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Esfitness in hospital over a week very ill blood clots in lungs and sepsis....more to come
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Good luck bro.
Hopefully if you survive you'll stop putting all that shit in your body
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is your dads boyfriend your nurse?
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Who’s posting for him?
Bhanky with all his ailments?
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Hopefully if you survive you'll stop putting all that shit in your body
sounds like he put a covid vax in his body
blood clots in lungs and sepsis
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Esfitness in hospital over a week very ill blood clots in lungs and sepsis....more to come
Hoping for the best for you.
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Sorry to hear that; what do you think caused it?
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PIP
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Prayers sent
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How about another video in the hospital. The last ones were Getbig classics!
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Amazing resilence. Seriously.
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Take care ESF
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Good luck,I hope all goes well.
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Get well ESF.
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What’s the source of infection for the sepsis, a blood infection?
Good luck, you’ll probably have a 10-14day stay in the hospital for IV abx, followed up with oral anticoagulants at home for 6months or so. Keep us updated.
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As others have said, good luck. You don't really post here, anymore: but I was entertained during your arguments about your ability to consume drugs and your prison/badman escapades. I hope you recover. Hopefully your body - being the tolerance machine it is - overcomes this. Please let us know how you get on. All the best.
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Overcome ESF!
We miss you on Getbig!
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Esfitness in hospital over a week very ill blood clots in lungs and sepsis....more to come
NOOO! Get well soon dude!
How about another video in the hospital. The last ones were Getbig classics!
Oh - and this - most definitely THIS please if you're well enough - they were brilliant
(http://i.postimg.cc/9fB3wM1K/ESFitness-Hospital-GIF.gif)
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The craziest getbig thing I ever witnessed was the thread where True Adonis outted ESF’s criminal past, he is a True Getbigger for sure
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ES has 9 lives... Like Gloria Gaynor "He Shall Survive"!!
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Surprised no link to a go fund me.
Preemptive PIP.
Are you keeping up with your HRT in the hospital?
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ES had the best armed stand off in Getbig history. He also survived losing 1/2 his asscheek, and was making anti-Shizzo videos while he convalesced mere days later. I'm sure this will sort out.
Bobby Sly. The original badass Denim Demon. Never forget.
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=257906.0;attach=833245;image)
http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=257906.0
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How about another video in the hospital. The last ones were Getbig classics!
. I'm not sure. I respiration rate is 144 without oxygen. I would have to be on oxygen or take a break from oxygen to do a video and explain
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is your dads boyfriend your nurse?
That'd be a funny joke for somebody in the third grade
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Who’s posting for him?
Bhanky with all his ailments?
I'm posting I have my phone I'm in a surgical center that were they were they still have Wi-Fi and good 5G
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Bobby Sly. The original badass Denim Demon. Never forget.
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=257906.0;attach=833245;image)
http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=257906.0
Levi's, perfectly paired with a denim button up shirt and white socks with matching set of new balance shoes.
A look easy to maintain and one that many can appreciate!
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The craziest getbig thing I ever witnessed was the thread where True Adonis outted ESF’s criminal past, he is a True Getbigger for sure
And I buried him. Showed pic on where he lives. Including one of him taking out the trash can. Things ended there
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And I buried him. Showed pic on where he lives. Including one of him taking out the trash can. Things ended there
ESF, glad you're well enough to post. Get well soon. And don't be such a stranger.
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Surprised no link to a go fund me.
Preemptive PIP.
Are you keeping up with your HRT in the hospital?
0 I think you did your post wrong somehow... So I'll finish it up for you
1 I have probably still look good 2000 mg testing my system
2 No need for good for a goof on me We have money and insurance
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Im surprised you bothered going to the hospital, you always claimed that most pain relief drugs dont affect you
Not sure why you are there
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You took the clot shot?
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And I buried him. Showed pic on where he lives. Including one of him taking out the trash can. Things ended there
probably not the popular opinion, but I hope you die a painful death soon
Id consider coming there and shitting on your grave
Hows your dad and his boyfriend?
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Get better soon.
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will he sell his house to pay hospital bills?
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From VIP to PIP - quite the downgrade.
Get well.
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Bobby Sly. The original badass Denim Demon. Never forget.
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=257906.0;attach=833245;image)
http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=257906.0
The photoshop thread of him was hilarious.
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Esfitness in hospital over a week very ill blood clots in lungs and sepsis....more to come
I've had both but not simultaneously.
Years ago I was throwing clots for at least 11 days, perhaps as many as 12. ER doc misdiagnosed me with pneumonia around 6 days in, the phukker. Cutting off a finger would have been less painful. Morphine did nothing for the pain.
When C-19 reached our shores I went 0 to septic shock in 30 hours. The put me in C-19 isolation until my test came back negative. I lost 7 lbs in 6 days. It's an effective diet but I don't recommend it. ;D
Hang the fuck in there and keep posting when you can.
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probably not the popular opinion, but I hope you die a painful death soon
Id consider coming there and shitting on your grave
Hows your dad and his boyfriend?
I'm in tears. 😂
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That'd be a funny joke for somebody in the third grade
Actually they've been together for over 30 years now I think it's far from boyfriend. You imbecile
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Actually they've been together for over 30 years now I think it's far from boyfriend. You imbecile
youfucking moron you just quoted yourself and said this
holy fuck youre dumb
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Good luck bro.
Hopefully if you survive you'll stop putting all that shit in your body
Tell me what What shit have I been putting in my body? Besides 1200test, 5 IU HGH here and there, Cialis,Viagra?
What other shit am I putting on my body?
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Tell me what What shit have I been putting in my body? Besides 1200test, 5 IU HGH here and there, Cialis,Viagra?
What other shit am I putting on my body?
hows your dad and his boyfriend?
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Im surprised you bothered going to the hospital, you always claimed that most pain relief drugs dont affect you
Not sure why you are there
Going to do what you hate most. Ignore you
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You took the clot shot?
Never
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Going to do what you hate most. Ignore you
whats it like being a complete fucking idiot? We want to know
God bless the fact you will be dead soon
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GET WELL SOON ESF!
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Seems like ESFitness still owns some minds overhere.
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I've had both but not simultaneously.
Years ago I was throwing clots for at least 11 days, perhaps as many as 12. ER doc misdiagnosed me with pneumonia around 6 days in, the phukker. Cutting off a finger would have been less painful. Morphine did nothing for the pain.
When C-19 reached our shores I went 0 to septic shock in 30 hours. The put me in C-19 isolation until my test came back negative. I lost 7 lbs in 6 days. It's an effective diet but I don't recommend it. ;D
Hang the fuck in there and keep posting when you can.
thanks bro
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Seems like ESFitness still owns some minds overhere.
When you're very small-minded, and retarded for lack of a better word It's easier to fill those mines up with useless shit instead of intelligent productive shit which is why you don't see some of these people leading productive lives forever ever ever stepping away from get big. The ones who you don't hear about are usually the ones that are doing good and I don't have time for this crap
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Sorry to hear that; what do you think caused it?
No idea woke up Monday like puking and spasming and it runs the bathroom which is a kind of a far run the master made it to the toilet with the trash can in front of me and it was just relentless like the hardest spasm you could experience,.. that went on for about 20 minutes went back to bed and spazzing me in the stomach kept doing it I kept like holding back puke until I had to get up again until my wife came up and I haven't seen what was wrong
This went on till about 7:00 a.m. I just laid there in bed like try heating puking there's nothing else to puke out until she did she made.come to the hospital
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As others have said, good luck. You don't really post here, anymore: but I was entertained during your arguments about your ability to consume drugs and your prison/badman escapades. I hope you recover. Hopefully your body - being the tolerance machine it is - overcomes this. Please let us know how you get on. All the best.
There is Bert kreasure the machine... Maybe one day you'll see me on stage telling some of these stories
( YouTube) on course lol. Only bad thing would be most the people I know professionally have no idea about that side of me
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There is Bert kreasure the machine... Maybe one day you'll see me on stage telling some of these stories
( YouTube) on course lol. Only bad thing would be most the people I know professionally have no idea about that side of me
professionally hahahhaahahha you do nothing
productive life? Ok, shoving every shitty thing imaginable in your body, being a piece of shit and telling lies about your fantasy life, sure thats productive
you moved into daddys house cause you couldnt afford rent at your trashy place
look tard, Im not posting everything about you on here cause I dont do that anymore, but I can tell you where you life, where your dad and Rodger live, what everyone is doing, I can nearly tell you what you will have for dinner.
But keep on with the lies and your productive life, its pure entertainment for the board. Oh, also, die soon
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Wishing you a speedy recovery - enough with rehashing info from years ago.
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Wishing you a speedy recovery - enough with rehashing info from years ago.
Dont forget his libel of Scott Markey who contacted you to get content removed that the dickhead spouted
I spoke to Scott who had hardly any knowledge of Eric only that he was a useless twat who hung around the gym counters trying to pretend he was a bodybuilder
The guy is a self harming useless drain on society
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Wow,Josh got banned and didn`t even divulge any of ESFitness personal info.
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Speedy recovery, Getbigger.
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Get well bro!
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Wishing you a speedy recovery - enough with rehashing info from years ago.
Wow, well wishes from the big man himself :o
Don’t know if I’ve ever seen that before
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Wow,Josh got banned and didn`t even divulge any of ESFitness personal info.
I got banned for upsetting ESfitness, he complained to Ron and OMR
Seems he has some clout here with his bathtub brew market
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I got banned for upsetting ESfitness, he complained to Ron and OMR
Seems he has some clout here with his bathtub brew market
It seems so. :(
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It seems so. :(
I contacted Scott Markey he then contacted Ron, Ron took down the posts then I got banned and esfitness didn't
Odd state of affairs, I never got to the bottom of it
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I contacted Scott Markey he then contacted Ron, Ron took down the posts then I got banned and esfitness didn't
Odd state of affairs, I never got to the bottom of it
That IS strange.....he just threatened to kill me in front of my wife........great guy ! LOL ;D
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That IS strange.....he just threatened to kill me in front of my wife........great guy ! LOL ;D
normally an instant ban
Lets see how it unfolds
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I contacted Scott Markey he then contacted Ron, Ron took down the posts then I got banned and esfitness didn't
Odd state of affairs, I never got to the bottom of it
WTF!!
Ron / OMR come on spit it out what's the hold Twerp unfitness has over you ??
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How are you doing now ESF?
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2017 epic hospital thread referenced on page1 here:
https://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=634922.0
Includes this gem on p14
Why are you having a conversation with yourself and telling yourself to "keep your fucking mouth shut about things you know nothing about."
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Are you dead?
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Just out of curiosity,, did you got any permanent disability from the spider bite?
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Last I saw you post, you were trying to sue your gym employer. What happened there?
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Wow,Josh got banned and didn`t even divulge any of ESFitness personal info.
Is Josh's new acct now banned?? Maybe he requested it again if so?
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Is Josh's new acct now banned?? Maybe he requested it again if so?
Nope, Ron banned him for daring to talk smack about Lord Esfitness
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Nope, Ron banned him for daring to talk smack about Lord Esfitness
He banned him because ESFitness is a fine upstanding gem of a man......the salt of the Earth and should never be disrespected,as he doesn`t take kindly to it.
FUCK ESFITNESS !
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Avesher is gone again?
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Josh should be immune to Bannings!
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This is unjust.
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Seems like a quick trigger finger when it comes to Josh. He needs a podcast. It could be amazing.
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WE WANT JUSTICE!
GIVE JOSH A FORUM/WEBSITE/YOUTUBE-CHANNEL!
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Nope, Ron banned him for daring to talk smack about Lord Esfitness
Everyone already knows who ES is, he uses his own name (and ESFitness) all over the web... Odd...
People have known him for a decade+..
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I feel like this man is taking an unusual amount of comfort in using web2 message boards. It could be that he is attempting to fill a void left by a severe trauma. I suggest that the man in question make the most of this time by thinking about life's greater purpose.
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I feel like this man is taking an unusual amount of comfort in using web2 message boards. It could be that he is attempting to fill a void left by a severe trauma. I suggest that the man in question make the most of this time by thinking about life's greater purpose.
You shouldnt take joy in the misery and problems of others
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WTF !! Ron what is going on ?
Why are you overly protecting ESF twat ?
Where's the post of Josh's outing any info ?
Usually you allow a free running site & yes we all get away with a lot,
Yet there's clearly a Protection zone around ESF Why ?
Yes it's your site & you can do as you want - Only we can all see
there's something hidden behind the scenes going on with you & ESF.
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You shouldnt take joy in the misery and problems of others
I agree.
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I'm about to splurge 47 euro on sushi, as this thread reminds me of the fact that I could be dead tomorrow and there will be no sushi in hell.
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You shouldnt take joy in the misery and problems of others
post of the day right here!
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ESF should've stayed vax free, oh well...
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post of the day right here!
It will go over most heads on here ;D
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Here is to good health and prosperity for ESFitness and the rest of us.
(And if not here is to the last supper.)
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(https://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=689308.0;attach=1473823;image)
sat in the corner?
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(https://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=689308.0;attach=1473823;image)
sat in the corner?
Eating a 47 euro meal in a 32 euro hotel. I have no regrets.
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Eating a 47 euro meal in a 32 euro hotel. I have no regrets.
Patrick Bateman you are not
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Patrick Bateman you are not
I don't get the reference, but I find it hard to relate to Patrick. Wallstreet bigshot with no worries or problems.
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I don't get the reference, but I find it hard to relate to Patrick. Wallstreet bigshot with no worries or problems.
Always worried about getting shitty tables in restaurants
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I felt like Josh kind of lost his composure at the end of the video where he said he would be happy if ESF died. He said the quiet part out loud and it kind of took by my surprise.
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I felt like Josh kind of lost his composure at the end of the video where he said he would be happy if ESF died. He said the quiet part out loud and it kind of took by my surprise.
I dont think people on here in most would give a fuck if an arsehole died
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Always worried about getting shitty tables in restaurants
Lol :D
Yeah fuck eating at restaurants.
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I dont think people on here in most would give a fuck if an arsehole died
Probably.
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I over estimated myself.
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I like his stories, he's spent over 20 years talking about them. I feel like they are basically true, but some details can't be proven.
I remember he said he has been labeled a drug seeker some docs. Some cause incredible harm to themselves to get to the drugs.
EsFitness though can probably get opiates in other less drastic ways. OTH getting them through the doc might have some modderating aspects as to how much you get.
What do you guys think?
I hope he stays around. I'd like to try his methyl-tren (methyltrienolone) Lol. Could I trust his calculations making it though (dosed at 1 -10mg day LOL.
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I like his stories, he's spent over 20 years talking about them. I feel like they are basically true, but some details can't be proven.
I remember he said he has been labeled a drug seeker some docs. Some cause incredible harm to themselves to get to the drugs.
EsFitness though can probably get opiates in other less drastic ways. OTH getting them through the doc might have some modderating aspects as to how much you get.
What do you guys think?
