition to me dating 4-5 of her cousins (she's lao,& I lived in a viet/Lao/hmong neighborhood)... and haven't worn one since and haven't worn one since the next weekend she drove up to see me from San Diego a two-and-a-half-hour drive after once again (different girl mind you) talking about sex all week, she shows up with a box of her ex-BFS trojeg co Magnum condoms. Told her I'm too big for those, can't Wear'em...tried once back when I slept with my eX my boys mom the first time but had to take it off halfway through,& and have not won one since... that girl refused to do anything with me despite her laying there naked with a smoking hot body, big boobs, booty, calves, eyes, cheeks, dimples, full lips/big smil, big dark eyes....all that shit,whatever. So I gotta tell her sorry I can't do it that shit will strangle my dick (sure you can put the whole condom over your leg or jead orwhatever, but the base fuckin kills me..) anyways, She lays there in bed all night after having to drive it up two and a half hours at least from San Diego to spend the night or (weekend) with me and I won't fuck her with a condom... Morning after say "sorry about your luck" and sent her home. She wouldn't evan do oral w/on a condom, & I don't think or don't remember going down on her if she wasn't going to return the favor or 69.... not like I really was missing much sense she had already told me about a bachelorette party she was had a few weeks prior how are girlfriends forgetting blowjobs the strippers and she had it on her phone (I didn't watch.... I was a dancer for a short while n did security for female dancers. I know what goes on & knowing a girl has been in that situation is a huge turnoff...).
I believe I had broken up with the previous ex-girlfriend two weeks prior to that picture... At he time of my last hospital admission for the "thyrotoxic periodic paralysis", my body weight was down to 173 and within two weeks I was back up 20 to 25 pounds.
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If you would use the search function or perhaps have a little bit of memory you would remember or find out or realize that I have nerve damage in my chest from a broken sternum during a sparring session ... my chest has never been great or even good. The fibers just do not fire not to mention shoulder injuries I saw her from playing 12 or 14 (I forget off hand) years of baseball as a pitcher primarily, center field, and first base( in which a stretch off of the first base bag tour my left glute and hamstring years ago)..... Nerve damage also effects my biceps for some reason. I believe that is primarily due to the issues in my neck from the C5 and C6 vertebrae and C6 and C7 vertebrae. Never claimed to have great biceps either even way back in the day with my arms were at their biggest I've said it many many times before this eyes was largely due to triceps.
In that picture BTW, is one of many rich people like to post get neglect the ones where I am to 225 to 230 or 235 +... if these mental midgets have access to one bed access to several Deca. Unless some loser actually saves my picture to his hard drive on his computer or his phone. Which I guess maybe great for me since I'm occupying them much space in their minds, but it's pretty fucking pathetic for them. I don't believe I have anybody's picture saved in any hard drive of any computer I have or any phone or SD card I own or have ever owned.
Very easy to find your picture, but for a dumb ass convict like yourself i am sure it seems a massive feat.
btw the ones where you are 225 to 230 or 235+ don't exist.
Prove us wrong ;)
or just post another autistic wall of text that no one reads.
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Not true I was shooting six grams of hid and still 230 plus pounds... sing with Lotto bodybuilders who use painkillers. Opiates aint the same as meth or Coke. Opiates always made me hungry and allowed me to sleep "normal" (I.e. I could get in bed at night and fall asleep like a normal person. As opposed to having to take benedryl or trazadon or seroquel or valium or alcohol to put me to sleep.... Opiates never knocked me out or made me nod off like they do for some ppl).
cant sleep can sleep cant sleep can sleep.
Make your mind up mate...
