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Title: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:20:34 PM
I have a good life, stress free etc. But, I'm genuinely tired of being a guy who talks online but doesn't show up. I've done that. I'm making a full on promise to be in Vegas for the Olympia. No bets or anything, I simply will be there. I'm inviting either hazbin, matt or El Pollo salmonello to come with. I think Matt will come, check your IG messages Matt. And don't ban me on here so we can bump this every so often until October. On Gazoos life, I will be in Vegas, and me saying that, you know I mean it
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 25, 2023, 10:26:37 PM
And you think this will give your life a meaning and purpose? If you have a restless mind you do not live a stress free life. There is no such thing as a stress free life. You will old, get a disease and die sooner than later if you don't change your ways.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:28:23 PM
And you think this will give your life a meaning and purpose? If you have a restless mind you do not live a stress free life. There is no such thing ss a stress free life. You will old, get a disease and die sooner than later if you don't change your ways.

I'm not after meaning and purpose, it will be fun. Newsflash yogi, because you see life one way doesn't mean it's the right way for others. Keep your spiritual meditation garbage to yourself

Oh, and I am old you toolbox...I'm completely fine if my day comes
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 25, 2023, 10:30:27 PM
It's a good place to die. Is that what you want of me Josh to release you from your misery and send you on your journey? I accept.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:32:10 PM
It's a good place to die. Is that what you want of me Josh to release you from your misery and send you on your journey? I accept.

Let's both shut up and just show up in Vegas ...no more reason for yapping. See you there. I'll bump this thread once in a while
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 25, 2023, 10:42:38 PM
Let's both shut up and just show up in Vegas ...no more reason for yapping. See you there. I'll bump this thread once in a while

You are just a tease trying to get me excited for nothing. You ain't showing up you are a pussy bitch.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:43:05 PM
You are just a tease trying to get me excited for nothing. You ain't showing up you are a pussy bitch.

Sounds good šŸ‘
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 25, 2023, 10:44:34 PM
Sounds good šŸ‘

Setup a Gofundme for bus fare since you don't have a car. I am sure your getbig brothren will fund a send Josh to the Olympia campaign.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:48:21 PM
Setup a Gofundme for bus fare since you don't have a car. I am sure your getbig brothren will fund a send Josh to the Olympia campaign.

Why are you still yapping? See you there
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BEEFCAKE on November 25, 2023, 10:49:03 PM
Setup a Gofundme for bus fare since you don't have a car. I am sure your getbig brothren will fund a send Josh to the Olympia campaign.

im going to show up and slap the ever living shit out of you, then im going to fuck your wife when im done
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 25, 2023, 10:49:58 PM
Why are you still yapping? See you there

Because I want to make sure you make it can we start a Gofundme to get you there? I mean since you lost your car and all. Do we need to pay coyotes to sneak you across the border? Are you willing to sleep in the Vegas tunnels upon arrival or will you be requiring a room as well?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 25, 2023, 10:52:42 PM
Because I want to make sure you make it can we start a Gofundme to get you there? I mean since you lost your car and all. Do we need to pay coyotes to sneak you across the border? Are you willing to sleep in the Vegas tunnels upon arrival or will you be requiring a room as well?

Ok šŸ‘
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 25, 2023, 10:54:58 PM
Ok šŸ‘

Can you were a Canadian hockey Jersey? I always imagined you in a hockey Jersey. I would like that very much.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 26, 2023, 12:15:31 AM
And you think this will give your life a meaning and purpose? If you have a restless mind you do not live a stress free life. There is no such thing as a stress free life. You will old, get a disease and die sooner than later if you don't change your ways.

He will already old.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 12:17:57 AM
I'm not after meaning and purpose, it will be fun. Newsflash yogi, because you see life one way doesn't mean it's the right way for others. Keep your spiritual meditation garbage to yourself

Oh, and I am old you toolbox...I'm completely fine if my day comes

Pathetic old man, life without spiritual development is a wasted life. SAD.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 12:21:22 AM
He will already old.