I hope he stays around. I'd like to try his methyl-tren (methyltrienolone) Lol. Could I trust his calculations making it though (dosed at 1 -10mg day LOL.
methyl-tren is dosed at 1mg per ml
Taking a bottle of that a day would blow your mind as well as your kidneys
Eric will likely say 10mg is the sweet spot
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You shouldnt take joy in the misery and problems of others
:D
Shameful joy..?
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professionally hahahhaahahha you do nothing
productive life? Ok, shoving every shitty thing imaginable in your body, being a piece of shit and telling lies about your fantasy life, sure thats productive
you moved into daddys house cause you couldnt afford rent at your trashy place
look tard, Im not posting everything about you on here cause I dont do that anymore, but I can tell you where you life, where your dad and Rodger live, what everyone is doing, I can nearly tell you what you will have for dinner.
But keep on with the lies and your productive life, its pure entertainment for the board. Oh, also, die soon
See above. No location info given.
Free Josh!
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See above. No location info given.
Free Josh!
(https://media.giphy.com/media/v1.Y2lkPTc5MGI3NjExM2FheWN1N3BnaWtiMDY3Mm82bDM0bjZsdGF0dTRqanN5bHE5YzQ3eCZlcD12MV9pbnRlcm5hbF9naWZfYnlfaWQmY3Q9Zw/NK3l8xpPlLljMBex3D/giphy.gif)
Josh got fucked plain and simple........did basically nothing harmful what so ever. :(
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I over estimated myself.
Bhanks would have eaten it all and had some Cobbler for dessert!!
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Surgery yesterday am
Could not have been more painful
Omfg
Won't even get into the post op pain med situation (,iv Tylenol which rose my alt to 587, and "Cymbalta""
...won't be be last of that I promise you.
I'd post pics but I didn't have an ",ALT," button on my phone.
But they're on IG
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I like his stories, he's spent over 20 years talking about them. I feel like they are basically true, but some details can't be proven.
I remember he said he has been labeled a drug seeker some docs. Some cause incredible harm to themselves to get to the drugs.
EsFitness though can probably get opiates in other less drastic ways. OTH getting them through the doc might have some modderating aspects as to how much you get.
What do you guys think?
I hope he stays around. I'd like to try his methyl-tren (methyltrienolone) Lol. Could I trust his calculations making it though (dosed at 1 -10mg day LOL.
I'm all out right now. But 1 mg is about all you need if that I would even say start at half mg see how you respond to that but I surely wouldn't go over 1 mg. Truth be told I was training a world record holder world champion and two-way class powerlifter old name names with this guy would drink an entire 30 cc bottle of this shit before every fucking meet... At the risk of identifying him I'll leave out his way class but it wasn't he wasn't over 300 lb, or even 290
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:D
Shameful joy..?
The despicable human being worthless piece of shit What else does he have in life to be gaining joy from except the downfall of others because of his lack of success. Fuck that
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I'm all out right now. But 1 mg is about all you need if that I would even say start at half mg see how you respond to that but I surely wouldn't go over 1 mg. Truth be told I was training a world record holder world champion and two-way class powerlifter old name names with this guy would drink an entire 30 cc bottle of this shit before every fucking meet... At the risk of identifying him I'll leave out his way class but it wasn't he wasn't over 300 lb, or even 290
Writing not you're best subject ?
Are you not American ?
Go to evening classes to help you. ;D
Oh & you're Fucked up Because of all the bath tub Crap you've
Injected in to yourself with out a care i the world. ::)
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See above. No location info given.
Free Josh!
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Wow The mentally ill retard and use the internet good for him..
Air relatives run across the border in Canada. Finally the restraining order and it's off to jail for you.
You harass everyones families here because you think you're too far away. Boy are you wrong and to stupid to know it
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Writing not you're best subject ?
Are you not American ?
Go to evening classes to help you. ;D
Oh & you're Fucked up Because of all the bath tub Crap you've
Injected in to yourself with out a care i the world. ::)
. Actually I was using the voice text I really giving a shit about any kind of grammar so if you don't like that go fuck your mom
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ESF should've stayed vax free, oh well...
I am vax free.
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I dont think people on here in most would give a fuck if an arsehole died
Except if you died, nobody would notce
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Lol :D
Yeah fuck eating at restaurants.
Yeah nobody would even notice if you just disappeared
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Except if you died, nobody would notce
we thought you were dead for the last 3 years
I will dig up all the condolonce threads,,,, oh hang on, there are none
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Get well soon Eric!
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Get well soon Eric!
Thanks bro
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we thought you were dead for the last 3 years
I will dig up all the condolonce threads,,,, oh hang on, there are none
No I'm just not just some once upon a time bodybuilder shit in loser who stays on the internet 24/7 talking shit about people actually have a life and responsibilities
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No I'm just not just some once upon a time bodybuilder shit in loser who stays on the internet 24/7 talking shit about people actually have a life and responsibilities
Great, why dont you stop posting and get on with your wonderful life and not slack on your responsibilities
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Writing not you're best subject ?
Are you not American ?
Go to evening classes to help you. ;D
Oh & you're Fucked up Because of all the bath tub Crap you've
Injected in to yourself with out a care i the world. ::)
LOL. Tony and his 2nd grade English acting like he could talk about how someone else writes.
Don't worry. ESF is an American. Unlike you and your old short ass.
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Surgery yesterday am
Could not have been more painful
Omfg
Won't even get into the post op pain med situation (,iv Tylenol which rose my alt to 587, and "Cymbalta""
...won't be be last of that I promise you.
I'd post pics but I didn't have an ",ALT," button on my phone.
But they're on IG
Post pics for those of us that don't have your IG.
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At this point wouldn't ESillness or ESFelonious be more accurate monikers?
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The despicable human being worthless piece of shit What else does he have in life to be gaining joy from except the downfall of others because of his lack of success. Fuck that
Easy Big Fella, it was a nod to his screen name
Hope you get well soon (and what the actual fuck do they think Cymbalta is going to do LOL - are you banned from the real stuff for some reason..?)
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ESFITNESS, did you perform your own surgery and use guitar string to stitch the wound?
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Post pics for those of us that don't have your IG.
Don't worry, Neo BB will be along shortly to post a link to his IG 8)
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. Actually I was using the voice text I really giving a shit about any kind of grammar so if you don't like that go fuck your mom
Hmmmm - so you give it the Large in your reply to me
Yet Send me a PM going on about how cruel & nasty someone is to
you & you're family ::)
In your weakened frail condition you should be more careful who you
abuse on line.
Oh & my Mother is Dead.
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Don't worry, Neo BB will be along shortly to post a link to his IG 8)
99% of what I had for him is gone, he even deleted the Shizzo and hospital videos.
Still has a beautiful head of hair though -
(https://media.licdn.com/dms/image/D5603AQGXV4XzNzUv7A/profile-displayphoto-shrink_800_800/0/1692825978795?e=2147483647&v=beta&t=XKe7BJZjdAWZMUxC9IBjayoyx68SqUBC5ndzmwK8kao).
Like a young Zangief -
(https://i.postimg.cc/P5G7D80f/327-3276397-super-zangief-street-fighter-zangief.png).
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My investigation is completed and found no wrong-doing by avesher.
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99% of what I had for him is gone, he even deleted the Shizzo and hospital videos.
Still has a beautiful head of hair though -
I swear you're like some Internet genie! I only mentioned you a few minutes ago LOL
Shame about the missing content - those hospital videos were first class - this is all I have left from that time
(http://i.postimg.cc/9fB3wM1K/ESFitness_Hospital_GIF.gif)
Oh, and Kamali hairline genetics of peace 8)
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I'm dreaming but VVV should book Bhanks and ESF on his show together.
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My investigation is completed and found no wrong-doing by avesher.
It's seems silly to allow him to return and then ban him when he hasn't broken any rules.
Either stick to the original ban from years back or don't. Given that they went with the latter may I suggest a compromise. Let him return, but ask him not to post in this thread or make an ES related posts.
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We need a special section for Joshs videos on Getbig!
Call it the Joshcast or something!
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ESF has incredible hair genetics
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ES’s issues could come back to just using a lot of Tren.
That alone if abused I think can damage immunity longterm.
I wonder what exactly Josh did to get banned this time.
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ES’s issues could come back to just using a lot of Tren.
That alone if abused I think can damage immunity longterm.
I wonder what exactly Josh did to get banned this time.
Doesnt matter, he got reported by esfitness and that alone gets you a ban
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methyl-tren is dosed at 1mg per ml
Taking a bottle of that a day would blow your mind as well as your kidneys
Eric will likely say 10mg is the sweet spot
That's what they say but people have experimented with up to 10mg from what I've seen and it's not as bad for some liver marker wise. If you know the British guru Brian Batcheldor, ask him. He seemed to be talking about 10mg cycles. It hasn't been widely enough used to get a clear picture imo. It was "banned" due to liver failure after human trials but they don't seem to have manifested IRL use, at least I haven't seen. But I took two 10mg bottles total at 1mg a day and I didn't turn into a maniac mentally at least. Black maket stuff of course, so who knows?
But say you are doing a fairly heavy cycle of "regular" compounds, 1 or 2mg would easily double your "androgenic load" overnight if looking at the potency on paper. Could be useful in shortt stints when really pushing it.
MENT was used in human trials at 1mg or less per day, so high an androgenic effect. It was supposed to "replace" normal test production. But what do some bbers do? Take 50 or more mg a day. One leaflet that came with a MENT product said 350mg is enough to get most out of it but mentioned some competitors go to 700mg a week for a few weeks before a show, do it wasn't as potent as expected. Some TRT guys said they sometimes added just 5mg a day to their 10mg of test and claimed to "notice" it but that should really be a hefty dose.
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Eric do you have a limp or not from the spider bite in your quad.
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Doesnt matter, he got reported by esfitness and that alone gets you a ban
. I never reported anybody I don't have time for that shit
I didn't even know he got banned but I'd be willing to bet that it was when he said "I bet you I can post You're exact address within 25 seconds"
Not cool when you got a fucking family
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Hmmmm - so you give it the Large in your reply to me
Yet Send me a PM going on about how cruel & nasty someone is to
you & you're family ::)
In your weakened frail condition you should be more careful who you
abuse on line.
Oh & my Mother is Dead.
Listen dude you want to talk shit to me Don't expect it not to come back to you. You're a grown man or not to take it too.
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Eric do you have a limp or not from the spider bite in your quad.
Nope
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Hmmmm - so you give it the Large in your reply to me
Yet Send me a PM going on about how cruel & nasty someone is to
you & you're family ::)
In your weakened frail condition you should be more careful who you
abuse on line.
Oh & my Mother is Dead.
And unlike you I don't come here and post threads so I can talk shit about other people..
You're so unhappy with your appearance life situation and how about you do something to actually change it rather than they coming in here everyday wasting time Who knows how many hours a day you waste in here when you could be actually doing something productive and making something out of your life
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. I never reported anybody I don't have time for that shit
I didn't even know he got banned but I'd be willing to bet that it was when he said "I bet you I can post You're exact address within 25 seconds"
Not cool when you got a fucking family
eric giving away the post he reported ::)
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And unlike you I don't come here and post threads so I can talk shit about other people..
You're so unhappy with your appearance life situation and how about you do something to actually change it rather than they coming in here everyday wasting time Who knows how many hours a day you waste in here when you could be actually doing something productive and making something out of your life
You came here posting shit about Scott Markey, Scott contacted Ron and took down your posts then banned me for contacting Scott and telling him about your bullshit here
Telling everyone Scott worked for you when in reality he barely knew you as a wannabe who hung around at the gym counter
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Is Scott Markey the guy with herpes?
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Is Scott Markey the guy with herpes?
Hes a successful person unlike Eric
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Easy Big Fella, it was a nod to his screen name
Hope you get well soon (and what the actual fuck do they think Cymbalta is going to do LOL - are you banned from the real stuff for some reason..?)
. Sorry I wasn't aware to about the screen name thing.
No for some reason this hospital is like opiate fucking adverse I got well you'll see if you look on my Facebook like zippers or whatever you want to call them on both sides of my legs calves anyways and the pinhead doctor and me getting to an argument I've been requesting to speak to the pain management team for the past 5 days since I've been here today's the first time this dude has actually shown up. The other toy two times he's he's sent his PA which is a short Asian girl who is dumb as fuck. She's the one who recommended cymbalta because she asked what what the pain felt like I said it feels like it's been it feels like my skin is burning off my leg being like ripped off and she goes oh and we'll try some we'll try "Cymbalta den", then she suggests IV Tylenol like what the fuck??? .... To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
I seriously can't take this... Which is why you probably won't see any videos of this 'episode'
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. Sorry I wasn't aware to about the screen name thing.
No for some reason this hospital is like opiate fucking adverse I got well you'll see if you look on my Facebook like zippers or whatever you want to call them on both sides of my legs calves anyways and the pinhead doctor and me getting to an argument I've been requesting to speak to the pain management team for the past 5 days since I've been here today's the first time this dude has actually shown up. The other toy two times he's he's sent his PA which is a short Asian girl who is dumb as fuck. She's the one who recommended cymbalta because she asked what what the pain felt like I said it feels like it's been it feels like my skin is burning off my leg being like ripped off and she goes oh and we'll try some we'll try "Cymbalta den", then she suggests IV Tylenol like what the fuck??? .... To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
I seriously can't take this... Which is why you probably won't see any videos of this 'episode'
Ask them if they know what the sweet spot is for test
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And unlike you I don't come here and post threads so I can talk shit about other people..
You're so unhappy with your appearance life situation and how about you do something to actually change it rather than they coming in here everyday wasting time Who knows how many hours a day you waste in here when you could be actually doing something productive and making something out of your life
And why did you PM me ?
You still taking drugs & on another planet I see.
What exactly Productive & Successful have you done with your life .......................
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And why did you PM me ?
You still taking drugs & on another planet I see.
What exactly Productive & Successful have you done with your life .......................
Most abscesses from bathtub brews?
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ESF just tell the doctors what to do son, you the expert over there.
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Most abscesses from bathtub brews?
That snivelling grovelling Khvnt randomly sent me a PM
Winning & complaining about someone.
Yet on here he's suddenly Billy Fucking Big Bollocks in his reply to Me.
I just hope he's in a hell of a lot of Pain & discomfort now & for the foreseeable
Distant future.
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Bhanks would have eaten it all and had some Cobbler for dessert!!
You damn right
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. Sorry I wasn't aware to about the screen name thing.
No for some reason this hospital is like opiate fucking adverse I got well you'll see if you look on my Facebook like zippers or whatever you want to call them on both sides of my legs calves anyways and the pinhead doctor and me getting to an argument I've been requesting to speak to the pain management team for the past 5 days since I've been here today's the first time this dude has actually shown up. The other toy two times he's he's sent his PA which is a short Asian girl who is dumb as fuck. She's the one who recommended cymbalta because she asked what what the pain felt like I said it feels like it's been it feels like my skin is burning off my leg being like ripped off and she goes oh and we'll try some we'll try "Cymbalta den", then she suggests IV Tylenol like what the fuck??? .... To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
I seriously can't take this... Which is why you probably won't see any videos of this 'episode'
Nice to see you posting regularly. :)
I'm glad that you're getting something. If you have a laparoscopic appendectomy in Germany, you'll get tylenol and herbal tea for post-surgery pain management.