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Was about 185/190 in that pic. I recall it because I'd already broken up with the girl I was dating when I fucked up on the thyroid dose and put it up in the hospital... And was used to driving down to San Diego every weekend ( (previous girlfriend that was a burlesque dancer in San Diego), & had driven down and booked a motel (because I was visiting my kids the next day that was on a Friday night was seeing like it's on a Saturday morning), big girl I went out with that night Friday was the same girl (Filipino former import model, who just got her master's degree in Family Therapy or some shit) I went out with and dropped $400 on the previous Friday or Saturday and, and got a kiss on the cheek, while she spent the entire next week talking about sex & what not... so instead of driving down to San Diego Saturday morning to see my kids, I went down Friday evening to have dinner with her (sushi @ Sushi Deli... Best sushi in s.d. &.the reason I learned how to make sushi myself BTW) and fuck her brains out, because that's what she had been talking about all week... then at dinner that night after her having a couple drinks I didn't drink anything more than water and wasn't using anything whatsoever, she tells me that she really doesn't want to have sex at night or what the fuck ever it was and i said "okay, that's cool" and she kept going on and on and on and on about it... and the sushi place is small and there's a couple girls sitting right next to us at the next table and number one I noticed them overhearing our conversation actually her talking to me I really wasn't saying anything back to her, and number to legalizing that she was a gold digger. So I took her home & said good luck finding somebody who is a better fit for you... Went back to the hotel room called another girl, a Lao girl whom I also met on POF, & sent her that pic at about 11pm at night.
Ended up meeting up with her and taking a walk on the boardwalk on Mission Beach in San Diego, 10 minutes into the walk I hear a loud crash like a car accident and rushdown though 1/2-block "alley-way" to see a silver Ford Focus I believe it was maybe a fusion flipped over onto its roof with some girl inside screaming and crying hysterically with maybe two other cars stopped in the opposite direction with Trevor's on their cell phones I assume to nine-one-one. Luckily I had a tactical blade (I was a boyscout, mfer's, & an RBSD instructor on me and used the seatbelt-cutter to cut her out of the seat belt since there was fluids and shit leaking out of the car in the front and the back didn'(only time I've ever used that part.. &theonlybreason ingot the bladesithbthatboption was because it was nose. I believe a Jim Wagner, maybe a s&w) I dunno know if it was gas or whatever, but i take her ouch and she starts flipping out about her boyfriend's laptop that was in the trunk that popped open (said she was onlydoing 20mph n hit the center device/curb when she flipped her car over?) and was now all scratched up for some shit her whatever..... that night ended with no sex and I came to find out she want to do the same high school as I did but enter her freshman year the year after I graduated in addition to me dating 4-5 of her cousins (she's lao,& I lived in a viet/Lao/hmong neighborhood)... and haven't worn one since and haven't worn one since the next weekend she drove up to see me from San Diego a two-and-a-half-hour drive after once again (different girl mind you) talking about sex all week, she shows up with a box of her ex-BFS trojeg co Magnum condoms. Told her I'm too big for those, can't Wear'em...tried once back when I slept with my eX my boys mom the first time but had to take it off halfway through,& and have not won one since... that girl refused to do anything with me despite her laying there naked with a smoking hot body, big boobs, booty, calves, eyes, cheeks, dimples, full lips/big smil, big dark eyes....all that shit,whatever. So I gotta tell her sorry I can't do it that shit will strangle my dick (sure you can put the whole condom over your leg or jead orwhatever, but the base fuckin kills me..) anyways, She lays there in bed all night after having to drive it up two and a half hours at least from San Diego to spend the night or (weekend) with me and I won't fuck her with a condom... Morning after say "sorry about your luck" and sent her home. She wouldn't evan do oral w/on a condom, & I don't think or don't remember going down on her if she wasn't going to return the favor or 69.... not like I really was missing much sense she had already told me about a bachelorette party she was had a few weeks prior how are girlfriends forgetting blowjobs the strippers and she had it on her phone (I didn't watch.... I was a dancer for a short while n did security for female dancers. I know what goes on & knowing a girl has been in that situation is a huge turnoff...).
I believe I had broken up with the previous ex-girlfriend two weeks prior to that picture... At he time of my last hospital admission for the "thyrotoxic periodic paralysis", my body weight was down to 173 and within two weeks I was back up 20 to 25 pounds.
care to elaborate?
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his pecs and arms suck especially for the bodyweight he carries
my pecs @ as buck 54 blow his away
Its called proportionally balanced.
Look it up...
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Did you kick the habit? What was your poison of choice?
yes finally. Heroin was my main doc but opiates in general. Was on the meth program since Aug 2015 and was weaned off in Apr 2016, put on suboxone and now on the home stretch coming off that. I'm in treatment the last 14mnths and trying to get back to Jersey by hopefully mid Mar.
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ESF's posts make a pellius post look short.
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care to elaborate?
:)
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Sad truth is, the heroine will do less damage.
most retarded fucking comment in thread....don't ever go full retard!!