Haha old looser needs to think about going to Vegas in a year to find cheap excitement.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 02:47:18 AM
Pathetic old man, life without spiritual development is a wasted life. SAD.

Wow you're so spiritual and wonderful calling someone a pathetic old man...good for you To...you're awesome. I'm sure part of your beliefs include insulting people. Keep up the good work
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 02:48:46 AM
Haha old looser needs to think about going to Vegas in a year to find cheap excitement.

Loser, not looser, look into it
Very spiritual of you calling me a loser...so spiritual
Lol
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 26, 2023, 03:24:18 AM
Haha old looser needs to think about going to Vegas in a year to find cheap excitement.

How can you call someone and old loser?

We all get old.

Not very spiritual of you to berate someone who has had a hard life.

Instead of putting people down, raise them instead.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 04:19:32 AM
How can you call someone and old loser?

We all get old.

Not very spiritual of you to berate someone who has had a hard life.

Instead of putting people down, raise them instead.

Indeed we all do. Someone who has come to old age and calls meditation "garbage" has failed in securing real happiness in life. He titles his thread "I am sick of myself"...I can understand, therefore there is a way to find peace which is in not berating spirituality but going in to it, in ones own way. He may well have lived a hard life, and I have empathy for peoples suffering. I see all around me people living under a dark blanket of inner dis-ease, but when I try to help in a non evangelistic way I am myself berated. Sin city would be the last place I would wish to die. Out in nature under a big oak tree with the birds singing for me. I have been terribly angry lately, forgive me.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: oldtimer1 on November 26, 2023, 04:26:58 AM
How many accounts does Josh have?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 04:29:47 AM
^^^The same "old man" who broke a baseball bat while visualizing big mushroom Ro. I have a good memory.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 05:33:24 AM
^^^The same "old man" who broke a baseball bat while visualizing big mushroom Ro. I have a good memory.

So one person does a bad you do it back
Sooooo spiritual
What religion is that Ro?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 06:22:17 AM
this isnt brian posting in this thread
Way too educated
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Dalnet on November 26, 2023, 06:39:01 AM
Indeed we all do. Someone who has come to old age and calls meditation "garbage" has failed in securing real happiness in life. He titles his thread "I am sick of myself"...I can understand, therefore there is a way to find peace which is in not berating spirituality but going in to it, in ones own way. He may well have lived a hard life, and I have empathy for peoples suffering. I see all around me people living under a dark blanket of inner dis-ease, but when I try to help in a non evangelistic way I am myself berated. Sin city would be the last place I would wish to die. Out in nature under a big oak tree with the birds singing for me. I have been terribly angry lately, forgive me.


I'm finding that the older I'm getting, the more I realise how little I know. I'm reading up, slowly, on Heraclitus at the moment. It's getting increasingly difficult to memorise and bank things, too. I don't want to be old having been distracted by 'pop' music, television, glossy culture. It would be nice to expand an overall sense of knowledge from far better people that have come before me. It's so easy to load up twitter and get incensed at all the divide and conquer politics and evil overlords behind it all; but it's ultimately not going to help my psyche. Like the easy road. Finding it really hard to focus and take in actual literature and knowledge.

TLDR: I'm trying to better myself but it's so fucking hard mentally to grasp things sometimes. 
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Taffin on November 26, 2023, 06:47:13 AM
He will already old.

Haha old looser needs to think about going to Vegas in a year to find cheap excitement.

Old looser will old...

Wise words right there...


Indeed we all do. Someone who has come to old age and calls meditation "garbage" has failed in securing real happiness in life. He titles his thread "I am sick of myself"...I can understand, therefore there is a way to find peace which is in not berating spirituality but going in to it, in ones own way. He may well have lived a hard life, and I have empathy for peoples suffering. I see all around me people living under a dark blanket of inner dis-ease, but when I try to help in a non evangelistic way I am myself berated. Sin city would be the last place I would wish to die. Out in nature under a big oak tree with the birds singing for me. I have been terribly angry lately, forgive me.