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How I imagine ESF asking for painkillers went down
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How I imagine ESF asking for painkillers went down
Can ES and BWHH tolerate each other on the same board?
(https://i0.wp.com/www.whiskeyriff.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/02/Deer-Buck.jpg?fit=743%2C480&ssl=1).
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Who will pay for all those medical treatment? The bills will be astronomical.
Will he ask for donations like the marine Steve Arce? His daughter is very beautiful and smart too.
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When you show so little patience with your PA and are so demanding when you are already receiving a drug on par with heroin it paints you in a bad light.
You should have some empathy for her responsibility to her job as over medicating with such drugs can lead to patient death and she is on the hot seat.
I wonder if Agmatine Sulfate could be a way to keep your dose the same and get more out of it safely.
Although you are problematic in your life you are articulate with some intelligence why I bother to write this.
With Bhank I know for a fact I’m talking to a brick wall.
I think if you unzipped his head you’d see it’s filled with skittles.
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Eric when you got that spider (I think it was that time), you posted that the picc line and the open wound gauze packing daily changing was the worst pain you ever felt. Was it worse than what you currently experienced? Also, did the spider bite leave any indention or dip in the leg where it was?
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When you show so little patience with your PA and are so demanding when you are already receiving a drug on par with heroin it paints you in a bad light.
You should have some empathy for her responsibility to her job as over medicating with such drugs can lead to patient death and she is on the hot seat.
I wonder if Agmatine Sulfate could be a way to keep your dose the same and get more out of it safely.
Although you are problematic in your life you are articulate with some intelligence why I bother to write this.
With Bhank I know for a fact I’m talking to a brick wall.
I think if you unzipped his head you’d see it’s filled with skittles.
How would agmatine help him Lower his dose?
I've read elsewhere that agmatine is helpful with drug dependence. But don't know how.
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. Sorry I wasn't aware to about the screen name thing.
No for some reason this hospital is like opiate fucking adverse I got well you'll see if you look on my Facebook like zippers or whatever you want to call them on both sides of my legs calves anyways and the pinhead doctor and me getting to an argument I've been requesting to speak to the pain management team for the past 5 days since I've been here today's the first time this dude has actually shown up. The other toy two times he's he's sent his PA which is a short Asian girl who is dumb as fuck. She's the one who recommended cymbalta because she asked what what the pain felt like I said it feels like it's been it feels like my skin is burning off my leg being like ripped off and she goes oh and we'll try some we'll try "Cymbalta den", then she suggests IV Tylenol like what the fuck??? .... To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
I seriously can't take this... Which is why you probably won't see any videos of this 'episode'
No worries
I like to sit on the fence with most things in life - that's why God gave me an ass-crack - but the whole 'neuropathic' pain thing always triggers me a little - like they are pretending you feel fucked up so they offer you what are supposed to be anti-depressants in some sort of placebo attempt. And I'm not sure what the US protocol is for hydromorphone, but in UK terms you're right up there. Since we get our shit for free we can't argue, but I'd like to think that in the US you're more of a 'customer' so it's a shame you can't just ask for +25% or something
Hope you change your mind on the videos, and that you're feeling better each day
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Nice to see you posting regularly. :)
I'm glad that you're getting something. If you have a laparoscopic appendectomy in Germany, you'll get tylenol and herbal tea for post-surgery pain management.
Holy fuck! Really hoping that the herb involved in the tea is poppies, right..?
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No worries
I like to sit on the fence with most things in life - that's why God gave me an ass-crack - but the whole 'neuropathic' pain thing always triggers me a little - like they are pretending you feel fucked up so they offer you what are supposed to be anti-depressants in some sort of placebo attempt. And I'm not sure what the US protocol is for hydromorphone, but in UK terms you're right up there. Since we get our shit for free we can't argue, but I'd like to think that in the US you're more of a 'customer' so it's a shame you can't just ask for +25% or something
Hope you change your mind on the videos, and that you're feeling better each day
Neuropathic pain is nearly always chronic, as damaged nerves do not regenerate much. I think you’d likely agree that chronic opioid usage is undesirable and should only be left as a treatment of absolute last resort. Accordingly, other treatments should be considered.
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. To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
That’s an absolute shitload of opiates for someone with terminal cancer, nevermind someone who underwent surgery. Not sure what you think a reasonable amount for you would be, but I wouldn’t expect to receive it. In fact, I’d start preparing myself for the imminent taper of opiates, as it’s coming and likely soon.
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. Sorry I wasn't aware to about the screen name thing.
No for some reason this hospital is like opiate fucking adverse I got well you'll see if you look on my Facebook like zippers or whatever you want to call them on both sides of my legs calves anyways and the pinhead doctor and me getting to an argument I've been requesting to speak to the pain management team for the past 5 days since I've been here today's the first time this dude has actually shown up. The other toy two times he's he's sent his PA which is a short Asian girl who is dumb as fuck. She's the one who recommended cymbalta because she asked what what the pain felt like I said it feels like it's been it feels like my skin is burning off my leg being like ripped off and she goes oh and we'll try some we'll try "Cymbalta den", then she suggests IV Tylenol like what the fuck??? .... To drop it off today she comes in their day in a row that I've been requesting to meet with the entire team at the very least the main pain management guy, she suggests we try buprenorphine, Well I'm already on 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours... She wasn't aware that that would throw me into full-blown precipitated fucking withdrawal.
And she just stood there with some dumb looking on her face like she didn't know what she had said like she didn't understand what she was talking about. Like how the fuck did you get your job???? If there's one thing I absolutely fucking hate is incompetent people.
Anyways so this fucking pinhead doctor thanks 1 mg IV Dilaudid every 2 hours with my I'll be intolerance along with 2 to 4 mg of oral Dilaudid every 2 hours should be plenty!
I seriously can't take this... Which is why you probably won't see any videos of this 'episode'
There's probably a note on your file - like an internal flag for hospitals/doctors to communicate information about a patient to other medical professionals:such as, "history of abusiveness to staff/paramedics/emergency services", "drug seeker - will try to get you to prescribe extra", "unreliable answers", that kind of thing - that alerts them on good ways to deal with you.
Just saying, that kind of stuff does go on.
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No worries
I like to sit on the fence with most things in life - that's why God gave me an ass-crack - but the whole 'neuropathic' pain thing always triggers me a little - like they are pretending you feel fucked up so they offer you what are supposed to be anti-depressants in some sort of placebo attempt. And I'm not sure what the US protocol is for hydromorphone, but in UK terms you're right up there. Since we get our shit for free we can't argue, but I'd like to think that in the US you're more of a 'customer' so it's a shame you can't just ask for +25% or something
Hope you change your mind on the videos, and that you're feeling better each day
I've got personal experience of the UK NHS system in terms of Pain Management departments/guidelines and the like. We're talking since last year, here. You're right - anything above tramadol and pregabalin 300mg tablets is out of the question unless you have a specialist pain consultant that has sorted out your 10mg,20mg or 50mg morphine tablets: that's for the hardcore diseases like cancers unless you go private.
The NHS is pretty useless for anything other than A+E/trauma type surgeries that need doing then and there - where they're really good. Orthopaedic surgeries and the like.
I imagine they're good once you get diagnosed with stage 3 or 4 cancer, too?
I suppose they don't have resources, for anything else. So far, I've been 8 months on a waiting list for ENT specialist to do with my nose breathing. It's not major but I want it settled once and for all.
Paid tax all my life so people can jump on a boat and get 5 star hotels, rob, rape, beg and murder our citizens and I'm not going to claw back that money? No chance. I'm clawing back everything and then some for the betrayal of our country.
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He needs Lucy Letby looking after him
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on fire Jo!!
;D
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No worries
I like to sit on the fence with most things in life - that's why God gave me an ass-crack - but the whole 'neuropathic' pain thing always triggers me a little - like they are pretending you feel fucked up so they offer you what are supposed to be anti-depressants in some sort of placebo attempt. And I'm not sure what the US protocol is for hydromorphone, but in UK terms you're right up there. Since we get our shit for free we can't argue, but I'd like to think that in the US you're more of a 'customer' so it's a shame you can't just ask for +25% or something
Hope you change your mind on the videos, and that you're feeling better each day
You pay through Taxes you numb nuts ;D
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I have just taken 50mgs Tramadol because I had a slight low back spasm if anyones interested
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I have just taken 50mgs Tramadol because I had a slight low back spasm if anyones interested
you are on Diazepam you retard
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you are on Diazepam you retard
thats only for recreational purposes ;D
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You came here posting shit about Scott Markey, Scott contacted Ron and took down your posts then banned me for contacting Scott and telling him about your bullshit here
Telling everyone Scott worked for you when in reality he barely knew you as a wannabe who hung around at the gym counter
Everything I just said about Scott markey was true to a T.
I have stories about that dude for days. He worked for me at GNC in del Mar California between a vacuum cleaner repair shop and a pet store next to the pet store was my ex-wife's families tailor shop and there was a Vons.
Scott came in wearing a t-worn a tank top and a backwards cap his dirty crusty "Tavi" cap because you didn't want anybody to see that he was going really really bald at the time. I've since found him on Instagram and it seems it he's got a wealthy girlfriend who must have paid for air transplant so good for him for that.
His application was to walk over to my magazine stand and pick out magazine after magazine and flip through the pages and point out hey there I am hey there's my girlfriend on to the next magazine hey there I am too and so on and so on they need to walk around a little bit more and come up to the front desk and ask hey I saw your front sign outside so you're hiring I said yeah but it's only for a sales associate I can only pay you a minimum wage and it's only part-time he says I"ll take it!"...
. I figured okay cool fine he looks he's a bodybuilder he's in the magazine he'll help sell supplements he'll say he'll sell product why not hire I'm sure.
Turns out his girlfriend Tanya had given him an ultimatum the night before before saying you find a job or you're out because they lived up the road and the apartments at the end of a cul-de-sac or he would ride his bike from because he didn't have a car. He didn't even have a license because he had so many outstanding (12 At the time soon to be 13 once Tanya finally kicked him out) restraining orders and he never bothered to go to any of those anger management classes so he had no license no car and outstanding warrants for failing to attend and your management classes
*Keep in mind I wouldn't really be even talking about any of this stuff if the dude hadn't had just straight up ripped me off repeatedly and taking advantage of my at the time, naivety and kindness.
Once Tanya finally kicked him out I get a phone call at about must have been 1:00 at night or so maybe 2:00 could have been later who knows it's been 23 years now I get a phone call " heeey homeboy What you doing you busy? Hey I've had a little bit of wine I got to warn you me and Tony had a fight so I was wondering if you can give me a ride to my accountant's house in PB ( I forget the dude's name).
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So I say sure what the hell Fuck it I drive all the way to them del Mar pick him up I think I even had to put his bike in the hatch of my eclipse at the time along with his backpack and drive all the way down to PB and drop them off to his blind accountants......
I could go on and on and on for another 12-15 paragraphs of nothing but plain fact. But I'll end it here cuz it's this could go on all day
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Who will pay for all those medical treatment? The bills will be astronomical.
Will he ask for donations like the marine Steve Arce? His daughter is very beautiful and smart too.
. I have insurance genius
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Eric when you got that spider (I think it was that time), you posted that the picc line and the open wound gauze packing daily changing was the worst pain you ever felt. Was it worse than what you currently experienced? Also, did the spider bite leave any indention or dip in the leg where it was?
At the time yeah that was the worst pain I ever happened it doesn't compare to this, or it didn't even compare to my hip.
The only indentation it left was maybe a quarter inch divot which is I don't even notice it now at the time with all the gauze you could have put a roll a nickels in it but that was then this is now
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. I have insurance genius
Im surprised anyone will insure you with your history
You must have lied on the paperwork right?
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Most abscesses from bathtub brews?
I find it funny, that you think I owe you any sort of explanation. Lol
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I find it funny, that you think I owe you any sort of explanation. Lol
I wasnt expection one, it was a rhetorical question
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I wasnt expection one, it was a rhetorical question
. Oh my bad I replied to the wrong douchebag. Let me fix that for you.
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. Oh my bad I replied to the wrong douchebag. Let me fix that for you.
Posts from his hospital bed talking to "douchbags"
Why dont you talk to friends and family instead?
I bet the only visitor you get is someone with a Therapy dog
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When you show so little patience with your PA and are so demanding when you are already receiving a drug on par with heroin it paints you in a bad light.
You should have some empathy for her responsibility to her job as over medicating with such drugs can lead to patient death and she is on the hot seat.
I wonder if Agmatine Sulfate could be a way to keep your dose the same and get more out of it safely.
Although you are problematic in your life you are articulate with some intelligence why I bother to write this.
With Bhank I know for a fact I’m talking to a brick wall.
I think if you unzipped his head you’d see it’s filled with skittles.
Okay let me summarize what the pain team PA has suggested so far
1- because I I said it feels like it's burning and pulling off ripping off skin off my my leg she suggested Cymbalta
2- suggested pain relief for this type of wound v ivy Tylenol
3- she suggested that I switch to buprenorphine (Suboxone), which would throw me into an instant precipitated withdrawal that will last hours and hours and hours causing uncontrollable vomiting shitting pouring of sweat. All with my leg in this position
4- lastly, I believe this is the last one, she suggested I go on ketamine. Like all day ketamine. Ketamine is what you give a soldier that you direct just dragged into the medevac who just got both his legs blown off is a disassociative. Disassociates you from reality so you don't know you're in pain you don't know where you are. When you're on ketamine you're falling down an elevator shaft backwards non-stop for a good 8 hours and you're completely paralyzed unable to move Your mind is awake but your body is completely numb and disconnected from your brain. That was her idea
She may be a nice person she may have other skills and other areas of medicine but she is grossly unqualified for this position
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Okay let me summarize what the pain team PA has suggested so far
1- because I I said it feels like it's burning and pulling off ripping off skin off my my leg she suggested Cymbalta
2- suggested pain relief for this type of wound v ivy Tylenol
3- she suggested that I switch to buprenorphine (Suboxone), which would throw me into an instant precipitated withdrawal that will last hours and hours and hours causing uncontrollable vomiting shitting pouring of sweat. All with my leg in this position
4- lastly, I believe this is the last one, she suggested I go on ketamine. Like all day ketamine. Ketamine is what you give a soldier that you direct just dragged into the medevac who just got both his legs blown off is a disassociative. Disassociates you from reality so you don't know you're in pain you don't know where you are. When you're on ketamine you're falling down an elevator shaft backwards non-stop for a good 8 hours and you're completely paralyzed unable to move Your mind is awake but your body is completely numb and disconnected from your brain. That was her idea
She may be a nice person she may have other skills and other areas of medicine but she is grossly unqualified for this position
well she has met you and been subjected to your shitty personality
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There's probably a note on your file - like an internal flag for hospitals/doctors to communicate information about a patient to other medical professionals:such as, "history of abusiveness to staff/paramedics/emergency services", "drug seeker - will try to get you to prescribe extra", "unreliable answers", that kind of thing - that alerts them on good ways to deal with you.
Just saying, that kind of stuff does go on.
I live in a completely different area now with a completely different group of hospitals
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And why did you PM me ?