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It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way—in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.
There were a king with a large jaw and a queen with a plain face, on the throne of England; there were a king with a large jaw and a queen with a fair face, on the throne of France. In both countries it was clearer than crystal to the lords of the State preserves of loaves and fishes, that things in general were settled for ever.
It was the year of Our Lord one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five. Spiritual revelations were conceded to England at that favoured period, as at this. Mrs. Southcott had recently attained her five-and-twentieth blessed birthday, of whom a prophetic private in the Life Guards had heralded the sublime appearance by announcing that arrangements were made for the swallowing up of London and Westminster. Even the Cock-lane ghost had been laid only a round dozen of years, after rapping out its messages, as the spirits of this very year last past (supernaturally deficient in originality) rapped out theirs. Mere messages in the earthly order of events had lately come to the English Crown and People, from a congress of British subjects in America: which, strange to relate, have proved more important to the human race than any communications yet received through any of the chickens of the Cock-lane brood.
France, less favoured on the whole as to matters spiritual than her sister of the shield and trident, rolled with exceeding smoothness down hill, making paper money and spending it. Under the guidance of her Christian pastors, she entertained herself, besides, with such humane achievements as sentencing a youth to have his hands cut off, his tongue torn out with pincers, and his body burned alive, because he had not kneeled down in the rain to do honour to a dirty procession of monks which passed within his view, at a distance of some fifty or sixty yards. It is likely enough that, rooted in the woods of France and Norway, there were growing trees, when that sufferer was put to death, already marked by the Woodman, Fate, to come down and be sawn into boards, to make a certain movable framework with a sack and a knife in it, terrible in history. It is likely enough that in the rough outhouses of some tillers of the heavy lands adjacent to Paris, there were sheltered from the weather that very day, rude carts, bespattered with rustic mire, snuffed about by pigs, and roosted in by poultry, which the Farmer, Death, had already set apart to be his tumbrils of the Revolution. But that Woodman and that Farmer, though they work unceasingly, work silently, and no one heard them as they went about with muffled tread: the rather, forasmuch as to entertain any suspicion that they were awake, was to be atheistical and traitorous.
In England, there was scarcely an amount of order and protection to justify much national boasting. Daring burglaries by armed men, and highway robberies, took place in the capital itself every night; families were publicly cautioned not to go out of town without removing their furniture to upholsterers’ warehouses for security; the highwayman in the dark was a City tradesman in the light, and, being recognised and challenged by his fellow- tradesman whom he stopped in his character of “the Captain,” gallantly shot him through the head and rode away; the mall was waylaid by seven robbers, and the guard shot three dead, and then got shot dead himself by the other four, “in consequence of the failure of his ammunition:” after which the mall was robbed in peace; that magnificent potentate, the Lord Mayor of London, was made to stand and deliver on Turnham Green, by one highwayman, who despoiled the illustrious creature in sight of all his retinue; prisoners in London gaols fought battles with their turnkeys, and the majesty of the law fired blunderbusses in among them, loaded with rounds of shot and ball; thieves snipped off diamond crosses from the necks of noble lords at Court drawing-rooms; musketeers went into St. Giles’s, to search for contraband goods, and the mob fired on the musketeers, and the musketeers fired on the mob, and nobody thought any of these occurrences much out of the common way. In the midst of them, the hangman, ever busy and ever worse than useless, was in constant requisition; now, stringing up long rows of miscellaneous criminals; now, hanging a housebreaker on Saturday who had been taken on Tuesday; now, burning people in the hand at Newgate by the dozen, and now burning pamphlets at the door of Westminster Hall; to-day, taking the life of an atrocious murderer, and to-morrow of a wretched pilferer who had robbed a farmer’s boy of sixpence.
All these things, and a thousand like them, came to pass in and close upon the dear old year one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five. Environed by them, while the Woodman and the Farmer worked unheeded, those two of the large jaws, and those other two of the plain and the fair faces, trod with stir enough, and carried their divine rights with a high hand. Thus did the year one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five conduct their Greatnesses, and myriads of small creatures—the creatures of this chronicle among the rest—along the roads that lay before them.
Well said, thanks for clarifying.
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care to elaborate?
On what?
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spot on
I started with sport and training then went to alcohol, sex and gambling and then back to sport and training
Glad to hear you're on the healthier side now.