You still taking drugs & on another planet I see.
What exactly Productive & Successful have you done with your life .......................
I find it funny that you thank you deserve an explanation from me or anyone lol.
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well she has met you and been subjected to your shitty personality
My shitty personality eh?
Guess that's why I have a contact list in my phone a mile fucking long and you have this board and maybe one person to call or text
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My shitty personality eh?
Guess that's why I have a contact list in my phone a mile fucking long and you have this board and maybe one person to call or text
No matter what Eric, Jeff will always have me and Avesher to call/text
And that goes a long way!
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Okay let me summarize what the pain team PA has suggested so far
1- because I I said it feels like it's burning and pulling off ripping off skin off my my leg she suggested Cymbalta
2- suggested pain relief for this type of wound v ivy Tylenol
3- she suggested that I switch to buprenorphine (Suboxone), which would throw me into an instant precipitated withdrawal that will last hours and hours and hours causing uncontrollable vomiting shitting pouring of sweat. All with my leg in this position
4- lastly, I believe this is the last one, she suggested I go on ketamine. Like all day ketamine. Ketamine is what you give a soldier that you direct just dragged into the medevac who just got both his legs blown off is a disassociative. Disassociates you from reality so you don't know you're in pain you don't know where you are. When you're on ketamine you're falling down an elevator shaft backwards non-stop for a good 8 hours and you're completely paralyzed unable to move Your mind is awake but your body is completely numb and disconnected from your brain. That was her idea
She may be a nice person she may have other skills and other areas of medicine but she is grossly unqualified for this position
Mate - I had Ketamine twice last year to get me on the ambulance because morphine wasn't doing anything. Ketamine doesn't last for 8 hours. A friend of mine was a huge ketamine dealer that supplied a large part of the market here ,and even when he was doing it himself in his apartment: he'd go in a k-hole for maybe an hour and come out of it. That's when he wasn't crawling the floor thinking he was back in Afghanistan and holding an imaginary rifle.
I'd rather take the Ketamine, as she suggested, to be honest. It sounds like you need a break away from the reality of pain. That's the best way to do it.
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My shitty personality eh?
Guess that's why I have a contact list in my phone a mile fucking long and you have this board and maybe one person to call or text
and my dads bigger than your dad
Fucks sake mate, I bet you call FB friends your friends as well
I have contacts in my phone who I never ring or they never ring me becasue I had to call them once for something
Lets see how many turn up for your funeral next year
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and my dads bigger than your dad
Fucks sake mate, I bet you call FB friends your friends as well
I have contacts in my phone who I never ring or they never ring me becasue I had to call them once for something
Lets see how many turn up for your funeral next year
You still use Facebook? What a fucking loser 😂😂😂
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You still use Facebook? What a fucking loser 😂😂😂
https://www.tiktok.com/@ericscott.cpt .
You're on Tik-tok, I wouldn't cast social media stones :(!
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That snivelling grovelling Khvnt randomly sent me a PM
Winning & complaining about someone.
Yet on here he's suddenly Billy Fucking Big Bollocks in his reply to Me.
I just hope he's in a hell of a lot of Pain & discomfort now & for the foreseeable
Distant future.
You're inferiority complex and insecurity has nothing to do with me dude.
That's a personal problem
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ESF are you still out on the desert?
Have you ever trained at the worlds at the PS mall?
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https://www.tiktok.com/@ericscott.cpt .
You're on Tik-tok, I wouldn't cast social media stones :(!
Mic drop, nice one
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How would agmatine help him Lower his dose?
I've read elsewhere that agmatine is helpful with drug dependence. But don't know how.
“Agmatine is believed to enhance the analgesic effects of opioids by inhibiting certain receptors involved in tolerance.”
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ESF are you still out on the desert?
Have you ever trained at the worlds at the PS mall?
I have been I've been out of the desert for a number of years now. And no I don't believe I've ever trained there it didn't seem like a bodybuilding friendly place, to be training at a gym in the mall. I believe Robert it is wife still runs Syndicate out of that gym tho and is still pretty successful. Eddie I believe trains there as well
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“Agmatine is believed to enhance the analgesic effects of opioids by inhibiting certain receptors involved in tolerance.”
I'll pick up a half kilo on Amazon today then. Thanks for the info
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Mate - I had Ketamine twice last year to get me on the ambulance because morphine wasn't doing anything. Ketamine doesn't last for 8 hours. A friend of mine was a huge ketamine dealer that supplied a large part of the market here ,and even when he was doing it himself in his apartment: he'd go in a k-hole for maybe an hour and come out of it. That's when he wasn't crawling the floor thinking he was back in Afghanistan and holding an imaginary rifle.
I'd rather take the Ketamine, as she suggested, to be honest. It sounds like you need a break away from the reality of pain. That's the best way to do it.
Thanks for the painting and procedure today she actually agreed to a 2 mg Dilaudid bolus as well as a continuous ketamine infusion during the procedure
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https://www.tiktok.com/@ericscott.cpt .
You're on Tik-tok, I wouldn't cast social media stones :(!
I sign up to watch a video once in a while get tired of all the notifications and I delete it.
You make it seem as if I'm actually making TikTok videos What the fuck is wrong with you?
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I sign up to watch a video once in a while get tired of all the notifications and I delete it.
You make it seem as if I'm actually making TikTok videos What the fuck is wrong with you?
sad bastard
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I've got personal experience of the UK NHS system in terms of Pain Management departments/guidelines and the like. We're talking since last year, here. You're right - anything above tramadol and pregabalin 300mg tablets is out of the question unless you have a specialist pain consultant that has sorted out your 10mg,20mg or 50mg morphine tablets: that's for the hardcore diseases like cancers unless you go private.
Shouldn't really say this, but Tramadol SR makes Taffin very happy - I can totally see why people might get addicted - feels different to the other opiates/opioids to me for some reason
You pay through Taxes you numb nuts ;D
Hahaha! Yes, of course - I guess what I was trying (and failing) to express was that it doesn't matter how much shit you get prescribed it's a flat rate, unlike the US system. For example, I dread to think how much my daughter's type 1 BG meter, insulin pump, insulin, etc. would cost someone paying per item
4- lastly, I believe this is the last one, she suggested I go on ketamine. Like all day ketamine. Ketamine is what you give a soldier that you direct just dragged into the medevac who just got both his legs blown off is a disassociative. Disassociates you from reality so you don't know you're in pain you don't know where you are. When you're on ketamine you're falling down an elevator shaft backwards non-stop for a good 8 hours and you're completely paralyzed unable to move Your mind is awake but your body is completely numb and disconnected from your brain. That was her idea
2 ketamine horror stories real quick - I once snorted a shit load of what I thought was coke, turned out to be K, when it hit me time slowed riiiiiiggghhhtttt dddooowwwwnnn..... it felt like I'd accessed the same part of my brain that once slowed things down during a motor bike accident. Not unenjoyable, just a bit unexpected
The other was when a friend took some with a huge shot of vodka - when it kicked in he turned to me and said 'I might be in trouble, I can't see properly, everything is upside down'(!)
Both situations lasted minutes and were over 25 years ago - Taffin is a good boy nowadays (despite the Tramadol comment above ;))
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I sign up to watch a video once in a while get tired of all the notifications and I delete it.
You make it seem as if I'm actually making TikTok videos What the fuck is wrong with you?
Relax you big old sissy mary, it isn't like I found your pinterest account. But seriously, what type of 40 year old man has a Tik-tok account, let alone follows and gets followed on it? And you don't need to join to watch videos on it. I'd respect you more if you said you did it in a junkie haze.
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Relax you big old sissy mary, it isn't like I found your pinterest account. But seriously, what type of 40 year old man has a Tik-tok account, let alone follows and gets followed on it? And you don't need to join to watch videos on it. I'd respect you more if you said you did it in a junkie haze.
hes been in a junkie haze the last 25 years
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Shouldn't really say this, but Tramadol SR makes Taffin very happy - I can totally see why people might get addicted - feels different to the other opiates/opioids to me for some reason
Thank you for the input. I believe my father has those for his knees. Will give it a try.
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Thank you for the input. I believe my father has those for his knees. Will give it a try.
:D
Try and find quiet place to watch a sunset about an hour after you pop one, and reflect on how lucky you are in life.... can be blissful...
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Relax you big old sissy mary, it isn't like I found your pinterest account. But seriously, what type of 40 year old man has a Tik-tok account, let alone follows and gets followed on it? And you don't need to join to watch videos on it. I'd respect you more if you said you did it in a junkie haze.
Wasn't aware I have followers or follow people. Far as I was aware it was like a YouTube account. Besides some of my females clients & gfs who make videos all I got was breakdance videos over the same song some it's been deleted off my phone for What must be 6 months or more by now.
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Shouldn't really say this, but Tramadol SR makes Taffin very happy - I can totally see why people might get addicted - feels different to the other opiates/opioids to me for some reason
Hahaha! Yes, of course - I guess what I was trying (and failing) to express was that it doesn't matter how much shit you get prescribed it's a flat rate, unlike the US system. For example, I dread to think how much my daughter's type 1 BG meter, insulin pump, insulin, etc. would cost someone paying per item
2 ketamine horror stories real quick - I once snorted a shit load of what I thought was coke, turned out to be K, when it hit me time slowed riiiiiiggghhhtttt dddooowwwwnnn..... it felt like I'd accessed the same part of my brain that once slowed things down during a motor bike accident. Not unenjoyable, just a bit unexpected
The other was when a friend took some with a huge shot of vodka - when it kicked in he turned to me and said 'I might be in trouble, I can't see properly, everything is upside down'(!)
Both situations lasted minutes and were over 25 years ago - Taffin is a good boy nowadays (despite the Tramadol comment above ;))
That Little bit of extra happiness, is from tramadol's effect on serotonin receptors, in addition to the "warm hug" you get from the opioid receptors
Tramadol is what started me on opiates after 14 years clean from Nubaine
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I just had ACDF on c5-c6 c6-c7. Something definitely up with prescribing pain meds after surgery. I was given nothing, worse type of pain I've ever felt. My surgeon is against opiods as he worked in the USA and said they prescribed it like candy, saw the residual effects of what they can do.
Literally have 6 screws and a plate into my c-spine holding me together and it's no walk in the park.
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I just had ACDF on c5-c6 c6-c7. Something definitely up with prescribing pain meds after surgery. I was given nothing, worse type of pain I've ever felt. My surgeon is against opiods as he worked in the USA and said they prescribed it like candy, saw the residual effects of what they can do.
Literally have 6 screws and a plate into my c-spine holding me together and it's no walk in the park.
You dont need to get a script for candy its freely available to buy
what a stupid fucking statement that is when you look at it properly
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You dont need to get a script for candy its freely available to buy
what a stupid fucking statement that is when you look at it properly
And properly is the right way to do it!
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You dont need to get a script for candy its freely available to buy
what a stupid fucking statement that is when you look at it properly
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Wasn't aware I have followers or follow people. Far as I was aware it was like a YouTube account. Besides some of my females clients & gfs who make videos all I got was breakdance videos over the same song some it's been deleted off my phone for What must be 6 months or more by now.
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You weren’t aware of an account you created in your name and then posted a picture of yourself, shirtless, and you thought it was like a YouTube account - where you like and follow people who post videos?
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You weren’t aware of an account you created in your name and then posted a picture of yourself, shirtless, and you thought it was like a YouTube account - where you like and follow people who post videos?
hes a fucking idiot
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Not reading 9 pages but I hope you're OK brother. EsFitness>BSpanks
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Man, I hope you come out of all this feeling better and are able to return home. Get well soon!
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Not reading 9 pages but I hope you're OK brother. EsFitness>BSpanks
I appreciate it. Thank you bro
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Man, I hope you come out of all this feeling better and are able to return home. Get well soon!
I appreciate it bro. Thank you
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Looks like they'll be transferring me to UC Irvine for wound care and plastic surgery.. looks to be happening in a week
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Okay let me summarize what the pain team PA has suggested so far
1- because I I said it feels like it's burning and pulling off ripping off skin off my my leg she suggested Cymbalta
2- suggested pain relief for this type of wound v ivy Tylenol
3- she suggested that I switch to buprenorphine (Suboxone), which would throw me into an instant precipitated withdrawal that will last hours and hours and hours causing uncontrollable vomiting shitting pouring of sweat. All with my leg in this position
4- lastly, I believe this is the last one, she suggested I go on ketamine. Like all day ketamine. Ketamine is what you give a soldier that you direct just dragged into the medevac who just got both his legs blown off is a disassociative. Disassociates you from reality so you don't know you're in pain you don't know where you are. When you're on ketamine you're falling down an elevator shaft backwards non-stop for a good 8 hours and you're completely paralyzed unable to move Your mind is awake but your body is completely numb and disconnected from your brain. That was her idea
She may be a nice person she may have other skills and other areas of medicine but she is grossly unqualified for this position
I don't know what I was reading, probably Reddit, and came across posts about a new drug, Auvelity. Claims include it's very rapid acting, within a week, unlike conventional like 4 weeks. It's a combination of buprenorphine and bupropion (Wellbutrin), buprenorpine which is similar to ketamine (disassociative). It's probably very low dose so you can function in life.
I can't recommend it, never tried it. But it does not target serotoning. I would be interested in real person reports.
https://www.auvelity.com/
I'd try it for my treatment resistant depression but it's not availablee here. I've though about psychedelics but too scared to try it. A friend said Psilocybin made him quit cigarettes for 3 months, the effect didn't last but it's interesting the reports of cold turkeying any types of substances after one session. Even if it's rare it lasts, it's still interesting. Microdosing I could do perhaps because it's sub-psychedelic doses.
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How many more pages will we do on this topic? Need to know for next months planning.
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Looks like they'll be transferring me to UC Irvine for wound care and plastic surgery.. looks to be happening in a week
Wound..? I must have missed this - what wound? Plastic surgery for what? I know you've talked about your legs burning and guess the sepsis must have got into you somehow so did you have a cut or something?
(And hopefully the dilaudid boluses are kicking in by now ;D)
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Wound..? I must have missed this - what wound? Plastic surgery for what? I know you've talked about your legs burning and guess the sepsis must have got into you somehow so did you have a cut or something?
(And hopefully the dilaudid boluses are kicking in by now ;D)
he has an open abcess again, hes a fucking idiot
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he has an open abcess again, hes a fucking idiot
Another spider byte??? Dude's a spyder magnet.
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I just had ACDF on c5-c6 c6-c7. Something definitely up with prescribing pain meds after surgery. I was given nothing, worse type of pain I've ever felt. My surgeon is against opiods as he worked in the USA and said they prescribed it like candy, saw the residual effects of what they can do.
Literally have 6 screws and a plate into my c-spine holding me together and it's no walk in the park.
Hang in there. You can do it.
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Wound..? I must have missed this - what wound? Plastic surgery for what? I know you've talked about your legs burning and guess the sepsis must have got into you somehow so did you have a cut or something?
(And hopefully the dilaudid boluses are kicking in by now ;D)
Yea you can see pics on my IG.. ever removed the back straps off a deer?