Truly.
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Glad to hear you're on the healthier side now.
Truly.
thanks bro
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Your posts are getting more ridiculous by the minute.
Is there anything you haven't done ten times worse or ten times better than someone else?
You've never been a heroin addict. What he's saying isn't that rediculous. It's a fucking horrible disease
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I was a heroin addict for ~7 years. You'd be surprised how many people are addicted to it (or not, given the recent press it is getting), but it doesn't fit a clear-cut stereotype like some other drugs do. A daily addict can function perfectly fine and even hold a job so long as they have their source. It is when they run out of funds/resources that their cover begins to be blown.
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I was a heroin addict for ~7 years. You'd be surprised how many people are addicted to it (or not, given the recent press it is getting), but it doesn't fit a clear-cut stereotype like some other drugs do. A daily addict can function perfectly fine and even hold a job so long as they have their source. It is when they run out of funds/resources that their cover begins to be blown.
No shit. How'd you kick it? You go to meetings, NA?
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No shit. How'd you kick it? You go to meetings, NA?
Nope, and in the states it is actually very difficult to get effective treatment if you don't have really good insurance. I self-medicated with gabapentin and tianeptine to step down from it.
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I was a heroin addict for ~7 years. You'd be surprised how many people are addicted to it (or not, given the recent press it is getting), but it doesn't fit a clear-cut stereotype like some other drugs do. A daily addict can function perfectly fine and even hold a job so long as they have their source. It is when they run out of funds/resources that their cover begins to be blown.
sorry to hear that bro, but I'm glad that you got clean and clear
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Sorry to be a bit off track here but this has been an interesting read so ..... Thanks, ya'll!
I'm in the process of helping to draft a screen-play based on a good friend who eventually killed himself (twice) as a result of drug addiction .... and some of this input is pertinent and can possibly help to make this 'story' more interesting.
Do any of you formerly addicted GetBiggers recall any Hollywood film that concerned itself about 'drugs' and their adverse affect on individuals other than the following.
LessThan Zero
Rush
Trainspotting
Permanent Midnight
Requiem for a Dream
Drug Store Cowboy
Basketball Diaries
And probably most important .... How did you kick the habit? And what is the possibility of you 'falling off the wagon'. (Old term)
Thanks again.
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Most movies either miss the mark entirely or overdramatize it for entertainment's sake. Requiem for a Dream is overrated, and Trainspotting's offbeat humor never sat well with me.
Drugstore Cowboy is great, though.
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Thanks, Neither. Planning to watch each of them in order to avoid plagerization. (No such word but gotta avoid copying another's storyline.)
So far the only one I did see was DRUGSTORE COWBOY.
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went from sucking dick for heroin to having his dick sucked by 80 yearold schmoes.. seems like a positive live change
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On what?
now thats funny.... ;D
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went from sucking dick for heroin to having his dick sucked by 80 yearold schmoes.. seems like a positive live change
As long as they took their dentures out and he closed his eyes, I suppose you may have a point... :P
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Thanks, Neither. Planning to watch each of them in order to avoid plagerization. (No such word but gotta avoid copying another's storyline.)
So far the only one I did see was DRUGSTORE COWBOY.
I'll be honest, it's one of those things that you really have to experience to have a firm grasp on.
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Sorry to be a bit off track here but this has been an interesting read so ..... Thanks, ya'll!
I'm in the process of helping to draft a screen-play based on a good friend who eventually killed himself (twice) as a result of drug addiction .... and some of this input is pertinent and can possibly help to make this 'story' more interesting.
Do any of you formerly addicted GetBiggers recall any Hollywood film that concerned itself about 'drugs' and their adverse affect on individuals other than the following.
LessThan Zero
Rush
Trainspotting
Permanent Midnight
Requiem for a Dream
Drug Store Cowboy
Basketball Diaries
And probably most important .... How did you kick the habit? And what is the possibility of you 'falling off the wagon'. (Old term)
Thanks again.
Had a big long reply to this question however my phone freaking.... So I'll give the condensed version. Perhaps more tomorrow when I have the energy or time...
Only saw a couple of those movies, rec room for a dream and trains body seemed to be on constant replay in rehab and only cut parts of both of them the duck. Seemed a little bit overdramatic eyes from what I saw. And I actually saw Basketball Diaries a couple times, however my experience wasn't quite like that except for the two times when I took Suboxone and THEN did a shot of heroin, producing what is called "precipitated withdrawa".. which is opiate withdrawal x10 ,accelerated X10...