They kinda did that to each side of my leg/from foot up the calve. The outside is about 15 long by 2 wide and an inch deep, the inside is "only" about 12". & I'm supposed to have a wound-vac in each side. But they want to replace the woukdvac 3x. A week....
The first time they did it is the last time I can tolerate that kinda pain, because the vac-foam suck into the wound and attaches to the tissue, and removing it is like ripping out 1" deep 2" wide strips of flesh each time... Apparently, according to the plastic surgeon because I'm not mad enough to tolerate that type of pain I've extended my recovery time to three or four months of being an inpatient either at a rehab/skilled nursing facility or UC Irvine was most likely where they do more plastic surgery.
*, So instead of the wound vac, I get daily gauze dressing changes which are still fucking painful. I'm usually like a "tough guy/suck it up and push through" you know? I walked around /ran on a broken tibia for 2 weeks, I was up out of the hospital bed walking after my first my hip surgery and within a couple hours, I've played through broken fibulas and collar bones and fought through broken hands and arms and a sternum..
But this pain is on another fucking level. There's laws to protect people when it comes to pain management. And pain management lady today who I thought I had a good rapport with tells me that yeah we're going to keep working to keep decreasing your your pain meds because "you're trying to recreate a past experiences from your past experiences with with opioids... I.e. fancy way of saying she's telling me I'm trying to get high.... And like I said wants to cut my doses down even though I'm probably 2 months from going home, still. & The fact they don't understand opioid receptor affinity or saturation or whatever and they still have me on methadone in the hospital despite giving me pain meds that would keep me out of withdrawal, but they don't understand the methadone is soaking up so many other fucking hope you would receptors that the Dilaudid doesn't have room to work.
I told that bitch I haven't been high in 10 fucking years. What the fuck is my past experience have to do with the pain I'm in right now you've seen what my leg looks like open with no bandages... I shouldn't have remind you that it's not your job to tell me how much pain I should be in."
I already been contacted by three attorneys. Haven't had the energy in me to call any of them back yet, but they don't typically stick around with the smaller cases they want to go for the big fish the big insurance companies the big hospitals because they settle in exchange for a gag order so you don't talk about the poor care you received at the hospital... But I'd trade in a fucking heartbeat the '80-200,000 or whatever that'll likely get for the lawsuit to have this have never happened.
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Yea you can see pics on my IG.. ever removed the back straps off a deer?
They kinda did that to each side of my leg/from foot up the calve. The outside is about 15 long by 2 wide and an inch deep, the inside is "only" about 12". & I'm supposed to have a wound-vac in each side. But they want to replace the woukdvac 3x. A week....
The first time they did it is the last time I can tolerate that kinda pain, because the vac-foam suck into the wound and attaches to the tissue, and removing it is like ripping out 1" deep 2" wide strips of flesh each time... Apparently, according to the plastic surgeon because I'm not mad enough to tolerate that type of pain I've extended my recovery time to three or four months of being an inpatient either at a rehab/skilled nursing facility or UC Irvine was most likely where they do more plastic surgery.
*, So instead of the wound vac, I get daily gauze dressing changes which are still fucking painful. I'm usually like a "tough guy/suck it up and push through" you know? I walked around /ran on a broken tibia for 2 weeks, I was up out of the hospital bed walking after my first my hip surgery and within a couple hours, I've played through broken fibulas and collar bones and fought through broken hands and arms and a sternum..
But this pain is on another fucking level. There's laws to protect people when it comes to pain management. And pain management lady today who I thought I had a good rapport with tells me that yeah we're going to keep working to keep decreasing your your pain meds because "you're trying to recreate a past experiences from your past experiences with with opioids... I.e. fancy way of saying she's telling me I'm trying to get high.... And like I said wants to cut my doses down even though I'm probably 2 months from going home, still. & The fact they don't understand opioid receptor affinity or saturation or whatever and they still have me on methadone in the hospital despite giving me pain meds that would keep me out of withdrawal, but they don't understand the methadone is soaking up so many other fucking hope you would receptors that the Dilaudid doesn't have room to work.
I told that bitch I haven't been high in 10 fucking years. What the fuck is my past experience have to do with the pain I'm in right now you've seen what my leg looks like open with no bandages... I shouldn't have remind you that it's not your job to tell me how much pain I should be in."
I already been contacted by three attorneys. Haven't had the energy in me to call any of them back yet, but they don't typically stick around with the smaller cases they want to go for the big fish the big insurance companies the big hospitals because they settle in exchange for a gag order so you don't talk about the poor care you received at the hospital... But I'd trade in a fucking heartbeat the '80-200,000 or whatever that'll likely get for the lawsuit to have this have never happened.
You’ve been through a lot in life.
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he has an open abcess again, hes a fucking idiot
It's not an abscess you twat.
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I don't know what I was reading, probably Reddit, and came across posts about a new drug, Auvelity. Claims include it's very rapid acting, within a week, unlike conventional like 4 weeks. It's a combination of buprenorphine and bupropion (Wellbutrin), buprenorpine which is similar to ketamine (disassociative). It's probably very low dose so you can function in life.
I can't recommend it, never tried it. But it does not target serotoning. I would be interested in real person reports.
https://www.auvelity.com/
I'd try it for my treatment resistant depression but it's not availablee here. I've though about psychedelics but too scared to try it. A friend said Psilocybin made him quit cigarettes for 3 months, the effect didn't last but it's interesting the reports of cold turkeying any types of substances after one session. Even if it's rare it lasts, it's still interesting. Microdosing I could do perhaps because it's sub-psychedelic doses.
Buprenorphine is an opiate agonistic/antagonist, not a disassociative.
It would combine the 2 most popular drugs in prison. Lol... Bupropion/Wellbutrin when snorted or injected IV gives about as close to cocaine as you'll get.
Psilocybin worked pretty well with me, micro dosing anyways (300mg/day).. I'd only taken enough one time to get the psychedelic experience when things "felt" much different. But it was over in a couple hrs.
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Yea you can see pics on my IG.. ever removed the back straps off a deer?
They kinda did that to each side of my leg/from foot up the calve. The outside is about 15 long by 2 wide and an inch deep, the inside is "only" about 12". & I'm supposed to have a wound-vac in each side. But they want to replace the woukdvac 3x. A week....
The first time they did it is the last time I can tolerate that kinda pain, because the vac-foam suck into the wound and attaches to the tissue, and removing it is like ripping out 1" deep 2" wide strips of flesh each time... Apparently, according to the plastic surgeon because I'm not mad enough to tolerate that type of pain I've extended my recovery time to three or four months of being an inpatient either at a rehab/skilled nursing facility or UC Irvine was most likely where they do more plastic surgery.
*, So instead of the wound vac, I get daily gauze dressing changes which are still fucking painful. I'm usually like a "tough guy/suck it up and push through" you know? I walked around /ran on a broken tibia for 2 weeks, I was up out of the hospital bed walking after my first my hip surgery and within a couple hours, I've played through broken fibulas and collar bones and fought through broken hands and arms and a sternum..
But this pain is on another fucking level. There's laws to protect people when it comes to pain management. And pain management lady today who I thought I had a good rapport with tells me that yeah we're going to keep working to keep decreasing your your pain meds because "you're trying to recreate a past experiences from your past experiences with with opioids... I.e. fancy way of saying she's telling me I'm trying to get high.... And like I said wants to cut my doses down even though I'm probably 2 months from going home, still. & The fact they don't understand opioid receptor affinity or saturation or whatever and they still have me on methadone in the hospital despite giving me pain meds that would keep me out of withdrawal, but they don't understand the methadone is soaking up so many other fucking hope you would receptors that the Dilaudid doesn't have room to work.
I told that bitch I haven't been high in 10 fucking years. What the fuck is my past experience have to do with the pain I'm in right now you've seen what my leg looks like open with no bandages... I shouldn't have remind you that it's not your job to tell me how much pain I should be in."
I already been contacted by three attorneys. Haven't had the energy in me to call any of them back yet, but they don't typically stick around with the smaller cases they want to go for the big fish the big insurance companies the big hospitals because they settle in exchange for a gag order so you don't talk about the poor care you received at the hospital... But I'd trade in a fucking heartbeat the '80-200,000 or whatever that'll likely get for the lawsuit to have this have never happened.
shes a very perceptive lady
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I just had ACDF on c5-c6 c6-c7. Something definitely up with prescribing pain meds after surgery. I was given nothing, worse type of pain I've ever felt. My surgeon is against opiods as he worked in the USA and said they prescribed it like candy, saw the residual effects of what they can do.
Literally have 6 screws and a plate into my c-spine holding me together and it's no walk in the park.
I agree. They are serious medications but short courses for postoperative pain and other acute issues like that are totally fine. If you can’t sleep, breath deeply, move around, participate in physical therapy you’re going to have worse outcomes.
American physicians were definitely heavy handed with the narcotic prescriptions for a while but now the pendulum has swung too far in the other direction
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You dont need to get a script for candy its freely available to buy
what a stupid fucking statement that is when you look at it properly
“Give them out like candy”
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shes a very perceptive lady
It’s weird she would say something like this considering ESFitness already said he was in a different location with me hospitala a new hospital where they don’t know his history….//
I need to update my phone, these posts make me sound like Johnny Falcon on bath salts.
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Shouldn't really say this, but Tramadol SR makes Taffin very happy - I can totally see why people might get addicted - feels different to the other opiates/opioids to me for some reason
You're not wrong. It has a weird floaty feeling and I seem to lose my appetite on it. Currently on 224 of them per month although I don't get through all that many - I still re-up just to keep good stocks at home, lol. You never know when your medicine cabinet is in need of emergency use. Waiting for another genicular nerve block as the old one is wearing off, so I'm trying to be cautious with overuse.
I managed to lose a good stone off my weight on my first batch of them. Not sure if that's the same for you, but I just don't feel like eating on them.
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I still don't really understand what happened. What are the reasons for getting swollen legs like that. What is it that needs to be drained? Pus? Or is it that the pressure can cause damage? Please, a real answer :D
What was Eric on opiate-wise if anything when this happened. I was reading suboxone somewhere?
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You're not wrong. It has a weird floaty feeling and I seem to lose my appetite on it. Currently on 224 of them per month although I don't get through all that many - I still re-up just to keep good stocks at home, lol. You never know when your medicine cabinet is in need of emergency use. Waiting for another genicular nerve block as the old one is wearing off, so I'm trying to be cautious with overuse.
I managed to lose a good stone off my weight on my first batch of them. Not sure if that's the same for you, but I just don't feel like eating on them.
Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.
Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.
Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.
So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.
Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.
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Ive seen the pics of his legs
top 3 of disgusting things I have seen
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joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.
That was fucking horrible
Total helplessness and despair
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Ive seen the pics of his legs
top 3 of disgusting things I have seen
Hes like one of the beggars in Kenya who self harm so you give them money
I went in to buy bandages and medicine for a guy who had maggots in a wound in his leg
Chemist guy wouldnt sell me any because he said he would just do it again even if he got better
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It’s weird she would say something like this considering ESFitness already said he was in a different location with me hospitala where they don’t know his history….//
The Nurse reads GetBig & see his posts & knows what an Utter Twat he is.
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The Nurse reads GetBig & see his posts & knows what an Utter Twat he is.
He literally said this hospital doesn’t know his history……. Then the nurse is talking about his history.
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He literally said this hospital doesn’t know his history……. Then the nurse is talking about his history.
He tells so many lies & made up stories he can't remember what he has said
to whom. ::)
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What is going on with Hankins and the Mayor?!
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his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise
(https://i.ibb.co/GcJtCZF/unnamed.png)
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ya know, obviously ES and I do not like each other.
However, I was flipping through his IG (yes Eric you accepted me) and its really incredible how far he has fallen. This guy was doing well it seemed, good build (far better than me), great hair, nice vehicle (350z?), has a kid, and got lots of gals. Then he started putting all that bathtub brew garbage in his body and his IG became pic after pic of him getting cut open due to infections, on a respirator, just more and more of brutal health issues. Ya, sure I dont like him, but thats not the factor that says he is finished, he will have more infections, more hospital time, and never ever recover from all of it because his ego is too big and he "is always right". His mind is faded too from all the drugs, you can see it in his delusional and absent minded posts.
Again, Im not stating this from a hate side of things, this is just fact. If you are on his IG, go look for yourself and try and tell me different
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his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise
(https://i.ibb.co/GcJtCZF/unnamed.png)
Yates like back development......must be the sweet spot of peace!! :(
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Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.
Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.
Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.
So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.
Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.
I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.
I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"
Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?
I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.
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I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.
I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"
Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?
I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.
I have 200mg tabs so I have done one tab mostly, sometimes another half later in the day. Most high single dose 300mg, highest total daily dose 400mg. 2 or 300mg with Phenibut (contraindicated most likely) at 1500mg and 20 minutes later it's a new world. Lying in bed I can sort of feel the euphoric effects sort of starting from the feet going up, hard to explain. Then I have know taken 4-6 tabs a day even though I've warned about the seizure risk. I think I've been on the brink of SS, kind of started twitching and my vision was affected, even some close eye faint hallucinations. That time I had taken a Xanax too and a pull off a joint. No advice, just a true reply. I don't really feel wheezy or hard to breathe, it's more like the feeling of a hard set of legs where you might feel naus.eus. Like that took a lot of effort, I have to rest on my back.
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I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.
I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"
Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?
I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.
It doesn't have to be the tram, but it's coincided with these episodes many times. Maybe it's just the regular opioid sickness, I never thought of that actually LOL. But i get so weak sometimes and out of breath, like I said standing for longer than 10 seconds. I don't have anyone I would call to get me some supplies like milk sometimes when I need it. Too shameful, ( "I'm stressing them, I don't want to be a burden") Right now I feel better, probably gained like 20lbs in a few weeks.
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Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.
Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.
Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.
So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.
Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.
It sounds like something cardiac in nature, like some kind of arrhythmia. Possibly a postviral cardiomyopathy type thing, since this is after being sick w Covid as you mentioned.
How often do these episodes come on? At least once a week? Inquire with your cardiologist about some kind of longer term monitoring. Here, we call it a Holter monitor. It straps to your chest for a couple days or weeks so any infrequent, intermittent issues that may not come up in the clinic can be identified.
It sounds like you are unwell and I would seek a second opinion, possibly with a physician specializing in post-viral or PASC (post acute sequelae of Covid).
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I still don't really understand what happened. What are the reasons for getting swollen legs like that. What is it that needs to be drained? Pus? Or is it that the pressure can cause damage? Please, a real answer :D
What was Eric on opiate-wise if anything when this happened. I was reading suboxone somewhere?
No idea the cause.
I got scratched my cat back in June and the cat died call days later. So they initially thought my left leg swelling and lymph nodes being the size of golf balls was due to cat scratch fever/ cat scratch disease. And since then I've been dealing with like bilateral lymphedema or what I thought it was, and both my legs and my mostly like my left arm. My legs would swell up to the point where like my knees would barely bend.
The swollen actually goes back to probably 2019. Multiple trips to ER just to see what the swelling was about. I thought it may be AFib but that's been ruled out I guess. Aside from that they had no answers.
I'd been on no opiates except methadone for the past couple years.
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his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise
(https://i.ibb.co/GcJtCZF/unnamed.png)
Anyone can see the comments that coincide with the pics, which obviously say something like "back workout #2/3/4 after 2yr layoff"
I'm probably worse now. I was maybe 230 in those pics and I'm a good 264 now. Feel free to do your childish little comments. It's like you're obsessed with me. Making dozens of comments about me over 10-11pages with near zero replies from me, because that's what you're seeking.
Why? Your opinion means less that nothing to me. Do you understand what that means? It means you would have to do something extraordinary to even get to level where I'm indifferent to your opinion. But we're not even there. We're below there, and unless you want to spend the last years of your life acting like someone will 12-year-old girl on on the internet, spite you being 60 years old, I suggest you find a new hobby.
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Please dont make this thread about Hanky. He doesnt look very healthy.
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his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise
(https://i.ibb.co/GcJtCZF/unnamed.png)
Been battling with the love handles myself Eric. I feel your pain.
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Anyone can see the comments that coincide with the pics, which obviously say something like "back workout #2/3/4 after 2yr layoff"
I'm probably worse now. I was maybe 230 in those pics and I'm a good 264 now. Feel free to do your childish little comments. It's like you're obsessed with me. Making dozens of comments about me over 10-11pages with near zero replies from me, because that's what you're seeking.
Why? Your opinion means less that nothing to me. Do you understand what that means? It means you would have to do something extraordinary to even get to level where I'm indifferent to your opinion. But we're not even there. We're below there, and unless you want to spend the last years of your life acting like someone will 12-year-old girl on on the internet, spite you being 60 years old, I suggest you find a new hobby.
Eric
you can say anything, literally anything, and your life sucks substantially worse than anyone on this board
Ive seen the pics, Im on your IG. Your finished, your life is a disaster. Youre a failure. 100% youre on limited time
So keep on with the insults, cause in the end me, joswift and others are laughing at you and the downfall of your life
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Anyone can see the comments that coincide with the pics, which obviously say something like "back workout #2/3/4 after 2yr layoff"
I'm probably worse now. I was maybe 230 in those pics and I'm a good 264 now. Feel free to do your childish little comments. It's like you're obsessed with me. Making dozens of comments about me over 10-11pages with near zero replies from me, because that's what you're seeking.
Why? Your opinion means less that nothing to me. Do you understand what that means? It means you would have to do something extraordinary to even get to level where I'm indifferent to your opinion. But we're not even there. We're below there, and unless you want to spend the last years of your life acting like someone will 12-year-old girl on on the internet, spite you being 60 years old, I suggest you find a new hobby.
Can’t go wrong with a LA Fitness membership.
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WHO???
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I'm reading ES latest IG post with grotesque picture and all he does is blame everyone else, the nurses, the doctors, this hospital, the last hospitals. It's always everyone else's fault, no responsibility......what a life loser
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Those have got to be the nastiest most disgusting looking, painful looking wounds I`ve ever seen in my life,and I`ve seen a lot of raunchy shit in my day.
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Wes was the field medic when Genghis khans lads came calling!
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WHO???
Eric Scott
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It doesn't have to be the tram, but it's coincided with these episodes many times. Maybe it's just the regular opioid sickness, I never thought of that actually LOL. But i get so weak sometimes and out of breath, like I said standing for longer than 10 seconds. I don't have anyone I would call to get me some supplies like milk sometimes when I need it. Too shameful, ( "I'm stressing them, I don't want to be a burden") Right now I feel better, probably gained like 20lbs in a few weeks.
I've also had that feeling you mentioned in the other post of weird dream-like thoughts when my eyes are shut towards the end of the day if I've been on tramadol. It's kind of similar to what you're describing - like my thoughts let go into their own world rather than consciously leading them through, if that makes sense?
Thing is - I've never felt too overloaded/tired on it, although I've never done any gym or physical work too late in the day, so that might be why? I'm hoping that once the latest steroid shots go into the knee and start to work; I can take a break for 6-12 months. Things are a lot better now than this time last year, for sure.
Stay safe and if things get any stranger for you, I'd definitely look for alternatives.
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Wes was the field medic when Genghis khans lads came calling!
ha ha ha ha ha ha You bastid! ;D
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Eric Scott
I know, just messing about Kwon...
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Anyone can see the comments that coincide with the pics, which obviously say something like "back workout #2/3/4 after 2yr layoff"
I'm probably worse now. I was maybe 230 in those pics and I'm a good 264 now. Feel free to do your childish little comments. It's like you're obsessed with me. Making dozens of comments about me over 10-11pages with near zero replies from me, because that's what you're seeking.
Why? Your opinion means less that nothing to me. Do you understand what that means? It means you would have to do something extraordinary to even get to level where I'm indifferent to your opinion. But we're not even there. We're below there, and unless you want to spend the last years of your life acting like someone will 12-year-old girl on on the internet, spite you being 60 years old, I suggest you find a new hobby.
thanks for the long winded thought out response all the same ;)
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I'm reading ES latest IG post with grotesque picture and all he does is blame everyone else, the nurses, the doctors, this hospital, the last hospitals. It's always everyone else's fault, no responsibility......what a life loser
Brian and Eric separated at birth.
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Brian and Eric separated at birth.
its wild. What kind of mindset a person has to blame anyting bad that happens to them on other people---especially 11 thousand times like ESFitness. Apparently he is more intelligent than every single doctor and nurse in southern Californiaa
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Yea you can see pics on my IG.. ever removed the back straps off a deer?
Not deer, but I've helped take loin/tenderloin off animals, so I think I know what you mean - fucking ouch!
You're not wrong. It has a weird floaty feeling and I seem to lose my appetite on it. Currently on 224 of them per month although I don't get through all that many - I still re-up just to keep good stocks at home, lol. You never know when your medicine cabinet is in need of emergency use. Waiting for another genicular nerve block as the old one is wearing off, so I'm trying to be cautious with overuse.
I managed to lose a good stone off my weight on my first batch of them. Not sure if that's the same for you, but I just don't feel like eating on them.
I don't think I'd want to be on them all the time unless I was using them for legit reasons - because for fun you just want that first few hours, then let it fade away and get on with things. And never noticed an appetite change now I think of it. Hope your issue gets better BTW
I still don't really understand what happened. What are the reasons for getting swollen legs like that. What is it that needs to be drained? Pus? Or is it that the pressure can cause damage? Please, a real answer :D
No I'm still not clear, but I knew one guy who got really bad one time and he reckoned it was from scraping dirty knurled barbells up his shins somehow :-X
I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.
Yeh, I had the 'Jacob's Ladder' thing a couple of times too! ;D
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its wild. What kind of mindset a person has to blame anyting bad that happens to them on other people---especially 11 thousand times like ESFitness. Apparently he is more intelligent than every single doctor and nurse in southern Californiaa
Sounds like another GetBigger! ;D
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A wide range of personality disorders on display in this thread.
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No idea the cause.
I got scratched my cat back in June and the cat died call days later. So they initially thought my left leg swelling and lymph nodes being the size of golf balls was due to cat scratch fever/ cat scratch disease. And since then I've been dealing with like bilateral lymphedema or what I thought it was, and both my legs and my mostly like my left arm. My legs would swell up to the point where like my knees would barely bend.
The swollen actually goes back to probably 2019. Multiple trips to ER just to see what the swelling was about. I thought it may be AFib but that's been ruled out I guess. Aside from that they had no answers.
I'd been on no opiates except methadone for the past couple years.
cats and drug users dont mix
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Is he still alive? Let me know when he is dead.
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Is he still alive? Let me know when he is dead.
i should probably start typing a message to you now cause based on the pics, its days, maybe hours
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i should probably start typing a message to you now cause based on the pics, its days, maybe hours
Very sad. Hopefully he explained to his heirs how to get to his crypto investments.
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i should probably start typing a message to you now cause based on the pics, its days, maybe hours
What has he had done? Muscle was removed from his calves?
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What has he had done? Muscle was removed from his calves?
he either deleted his IG or blocked me lol
im not on there by name so he approved me long enough to save the pics. Others have seen the pics
I dont know how to describe it. Go from the inside of your foot halfway down, then cut a strip of skin 2 inches wide to roughly 4 inches below knee (estimate) peel that 2 inch strip of skin off (yes off) the leg, remove a bunch of disease from underneath, then wrap it up with gauze and saran wrap. Its level 100 gross, not his first trip down this road tho, his IG shows another like this from couple years ago
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he either deleted his IG or blocked me lol
im not on there by name so he approved me long enough to save the pics. Others have seen the pics
I dont know how to describe it. Go from the inside of your foot halfway down, then cut a strip of skin 2 inches wide to roughly 4 inches below knee (estimate) peel that 2 inch strip of skin off (yes off) the leg, remove a bunch of disease from underneath, then wrap it up with gauze and saran wrap. Its level 100 gross, not his first trip down this road tho, his IG shows another like this from couple years ago
Sad.This is his second time this has been done? Yikes.
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Sad.This is his second time this has been done? Yikes.
Dave,unless you have a cast iron stomach,you do not want to see them.........they are literally cringe worthy bro.
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he either deleted his IG or blocked me lol
im not on there by name so he approved me long enough to save the pics. Others have seen the pics
I dont know how to describe it. Go from the inside of your foot halfway down, then cut a strip of skin 2 inches wide to roughly 4 inches below knee (estimate) peel that 2 inch strip of skin off (yes off) the leg, remove a bunch of disease from underneath, then wrap it up with gauze and saran wrap. Its level 100 gross, not his first trip down this road tho, his IG shows another like this from couple years ago
There’s a pic like that from the 2017 thread I think.
Someone can grab that and put it here for reference.
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There’s a pic like that from the 2017 thread I think.
Someone can grab that and put it here for reference.
I have pics from now but dont need to get banned again lol
fuk i looked again ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its so disgusting
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he either deleted his IG or blocked me lol
im not on there by name so he approved me long enough to save the pics. Others have seen the pics
I dont know how to describe it. Go from the inside of your foot halfway down, then cut a strip of skin 2 inches wide to roughly 4 inches below knee (estimate) peel that 2 inch strip of skin off (yes off) the leg, remove a bunch of disease from underneath, then wrap it up with gauze and saran wrap. Its level 100 gross, not his first trip down this road tho, his IG shows another like this from couple years ago
Did the procedure from a couple years ago heal 100 %?
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Dave,unless you have a cast iron stomach,you do not want to see them.........they are literally cringe worthy bro.
Yeah I believe I am good. I don’t want to see them, I just wanted to know if I was understanding what I was reading.
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he either deleted his IG or blocked me lol
im not on there by name so he approved me long enough to save the pics. Others have seen the pics
I dont know how to describe it. Go from the inside of your foot halfway down, then cut a strip of skin 2 inches wide to roughly 4 inches below knee (estimate) peel that 2 inch strip of skin off (yes off) the leg, remove a bunch of disease from underneath, then wrap it up with gauze and saran wrap. Its level 100 gross, not his first trip down this road tho, his IG shows another like this from couple years ago
Maybe a treatment for something called compartment syndrome?
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It sounds like something cardiac in nature, like some kind of arrhythmia. Possibly a postviral cardiomyopathy type thing, since this is after being sick w Covid as you mentioned.
How often do these episodes come on? At least once a week? Inquire with your cardiologist about some kind of longer term monitoring. Here, we call it a Holter monitor. It straps to your chest for a couple days or weeks so any infrequent, intermittent issues that may not come up in the clinic can be identified.
It sounds like you are unwell and I would seek a second opinion, possibly with a physician specializing in post-viral or PASC (post acute sequelae of Covid).
Thanks, I really mean it I had the Halter monitor on early on after being discharged, showed nothing THEN. These episodes come on only intermettently. I've tried explaining it to my doc(s) and they say it's all in my head 'your EF is very close to normal, your BP is good, pulse is high (doesn't come down even with 300mg of metoprolol, 200mg is usually max dose), EKG is always fine. You are weak and unconditioned from lying on your couch for months." It seems tramadol definitely has something to do with at least some of the episodes but I don't hear this from anyone else who "dabbles." I also get shaky to the point of almost not being able to drink a cup of coffee with BOTH hands.
My brother just says, "man I saw you in that hospital bed (twice) for almost 4 weeks straight, with very high fever and cooling vest and windows open, that has to leave some permanent damage, cooked your brain" LOL.
I actually had a brain scan too while I was sedated but it looked fine.
I'm on metoprolol, candesartan and a few antidepressants. The docs don't want to hear the word "covid," the nurse blurted out something about "post-covid" and the doc didn't look happy. No comment on anything covid related by the docs. I've had 3 different cardiologists in a couple of years.
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I dont know Eric, but I know of his past from GetBig.
Do people out there actually pay for fitness coaching from a drug addict?
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No "disease" & no compartment syndrome.
It's listed as fasciitis. Not to be confused with necrotizing fasciitis (which is what my hip surgery was in 2017
There's talk about my "bathtub brews" (I have a lab ffs) causing abscesses
etc... I've never gotten an abscess from any of my own products, nor have the hundreds and hundreds of my clients.
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No idea the cause.
I got scratched my cat back in June and the cat died call days later. So they initially thought my left leg swelling and lymph nodes being the size of golf balls was due to cat scratch fever/ cat scratch disease. And since then I've been dealing with like bilateral lymphedema or what I thought it was, and both my legs and my mostly like my left arm. My legs would swell up to the point where like my knees would barely bend.
The swollen actually goes back to probably 2019. Multiple trips to ER just to see what the swelling was about. I thought it may be AFib but that's been ruled out I guess. Aside from that they had no answers.
I'd been on no opiates except methadone for the past couple years.
Forgot to say, thanks for the reply. I always get the feeling you are always in a fighting spirit type of mood despite everything. But it must be wearing.
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his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise
(https://i.ibb.co/GcJtCZF/unnamed.png)
The fuck he does
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I knew ESFitness and BHanks would click and connect!
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I knew ESFitness and BHanks would click and connect!
ITS ONNN :D :D
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Set it up!
Clash of the Titans!
Bhanks VS Eric Scott
Clegg can be Referee!
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Thanks, I really mean it I had the Halter monitor on early on after being discharged, showed nothing THEN. These episodes come on only intermettently. I've tried explaining it to my doc(s) and they say it's all in my head 'your EF is very close to normal, your BP is good, pulse is high (doesn't come down even with 300mg of metoprolol, 200mg is usually max dose), EKG is always fine. You are weak and unconditioned from lying on your couch for months." It seems tramadol definitely has something to do with at least some of the episodes but I don't hear this from anyone else who "dabbles." I also get shaky to the point of almost not being able to drink a cup of coffee with BOTH hands.
My brother just says, "man I saw you in that hospital bed (twice) for almost 4 weeks straight, with very high fever and cooling vest and windows open, that has to leave some permanent damage, cooked your brain" LOL.
I actually had a brain scan too while I was sedated but it looked fine.
I'm on metoprolol, candesartan and a few antidepressants. The docs don't want to hear the word "covid," the nurse blurted out something about "post-covid" and the doc didn't look happy. No comment on anything covid related by the docs. I've had 3 different cardiologists in a couple of years.