... long story short I got Queen using Suboxone therapy twice. The first time I stopped after 4 maybe 6 weeks and went back to heroin. The second time was on Suboxone for three months, however they only gave me a prescription for three months but I made it last for six starting out at 32 milligrams per day dropping down to 24, then 16, then eight for the remaining maybe six weeks until I went to rehab when they dropped my dose from 8 milligrams per day down to one,to zero. within maybe 3 days I forget. During the second stint on Suboxone therapy I was also simultaneously using heroin. I found that I could used Suboxone early in the day or the previous day and THEN used heroin and still get high, however the opposite was not true and produced like I mentioned earlier the "precipitated withdrawals" (sick to your stomach-type shit you see in the movies).... however in my experience I never really went through bad withdrawals like the precipitated withdrawals because I was always working and hustling and could afford spending $280 per day on 6 grams of heroin per day.
... I left out a bunch of other shit that I had in my previous post, but two answer your second question what would lead to my relapse? That would probably be an injury/surgery, which would require me two use painkillers again.... which is the reason for me relapsing on painkillers / opiates again after being clean off of Nubian for 12 years. ( long story short... Started using nubain for a shoulder injury in 2000... And was prescribed Ultram / Tramadol for maybe a year-and-a-half half full neck and shoulder injuries which good led to heroin.). Does a ton it's getting late and it's been 3 days and I have had maybe three and a half hours of sleep perhaps I will commit more tomorrow
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Nope, and in the states it is actually very difficult to get effective treatment if you don't have really good insurance. I self-medicated with gabapentin and tianeptine to step down from it.
Gabapentin is quite an effective mood stabalizer. I gotta go to meeting on the regular or my life pretty turns to chaos and the thoughts of using are overpowering
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Gabapentin is quite an effective mood stabalizer. I gotta go to meeting on the regular or my life pretty turns to chaos and the thoughts of using are overpowering
I thought Gabapentin by itself was kind of useless... However when combined with Baclofen(15-20mg?. I'm usually pretty good with remembering dosages lol) and Clonidine (.10mg?) it produced a pretty decent feeling, when Taken 3 times a day... (800mg gabapentin 3x/day btw)
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Had a big long reply to this question however my phone freaking.... So I'll give the condensed version. Perhaps more tomorrow when I have the energy or time...
Only saw a couple of those movies, rec room for a dream and trains body seemed to be on constant replay in rehab and only cut parts of both of them the duck. Seemed a little bit overdramatic eyes from what I saw. And I actually saw Basketball Diaries a couple times, however my experience wasn't quite like that except for the two times when I took Suboxone and THEN did a shot of heroin, producing what is called "precipitated withdrawa".. which is opiate withdrawal x10 ,accelerated X10...
... long story short I got Queen using Suboxone therapy twice. The first time I stopped after 4 maybe 6 weeks and went back to heroin. The second time was on Suboxone for three months, however they only gave me a prescription for three months but I made it last for six starting out at 32 milligrams per day dropping down to 24, then 16, then eight for the remaining maybe six weeks until I went to rehab when they dropped my dose from 8 milligrams per day down to one,to zero. within maybe 3 days I forget. During the second stint on Suboxone therapy I was also simultaneously using heroin. I found that I could used Suboxone early in the day or the previous day and THEN used heroin and still get high, however the opposite was not true and produced like I mentioned earlier the "precipitated withdrawals" (sick to your stomach-type shit you see in the movies).... however in my experience I never really went through bad withdrawals like the precipitated withdrawals because I was always working and hustling and could afford spending $280 per day on 6 grams of heroin per day.
... I left out a bunch of other shit that I had in my previous post, but two answer your second question what would lead to my relapse? That would probably be an injury/surgery, which would require me two use painkillers again.... which is the reason for me relapsing on painkillers / opiates again after being clean off of Nubian for 12 years. ( long story short... Started using nubain for a shoulder injury in 2000... And was prescribed Ultram / Tramadol for maybe a year-and-a-half half full neck and shoulder injuries which good led to heroin.). Does a ton it's getting late and it's been 3 days and I have had maybe three and a half hours of sleep perhaps I will commit more tomorrow
I got a buddy who says this. Always AFTER the long story, and of course it just drags on.