That’s tough. It’s going to be nearly impossible to diagnose something intermittent like that. Further tests or interventions are likely to cause more harm than help. Fortunately, metoprolol is an effective antiarrhythmia medication, and at that high of a dose your heart is very unlikely to fall into any sustained arrhythmias.
Post-ICU syndrome is a real and documented phenomenon. Someone who spent as much time as you in the ICU is practically guaranteed to have it to some degree.
Are you familiar with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome? In short, after standing up your blood vessels lose their muscle tone, causing a rapid decrease in blood pressure and a compensatory increase in heart rate. Typically associated with lightheadedness, dizziness, falls, nausea, etc. Notably, we have seen a documented increased incidence post Covid—although this is likely common to any viral infection. Something else to look into.
Consider keeping a record book of your episodes and the surrounding events: what happened, what you were doing before, what you had eaten or medications consumed, etc. Hopefully, over time you can identify patterns and possibly any precipitating or mitigating factors.
Beyond that, try to take care of your heart with lots of mild aerobic activity (eg: brisk walk) and maybe even meditation or breath work, something to reduce your baseline sympathetic nervous system activity. Anything to support and ease your body as it heals and recovers.
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That’s tough. It’s going to be nearly impossible to diagnose something intermittent like that. Further tests or interventions are likely to cause more harm than help. Fortunately, metoprolol is an effective antiarrhythmia medication, and at that high of a dose your heart is very unlikely to fall into any sustained arrhythmias.
Post-ICU syndrome is a real and documented phenomenon. Someone who spent as much time as you in the ICU is practically guaranteed to have it to some degree.
Are you familiar with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome? In short, after standing up your blood vessels lose their muscle tone, causing a rapid decrease in blood pressure and a compensatory increase in heart rate. Typically associated with lightheadedness, dizziness, falls, nausea, etc. Notably, we have seen a documented increased incidence post Covid—although this is likely common to any viral infection. Something else to look into.
Consider keeping a record book of your episodes and the surrounding events: what happened, what you were doing before, what you had eaten or medications consumed, etc. Hopefully, over time you can identify patterns and possibly any precipitating or mitigating factors.
Beyond that, try to take care of your heart with lots of mild aerobic activity (eg: brisk walk) and maybe even meditation or breath work, something to reduce your baseline sympathetic nervous system activity. Anything to support and ease your body as it heals and recovers.
That's been an issue for me since getting out of the hospital in 2017 with my hip.
Even lying here in the hospital bed about three times or four times a day My heart rate monitor and 02 sensor will go off red flashing with a heart rate that'll jump up to like 235, then down to 211-188 177 150 something 12 0 and 90 and back to 82. Same thing What happened when the whole health nurse would come and do dress and change on my hip she would do a blood pressure thing and a heart rate thing and all the sudden my blood pressure is like 230 over 120 with a heart rate 150 plus and she would send me to the ER where they would do absolutely nothing except having me wait for 8 hours.
Curious about this post-icu syndrome, since I was in the ICU my first 5 days in the hospital here in critical condition, and another 3days in the ICU back in Oct 22.
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The fuck he does
It's funny that that's the picture he chose to pick and post because it's pretty obvious and the comment section underneath the photo that states that that's my first workout after a 2-year layoff, with zero test during that time... the pic next to it says "workout 3 or 4 vs workout 1"
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It's funny that that's the picture he chose to pick and post because it's pretty obvious and the comment section underneath the photo that states that that's my first workout after a 2-year layoff, with zero test during that time... the pic next to it says "workout 3 or 4 vs workout 1"
fucks sake he still considering steroid use after all hes going through
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Not deer, but I've helped take loin/tenderloin off animals, so I think I know what you mean - fucking ouch!
I don't think I'd want to be on them all the time unless I was using them for legit reasons - because for fun you just want that first few hours, then let it fade away and get on with things. And never noticed an appetite change now I think of it. Hope your issue gets better BTW
No I'm still not clear, but I knew one guy who got really bad one time and he reckoned it was from scraping dirty knurled barbells up his shins somehow :-X
Yeh, I had the 'Jacob's Ladder' thing a couple of times too! ;D
Thx for the positive vibes. Yeah - it's a weird painkiller. Not something I hope I'll need to be on much longer, if all goes well. Strange how it hits ppl different - I love eating but on that stuff, I don't even drink much tea on it and I'm usually a 10 tea + 5 coffee a day kinda guy. Might use it for dieting down for summer next year hah
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That’s tough. It’s going to be nearly impossible to diagnose something intermittent like that. Further tests or interventions are likely to cause more harm than help. Fortunately, metoprolol is an effective antiarrhythmia medication, and at that high of a dose your heart is very unlikely to fall into any sustained arrhythmias.
Post-ICU syndrome is a real and documented phenomenon. Someone who spent as much time as you in the ICU is practically guaranteed to have it to some degree.
Are you familiar with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome? In short, after standing up your blood vessels lose their muscle tone, causing a rapid decrease in blood pressure and a compensatory increase in heart rate. Typically associated with lightheadedness, dizziness, falls, nausea, etc. Notably, we have seen a documented increased incidence post Covid—although this is likely common to any viral infection. Something else to look into.
Consider keeping a record book of your episodes and the surrounding events: what happened, what you were doing before, what you had eaten or medications consumed, etc. Hopefully, over time you can identify patterns and possibly any precipitating or mitigating factors.
Beyond that, try to take care of your heart with lots of mild aerobic activity (eg: brisk walk) and maybe even meditation or breath work, something to reduce your baseline sympathetic nervous system activity. Anything to support and ease your body as it heals and recovers.
Some really good advice you've given there. Especially about keeping a record/log of when these things happen and if there's a correlation between the food/meds. His situation sounds concerning, tbh. I'd be pretty weirded out if I started getting those symptoms, for sure.
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That’s tough. It’s going to be nearly impossible to diagnose something intermittent like that. Further tests or interventions are likely to cause more harm than help. Fortunately, metoprolol is an effective antiarrhythmia medication, and at that high of a dose your heart is very unlikely to fall into any sustained arrhythmias.
Post-ICU syndrome is a real and documented phenomenon. Someone who spent as much time as you in the ICU is practically guaranteed to have it to some degree.
Are you familiar with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome? In short, after standing up your blood vessels lose their muscle tone, causing a rapid decrease in blood pressure and a compensatory increase in heart rate. Typically associated with lightheadedness, dizziness, falls, nausea, etc. Notably, we have seen a documented increased incidence post Covid—although this is likely common to any viral infection. Something else to look into.
Consider keeping a record book of your episodes and the surrounding events: what happened, what you were doing before, what you had eaten or medications consumed, etc. Hopefully, over time you can identify patterns and possibly any precipitating or mitigating factors.
Beyond that, try to take care of your heart with lots of mild aerobic activity (eg: brisk walk) and maybe even meditation or breath work, something to reduce your baseline sympathetic nervous system activity. Anything to support and ease your body as it heals and recovers.
Stop abusing opioids
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fucks sake he still considering steroid use after all hes going through
under his name on the left side and under post count it says "I win" hahahahah if he considers himself winning at life Id hate to see what losing is.
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One thing I will say about doctors - the consultants live in their own little world. My brother is one that deals with anaesthesia. He either plays dumb about stuff or is genuinely clueless about anything else outside of his narrow discipline. My mother and father are quite ill and even they refuse to ask him for advice for anything. It's like talking to a brick wall. Surely they should be competent in overall knowledge and then really expert in a small field but NO - these guys might as well be you or me when it comes to anything outside of that field. Maybe because its been decades since having to do the resident/junior doctor stuff they don't need to brush up on it anymore, and the brain becomes foggy? I just don't get it.
So I do have sympathy for Eric as some hospital staff are probably quite unaware of various aspects of what his situation is. On the other hand, they look at his history and see problems in the past with medication use or history of whatever and they instantly jump to conclusions. He's in a tough situation.
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One thing I will say about doctors - the consultants live in their own little world. My brother is one that deals with anaesthesia. He either plays dumb about stuff or is genuinely clueless about anything else outside of his narrow discipline. My mother and father are quite ill and even they refuse to ask him for advice for anything. It's like talking to a brick wall. Surely they should be competent in overall knowledge and then really expert in a small field but NO - these guys might as well be you or me when it comes to anything outside of that field. Maybe because its been decades since having to do the resident/junior doctor stuff they don't need to brush up on it anymore, and the brain becomes foggy? I just don't get it.
So I do have sympathy for Eric as some hospital staff are probably quite unaware of various aspects of what his situation is. On the other hand, they look at his history and see problems in the past with medication use or history of whatever and they instantly jump to conclusions realise what hes up to. He's in a tough situation.
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LOL. Brutal comments from Joswift on this thread. lol
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dont forget its everyone elses fault but his
also remember this----ESFitness and hanky both have claimed to "read a lot of books" which makes them experts in multiple fields
"read a lot of books"
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dont forget its everyone elses fault but his
also remember this----ESFitness and hanky both have claimed to "read a lot of books" which makes them experts in multiple fields
"read a lot of books"
Explain yourself when you say I'm saying it's "everyone else's fault".
What exactly am I blaming on "everyone else".
You dumbfuk.
I've been training people for well over 20yrs and lucky enough to have a photographic/videographic memory so remember everything I read, hear, or see. Ive dated damn near exclusively nurses & doctors (and some medical assistants in between... The MA's Mostly while they we're students so I did their homework for them), so I've had 20yrs of textbooks in my bookcases.
Tell me what I'm incorrect about, with your vast knowledge of dog shit.
.....I'll wait.
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Explain yourself when you say I'm saying it's "everyone else's fault".
What exactly am I blaming on "everyone else".
You dumbfuk.
I've been training people for well over 20yrs and look enough to have a photographic/videographic memory so remember everything I read, hear, or see. Ive dated damn near exclusively nurses & doctors (and some medical assistants in between... The MA's Mostly while they we're students so I did their homework for them), so I've had 20yrs of textbooks in my bookcases.
Tell me what I'm incorrect about, with your vast knowledge of dog shit.
.....I'll wait.
hahhaha yes Eric you are so much smarter than everyone else, I mean my god, look where all that knowledge has gotten you. Weekly emergency room visits, disgusting infections, half the skin off your lower leg gone, no job, sponging off dad, in the hospital now for an extended time and absolutley dead within the next year. I love when you type out your delusional stories of how great and smart you are while you sit in constant pain and misery angry at the world. Youre a loser Eric, I laugh at you all the time, but hey, oh nos youre gonna come across the border and get me. HAHHAHHAHAH you couldnt make it to the bathroom in your hospital room. Do us all a favor and overdose you worthless junky
edit--hahhahhah photographic memory, dated nurses and doctors,....all you ever dated were Asian gals fresh off the boat who were too clued out to realize what a loser you are,.....until they realized it. AHAHAHHAHHA more please Eric more, this is pure gold
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hahhaha yes Eric you are so much smarter than everyone else, I mean my god, look where all that knowledge has gotten you. Weekly emergency room visits, disgusting infections, half the skin off your lower leg gone, no job, sponging off dad, in the hospital now for an extended time and absolutley dead within the next year. I love when you type out your delusional stories of how great and smart you are while you sit in constant pain and misery angry at the world. Youre a loser Eric, I laugh at you all the time, but hey, oh nos youre gonna come across the border and get me. HAHHAHHAHAH you couldnt make it to the bathroom in your hospital room. Do us all a favor and overdose you worthless junky
edit--hahhahhah photographic memory, dated nurses and doctors,....all you ever dated were Asian gals fresh off the boat who were too clued out to realize what a loser you are,.....until they realized it. AHAHAHHAHHA more please Eric more, this is pure gold
You're right about one thing, it won't be me going across that border.
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You're right about one thing, it won't be me going across that border.
hahhahha oh nos im super scared
stfu you delusional twat,...no dont shut up the laughs are too good
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did he die?
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did he die?
ill start checking the obits,........fingers crossed :D
edit: unlucky he is online right now
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Explain yourself when you say I'm saying it's "everyone else's fault".
What exactly am I blaming on "everyone else".
You dumbfuk.
I've been training people for well over 20yrs and lucky enough to have a photographic/videographic memory so remember everything I read, hear, or see. Ive dated damn near exclusively nurses & doctors (and some medical assistants in between... The MA's Mostly while they we're students so I did their homework for them), so I've had 20yrs of textbooks in my bookcases.
Tell me what I'm incorrect about, with your vast knowledge of dog shit.
.....I'll wait.
I doubt you have a photographic memory. For one, it’s extremely rare and two, less than 100 people actually have a true photographic memory. Just because you could remember a picture of what you ate in your head yesterday, it doesn’t mean you have a photographic memory.
Also, photographic memory has actually never been proven:
“Scientists have yet to prove that photographic memory exists. Some even explain that what people call eidetic memory may be related to other causes, including reconstructive memory. In other words, those with eidetic memory may receive the influence of different mental processes, such as attention, perception and motivation.”
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hahhahha oh nos im super scared
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BE AFWAAID....BE VAWY VAWY AFWAAAID !!
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BE AFWAAID....BE VAWY VAWY AFWAAAID !!
Fudd!!! How ya doing man? That fucking rabbit been leaving you alone?
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BE AFWAAID....BE VAWY VAWY AFWAAAID !!
;D LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! ;D
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I doubt you have a photographic memory. For one, it’s extremely rare and two, less than 100 people actually have a true photographic memory. Just because you could remember a picture of what you ate in your head yesterday, it doesn’t mean you have a photographic memory.
Also, photographic memory has actually never been proven:
“Scientists have yet to prove that photographic memory exists. Some even explain that what people call eidetic memory may be related to other causes, including reconstructive memory. In other words, those with eidetic memory may receive the influence of different mental processes, such as attention, perception and motivation.”
Scientists haven't proven a lot of stuff that obviously exists.
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Fudd!!! How ya doing man? That fucking rabbit been leaving you alone?
What`s up Marv my man? ;D
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I doubt you have a photographic memory. For one, it’s extremely rare and two, less than 100 people actually have a true photographic memory. Just because you could remember a picture of what you ate in your head yesterday, it doesn’t mean you have a photographic memory.
Also, photographic memory has actually never been proven:
“Scientists have yet to prove that photographic memory exists. Some even explain that what people call eidetic memory may be related to other causes, including reconstructive memory. In other words, those with eidetic memory may receive the influence of different mental processes, such as attention, perception and motivation.”
Saw a video of a high functioning savant (think Rainman with social skills)
They set up a chess board with pieces all over it , he looked at it for a few seconds, they took them all off and he put them all back in the right place almost immediatly
Thats pretty much a photographic memory
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Saw a video of a high functioning savant (think Rainman with social skills)
They set up a chess board with pieces all over it , he looked at it for a few seconds, they took them all off and he put them all back in the right place almost immediatly
Thats pretty much a photographic memory
Shit,I can do that in my sleep it`s child play for one such as I !!
I also taught myself Calculus in one night while drinking a six pack of beer,them I skied the Swiss Alps after existing solely on hot dogs for many years................... ...and I beat up an entire prep school on the daily,and for shits and giggles I posted a pic of my ass cheeks on the WWW in womens panties,plus as a child I was studied by NASA, and I am a lifetime member of Mensa even though I can`t ducking spell worth a shit.
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Saw a video of a high functioning savant (think Rainman with social skills)
They set up a chess board with pieces all over it , he looked at it for a few seconds, they took them all off and he put them all back in the right place almost immediatly
Thats pretty much a photographic memory
Which I doubt ESFITNESS has.
Or perhaps we are lucky enough to be graced by the presence of such a genius.
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You're right about one thing, it won't be me going across that border.
Wtf kind of pussy shit is this? You threaten him but not by your hands?
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You're right about one thing, it won't be me going across that border.
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Wtf kind of pussy shit is this? You threaten him but not by your hands?
hahhaha i know hey, what a gimp, wont face me in person
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Any updates? Has he survived?
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Wtf kind of pussy shit is this? You threaten him but not by your hands?
He can't leave hospital so he's sending a Hitman.
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He can't leave hospital so he's sending a Hitman.
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Is ESF dead yet?
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Is ESF dead yet?
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Why would you say that man? You don’t need to wish death on someone just because you may have differences.
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Why would you say that man? You don’t need to wish death on someone just because you may have differences.
so because you think that way everyone is supposed to?
you realize people have different brains, thoughts and mental health
standard selfish comment thinking everyone should think the same
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so because you think that way everyone is supposed to?
you realize people have different brains, thoughts and mental health
standard selfish comment thinking everyone should think the same
I agree, we all should think alike. The only time it’s okay to wish death on someone is never. People are inherently good and well meaning. World leaders are often misunderstood.
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Is that Bianca spewing out his feeble threats again.
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I agree, we all should think alike. The only time it’s okay to wish death on someone is never. People are inherently good and well meaning. World leaders are often misunderstood.
Dave is drunk this evening
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Great show. Still watch an episode every week.
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I agree, we all should think alike. The only time it’s okay to wish death on someone is never. People are inherently good and well meaning. World leaders are often misunderstood.
People are inherently evil, they work hard to be good
Go read "lord of the flies"
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People are inherently evil, they work hard to be good
Go read "lord of the flies"
There's people that are genuinely 'decent' even as kids. I'm not sure what happened to me: I wasn't one of them. :)
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There's people that are genuinely 'decent' even as kids. I'm not sure what happened to me: I wasn't one of them. :)
That's usually a mental illness :D
An example would be someone like Greta Thunberg.
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That's usually a mental illness :D
An example would be someone like Greta Thunberg.
Greta is the opposite of decent
Child of Agenda
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People are inherently evil, they work hard to be good
Go read "lord of the flies"
Lord of the flies is a great example of people being good at their core, those poor kids went through hell and still built a loving community.
Amazing true story as well.
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Greta is the opposite of decent
Child of Agenda
In her head she's trying to save everyone
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Lord of the flies is a great example of people being good at their core, those poor kids went through hell and still built a loving community.
Amazing true story as well.
only after discovering the dark side of themselves.
The most dangerous people are the ones who think they couldnt harm a fly.
Go watch someone get beheaded and your initial reaction is "I could never do that"
Now take some time thinking about situations where you could justify doing it, will take you no longer than 10 minutes to realise you could do it quite easily
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I doubt you have a photographic memory. For one, it’s extremely rare and two, less than 100 people actually have a true photographic memory. Just because you could remember a picture of what you ate in your head yesterday, it doesn’t mean you have a photographic memory.
Also, photographic memory has actually never been proven:
“Scientists have yet to prove that photographic memory exists. Some even explain that what people call eidetic memory may be related to other causes, including reconstructive memory. In other words, those with eidetic memory may receive the influence of different mental processes, such as attention, perception and motivation.”
I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
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I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
How are the legs doing? Still in hospital?
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I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
hey 80% skin boy, hows the mission of sending trained killers across the border after me coming? ::)
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I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
It doesn’t matter to him. He’s saying you can’t recall this information that you’re wrong.
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I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
Shame you dont remember your mistakes leading to your ER visits
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Shame you dont remember your mistakes leading to your ER visits
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Shame you dont remember your mistakes leading to your ER visits
ZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111 :D
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only after discovering the dark side of themselves.
The most dangerous people are the ones who think they couldnt harm a fly.
Go watch someone get beheaded and your initial reaction is "I could never do that"
Now take some time thinking about situations where you could justify doing it, will take you no longer than 10 minutes to realise you could do it quite easily
Yup.
I still believe however that there is "some good" in people. Im putting that in quotes since pure acts of altruism might only boil down to survival gains for genes on a collective scale. A misfiring "self-preservation mechanism" inherited from a time when we were all living in small groups.....and were likely all cousins....(Hamilton's rule of Kin selection.)
Richard Dawkins popularised and expanded on the idea in his book "The selfish gene."
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I don't know why my ability to recall something I read 3 decades prior, or how the weather was when I got gas when I was late for a meeting a week before Valentine's Day 2004, or how many times I wiped my ass this morning means so much to you and your friends.
Because you’re labeling this as a photographic memory and it does not meet requirements.
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Because you’re labeling this as a photographic memory and it does not meet requirements.
hey youre a psychiatrist or psychologist or something, am I right? I wanna run something past you
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Ok it is dec 7th and this was started Nov 6th whatever the fuck was wrong with him he should be out by now and blasting gear well on a way to a recomp. I mean seriously who stays in the hospital a month. Even if you are dying they get you out in a week.
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only after discovering the dark side of themselves.
The most dangerous people are the ones who think they couldnt harm a fly.
Go watch someone get beheaded and your initial reaction is "I could never do that"
Now take some time thinking about situations where you could justify doing it, will take you no longer than 10 minutes to realise you could do it quite easily
you write so much shite on here...are you on drugs? ::)
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Ok it is dec 7th and this was started Nov 6th whatever the fuck was wrong with him he should be out by now and blasting gear well on a way to a recomp. I mean seriously who stays in the hospital a month. Even if you are dying they get you out in a week.
I think he said at least 3-4 month hospital stay? I doubt they try to keep him there for no reason, him demanding to speak with the pain doc all the time haha. I didn't get to see the pics, kinda hope I did now. Not because of some morbid fantasies but I was curious how "serious" it looked.
When I was sent home from mere covid I was not self-functioning really, needed a lot of help. I remember when I got sent home and I picked up my drugs at their pharmacy it took all my power to actually fill the script as they had no chairs in this place. Then again I had begged to go home for days at that point, my anxiety was very high just lying there. Later I had some other problems (scratched my eyes) they didn't let anyone roam the halls due to covid. Just stay in your room and do what, stare at the walls? A gym friend said he had logged 2 years in the hospital the last several years (kidney transplant). Murderous anxiety and boredom I'm sure.
They did give me valium after the covid, kind of dulls you just enough so it's just tolerable.
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only after discovering the dark side of themselves.
The most dangerous people are the ones who think they couldnt harm a fly.
Go watch someone get beheaded and your initial reaction is "I could never do that"
Now take some time thinking about situations where you could justify doing it, will take you no longer than 10 minutes to realise you could do it quite easily
How very true - only have to look back at The Scamdemic & how many
folk were turning on the non vaccinated & non face nappy wearers
Just one step away from wanting them all Killed.
Some on here should read " Ordinary men" might make them a bit more
Intelligent & not post so much Crap.
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Ok it is dec 7th and this was started Nov 6th whatever the fuck was wrong with him he should be out by now and blasting gear well on a way to a recomp. I mean seriously who stays in the hospital a month. Even if you are dying they get you out in a week.
What do you know about blasting gear? I thought you only did TRT?
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What do you know about blasting gear? I thought you only did TRT?
I am not currently taking any wet compounds I have no aromatization. I am not bulking. Also not cutting not taking any stimulants or metabolism optimizers and never do. Just eating normal meals and training hard. I look my best when I do that. I have enough size I can take it slow I don't need to get sloppy.
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I am not currently taking any wet compounds I have no aromatization. I am not bulking. Also not cutting not taking any stimulants or metabolism optimizers and never do. Just eating normal meals and training hard. I look my best when I do that. I have enough size I can take it slow I don't need to get sloppy.
The talk about "wet" and "dry" compounds is a bit of a misunderstanding of what steroids do/can do. First of all estrogen is not the main reason for retaining water. Basically ALL anabolic steroids cause water retention, it's part of what they do, none of them are outright diuretics, correct me if I'm wrong. There is a word that may be useful when debating steroids and their effect on wetness or dryness and the word is MINERALCORTICOID.
I've know many people who were dry, "hardest in show," and they used NO type types of antiestrogens. And they used plenty of aromatizing gear. In fact for decades this was done successfully.
Did you know there are understood mechanisms of how something like tren or Halotestin can/will cause water retention/edema (mineralcorticoid related mechanism)? Halo has edema listed as a side effect as do most steroids.
Yea yes, I know usually tren will make you look harder generally but it's also the case, that in higher doses it can cause edema in the ankles for example. Personal experience, actually have it right now. I still remember Bob Chicherillo saying only an idiot would take any steroids the last 2 weeks before the show, as they ALL cause water retention. I think he's right and wrong. Wrong in that you actually maybe WANT water retention because that's a large part of how steroids cause "size" increases. Stop all roids and GH and insulin and and do diuretics and it can simply look like a deflated version of yourself, not even necessarily "harder."
To complicate matters even more, something like Nolvadex or Arimidex are known to cause edema sometimes all by themselves.
If someone knows this to be all wrong, I'd love to be corrected.
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The talk about "wet" and "dry" compounds is a bit of a misunderstanding of what steroids do/can do. First of all estrogen is not the main reason for retaining water. Basically ALL anabolic steroids cause water retention, it's part of what they do, none of them are outright diuretics, correct me if I'm wrong. There is a word that may be useful when debating steroids and their effect on wetness or dryness and the word is MINERALCORTICOID.
I've know many people who were dry, "hardest in show," and they used NO type types of antiestrogens. And they used plenty of aromatizing gear. In fact for decades this was done successfully.
Did you know there are understood mechanisms of how something like tren or Halotestin can/will cause water retention/edema (mineralcorticoid related mechanism)? Halo has edema listed as a side effect as do most steroids.
Yea yes, I know usually tren will make you look harder generally but it's also the case, that in higher doses it can cause edema in the ankles for example. Personal experience, actually have it right now. I still remember Bob Chicherillo saying only an idiot would take any steroids the last 2 weeks before the show, as they ALL cause water retention. I think he's right and wrong. Wrong in that you actually maybe WANT water retention because that's a large part of how steroids cause "size" increases. Stop all roids and GH and insulin and and do diuretics and it can simply look like a deflated version of yourself, not even necessarily "harder."
To complicate matters even more, something like Nolvadex or Arimidex are known to cause edema sometimes all by themselves.
If someone knows this to be all wrong, I'd love to be corrected.
dont waste your time, hes trying to get dj181 to post
dj is always talking about wet and dry compounds and hes just fishing
If dj181 responds he will just start attacking him.
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Date Registered:July 04, 2013, 06:12:59 PMLocal Time:December 13, 2023, 05:20:18 PMLast Active:December 06, 2023, 02:07:18 PM
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RIP?
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Date Registered:July 04, 2013, 06:12:59 PMLocal Time:December 13, 2023, 05:20:18 PMLast Active:December 06, 2023, 02:07:18 PM
I looked at that picture you sent me again last time when I checked my PM’s.
That picture was even worse than the old one he posted which was pretty shocking.
Death or amputation seem like possible places he was going.
Could have been opioid related too..
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Please pm me the pic.
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Date Registered:July 04, 2013, 06:12:59 PMLocal Time:December 13, 2023, 05:20:18 PMLast Active:December 06, 2023, 02:07:18 PM
It wasn’t how most guessed it would go down
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Is he update?
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Is he update?
Am he?
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You guys hurt his feelings. He will not come back.
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Is he update?
is him?
(https://scontent.fbma6-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t39.30808-6/411834794_234566959670421_840934268286387437_n.jpg?_nc_cat=1&ccb=1-7&_nc_sid=dd5e9f&_nc_ohc=kxtwPm1ZzswAX_YW-E9&_nc_ht=scontent.fbma6-1.fna&oh=00_AfBlbaNU-t7PPKE4G5qwXgexeJdHI0THu3R-WRyqUT58aw&oe=6585896B)
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is him?
(https://scontent.fbma6-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t39.30808-6/411834794_234566959670421_840934268286387437_n.jpg?_nc_cat=1&ccb=1-7&_nc_sid=dd5e9f&_nc_ohc=kxtwPm1ZzswAX_YW-E9&_nc_ht=scontent.fbma6-1.fna&oh=00_AfBlbaNU-t7PPKE4G5qwXgexeJdHI0THu3R-WRyqUT58aw&oe=6585896B)
(https://media.tenor.com/zwMzBu20iEwAAAAC/approval-nod-de-feo.gif)
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No logins since the 6th of December.
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Did Insulin Shock carb up with "mac 'n cheese" one last time before riding the big syringe to the sky?
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Is he deaded yet?
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No logins since the 6th of December.
That’s weird.
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Saved?
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For us?
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Maybe he got better but then got arrested and locked up again
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ES was around as of around late Christmas time, also no RIP posts, etc... under his real name. I will say he was looking less robust, but that's to be expected.
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I hope he didn't die. I enjoy his stories even if embellished. Him dying would be expected but would be a bummer, he's survived this long doing crazy shit.
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Hope he is well
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Whooooooooooooooooooo caressssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssss! Probably dealing heroin from his death bed, good riddance!
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I hope he didn't die. I enjoy his stories even if embellished. Him dying would be expected but would be a bummer, he's survived this long doing crazy shit.
Eventually you either get the elevator or the shaft
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He is following a few more people on Instagram the last 3 or 4 days (up from 624 to 633) so is "Alive" if still tbc on "Well"
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He hasn't posted on his Gym Rat account since about the same time too.
:D
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He hasn't posted on his Gym Rat account since about the same time too.
:D
I've chatted with Gym Rat recently on another board. LOL!
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I've chatted with Gym Rat recently on another board. LOL!
Hush! Let me tell this lie the way I want to.
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(https://64.media.tumblr.com/df082c96780efa90e7b2360feb006e24/f44809daa4a72297-e7/s1280x1920/480d980828f1b7d31a53d3d0f512e9ae93b6afe5.pnj)
Nice Bus
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Nice Bus
X2, instead of a usually mhechh reaction
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Hush! Let me tell this lie the way I want to.
Fuck. Sorry pal.
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He is following a few more people on Instagram the last 3 or 4 days (up from 624 to 633) so is "Alive" if still tbc on "Well"
The increase could be people he had already followed reactivating deleted accounts.
Also I've had accounts which I rarely logged in on and I'd find it was following random accounts that I hadn't followed. Wasn't cos of a hack either, just IG faking activity/following count.
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The increase could be people he had already followed reactivating deleted accounts.
Also I've had accounts which I rarely logged in on and I'd find it was following random accounts that I hadn't followed. Wasn't cos of a hack either, just IG faking activity/following count.
Ah yes that is possible as well
And as such any sign of the return of a getbig prodigal son remains elusive