"Too late, fucker. Maybe long story relevant?" I say.
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funny thing is a person that has used both heroin and steroids will be more open about using heroin, denying he used steroids until the end
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Most movies either miss the mark entirely or overdramatize it for entertainment's sake. Requiem for a Dream is overrated, and Trainspotting's offbeat humor never sat well with me.
Drugstore Cowboy is great, though.
Hated that movie. Everytime a fellow mate in recovery brings up that flick as the end all I point out laughingly 2 main inaccuracies that piss me off to no end about that flick
1-They would not get 10 fucking cents for that TV he keeps "borrowing" off his mother
2- His apartment is too fucking clean. No addict in the history of addiction that far down the scale has a clean anything let alone an apartment(Although I predict a certain someone in this thread will claim their mansion was well kept at all times by the butlers and maids while he went out shooting up with John Belushi for days at a time or some nonsense)
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I got a buddy who says this. Always AFTER the long story, and of course it just drags on.
"Too late, fucker. Maybe long story relevant?" I say.
I just happened to use voice texting pretty often
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To the guy who claimed that the steroids would likely cause less damage than the heroin - you are dead wrong.
IF we were talking about pure pharmaceutical grade diacetylmorphine and an endless supply of it then maybe you're right although when IV'ing you will do damage to your veins over time which is not healthy of course.
But since 99,9% of heroin addicts will have access to 3-15% street grade shit that contains all kinds of other shits active and inactive compounds both doing harm inside your bloodstream this is pure fantasy. A lot of H junkies don't pay too much attention to safer-use when IV'ing as well so there's another risk factor for potentially life threatening infections etc... and then the worst part of it is that most junkies won't have an endless supply and will after a while start to do fucked up shit to get their drugs which will have a huge impact on their life.
As long as you still have money you can function perfectly as Nether Animal said and you can also be pretty much as big as you would be without the heroin, by itself it won't hurt your gains noticeably.
It's a terrible addiction ... for some it's the withdrawal that is the worst and for some it's their head that drives them crazy .. and I guess some fear both.. I can tell you that there is simply no feeling like opioid withdrawal, I'd rather go through pretty much anything else than this shit one more time.
By the way overdosing is not a big issue anymore, at least not where I live. Since the availability of high-grade heroin is very low most gear has around 5-10% and it's actually pretty hard to OD on that as long as you've built at least a bit of a tolerance... you would have to be pretty damn stupid to OD on stuff like that.... the only risk is that you might get your hands on some 70% stuff by chance and then underestimate it ... or most likely you will overestimate the gear you've been using in the past. Most users around here think they are using 30-40% smack and when they would have really good gear on hand they'd think it could not be more than twice as strong. Most people have no idea how potent pure #4 China White really is in comparison to some low-grade #3 that you get around here on the streets.
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This thread explains a lot of the poliitical posts on GB methinks.
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Oh and one more thing... the guy in the first pic could very well be on heroin but I highly doubt that he is actually shooting it IV or if he does he just started very recently because you can clearly see his veins on the arms and NO ONE who does H IV over some time will have visible veins on their arms...
Most people who never did H will always think of needles when it comes up, not knowing that most H junkies actually prefer to smoke or snort it. Especially in countries where you mostly get #3 there are a lot more people who smoke it than shoot it.
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why did you decide to try heroin?
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Requiem for a Dream was a great movie.
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Is the high from heroin as good as they say? That's one reason I'm afraid to try it.
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Percocet was disappointing. I had hoped for more.
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Damn this thread keeps it green for me.
Thank God I don`t get high anymore.
Nightmarish existance!!
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Huh? Not in my experience. Smoking it you end up wasting a ton of it. And snorting is only reserved for number 4 heroin (powder/chiva/China white), & even divested best jewelry of heroin users in my experience eventually you rather quickly switched to injecting it is a way to get more "bang for their buck".... and many as in my case shoot out all of their veins, especially with black tar, and end up shooting it intramuscularly which I did for the final six months.
Well I guess it's different from country to country... here in Germany I'd say more than 50% smoke it... and we mostly get #3 here and I can assure you that it is possible to snort it although not as efficient as snorting #4 since it is not water soluble by itself but since the nasal mucosa is slightly acidic it will still work... tried it myself plenty of times. However I suppose snorting tar is pretty hard to do but there is no place in Germany where you could get BTH.
As for the high... first of all you have to make a difference between the rush from IV'ing and the general high from H (or most other opioids)... the rush when IV'ing smack is a great feeling that will last for maybe 10-20 seconds, comparable to an orgasm at least for me. The general high is fun for the first few months but after some time you won't feel it that much, you will just feel normal when high and feel like shit when not... and if you do a lot you will get very tired. At first though it is a great high, by far my favorite.. clear mind but very euphoric, allround well-being feeling. Cocaine is so bad in comparison to that that you can't really compare the two...
Dilaudid/hydromorphone IV is the greatest feeling on earth pretty much...
But for me it wasn't really the high or the rush that got me hooked - no matter how good you feel when high it is nothing against how bad you will feel when coming off.
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Is the high from heroin as good as they say? That's one reason I'm afraid to try it.
Heroin's weird. It has an extremely steep dose/response curve. Meaning... a little too much heroin is WAY too much heroin. It's a hard drug to dose and then fine tune. IMO. Don't waste your time. Stick with anabolics.
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smoke pot.... no withdrawal.
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Heroin's weird. It has an extremely steep dose/response curve. Meaning... a little too much heroin is WAY too much heroin. It's a hard drug to dose and then fine tune. IMO. Don't waste your time. Stick with anabolics.
plus with street dope you never know the purity on a day to day or even a bag to bag basis. It could run super potent for5weeks, your body gets used to it fairly quick, then drops off and your body then gets used to that. Before you know it something's out that'll drop a donkey so if one is doing 3-4 bags per shot they drop before the plunger hits bottom.
It's a fucked up drug fucked up life.
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So what is he using now ?
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Percocet was disappointing. I had hoped for more.
how's it compare to oxytocin?
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how's it compare to oxytocin?
Never had the pleasure. My doc gave me a scrip for percocet only after my arthroscopy. Shoulda told him it wasn't getting the job done.
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Because I was using Tramadol for my neck and back however the FDA or DEA or whoever changed it to a scheduled drug and made it mandatory to have a doctor visit to get a prescription for it or a refill or whatever and my doctor at the time only wrote me a prescription for 20 days worth at three tablets per day and I had to wait 10 more days for the refill. Tramadol wasnt supposed to be addictive, but turns out thwnwithdrawal was just has bad as other opiates (turns out tramadolnworks on 9 or 13 different areas of the brain... Snri as well as ssri. Withdrawal from anti depressants like effexor and celexa are really shittybas well), anyways, just as I had run out I get a phone call from one of my customers asking if I knew anybody who would want to buy some Dilaudid tablets. He had no idea what they were and his girlfriend at the time had stolen them from a cancer patient and had about a thousand... I told him I had no idea but I'd ask around because of the time I hadn't even considered using them so... So I make some calls you know what do you want to sit and I have no idea what the asking price would be... So he calls you back a little later and I asked him maybe I think I'll try like 20 bucks worth... And his girlfriend gives me a fucking handful must have been between 60 and 90 pills. So me after doing my research, I find out that orally Dilaudid tablets suck and you got to shoot or snort it so I ended up shooting and I did that for two month before going to Mexico for a couple weeks on vacation and upon Landing in Mexico I realize I was in withdrawal from the Dilaudid. (I only brought about 6 with me... Out of fear of customs) after we got the rental car and got back to the first Resort or crush them all up in snorted all six which really didn't help the withdrawal that much so for the rest of the time on vacation I self-medicated with pina coladas pretty much all day. (I wasnt drinking then, & down there the drinks are weak)... when we got back home to the states I have found I had about 15 or so tablets left I cook them all up and shot them that night. Next day I texted the girl I was getting them from and she said I had bought them already so I went through about a thousand tablets in about 2 months... then she tells me she had morphine sulfate tablets. And I told her those are garbage but then she goes on to tell me that when her heroin friends run out of heroin it will love these tablets... So I thought for a second well why don't you just find me some heroin then (thinking it'd be stronger and in could use less and save money)... So, that's how i started using heroin.
Tramadol is great...
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smoke pot.... no withdrawal.
This.only drug worth using as you feel great,laugh have fun and still be normal and get things done.