Don't worry about it big fella - a lot of people have commented how adversarial this place has been the last few weeks - even more than before*


*Might be something to do with the 'Lunsford Lumps' spreading bad ju-ju



Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Dalnet on November 26, 2023, 06:49:55 AM

*Might be something to do with the 'Lunsford Lumps' spreading bad ju-ju

Agreed. There's something in the air since that atrocious showing. They must have popped and billions of spores have flooded the atmosphere around the World.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Taffin on November 26, 2023, 06:50:20 AM

I'm finding that the older I'm getting, the more I realise how little I know. I'm reading up, slowly, on Heraclitus at the moment. It's getting increasingly difficult to memorise and bank things, too. I don't want to be old having been distracted by 'pop' music, television, glossy culture. It would be nice to expand an overall sense of knowledge from far better people that have come before me. It's so easy to load up twitter and get incensed at all the divide and conquer politics and evil overlords behind it all; but it's ultimately not going to help my psyche. Like the easy road. Finding it really hard to focus and take in actual literature and knowledge.

TLDR: I'm trying to better myself but it's so fucking hard mentally to grasp things sometimes.

Don't feel so bad, I've taken four - four! fucken attempts to finish Meditations (the Marcus Aurelius kind, not the Zen kind) in the last 12 months - just can't get through the thing.  Guess I must be stoic enough already - time to move on to some Neitzsche and embrace my true nihilism! ;D
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Dalnet on November 26, 2023, 06:55:25 AM
Don't feel so bad, I've taken four - four! fucken attempts to finish Meditations (the Marcus Aurelius kind, not the Zen kind) in the last 12 months - just can't get through the thing.  Guess I must be stoic enough already - time to move on to some Neitzsche! ;D

Thx. It's not often people will admit trouble with grasping things like that. I'm definitely feeling dejected when I try to get a handle on these 'epics'. I've not read Meditations, but have obviously heard of Marcus Aurelius. This is what I mean: it's only the last few years I'm waking up to really needing to grasp these things, because time is running out, in a sense. Will bookmark your recommendation. Good to know I'm not the only one.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BBSSchlemiel on November 26, 2023, 06:56:05 AM
I went to the O once to see my friend compete. Visiting the expo made me want to go home.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 07:26:17 AM
So one person does a bad you do it back
Sooooo spiritual
What religion is that Ro?

Tough love, an eye for a soul.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 07:29:18 AM

I'm finding that the older I'm getting, the more I realise how little I know. I'm reading up, slowly, on Heraclitus at the moment. It's getting increasingly difficult to memorise and bank things, too. I don't want to be old having been distracted by 'pop' music, television, glossy culture. It would be nice to expand an overall sense of knowledge from far better people that have come before me. It's so easy to load up twitter and get incensed at all the divide and conquer politics and evil overlords behind it all; but it's ultimately not going to help my psyche. Like the easy road. Finding it really hard to focus and take in actual literature and knowledge.

TLDR: I'm trying to better myself but it's so fucking hard mentally to grasp things sometimes.

It is good to know less in a certain sense and BE more. Nature is at peace outside the anthropocentric drama and madness.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 26, 2023, 09:56:04 AM
OLD LOOSER WILL OLD
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 10:06:44 AM
OLD LOOSER WILL OLD

I will I will  :D
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 26, 2023, 10:17:22 AM
Indeed we all do. Someone who has come to old age and calls meditation "garbage" has failed in securing real happiness in life. He titles his thread "I am sick of myself"...I can understand, therefore there is a way to find peace which is in not berating spirituality but going in to it, in ones own way. He may well have lived a hard life, and I have empathy for peoples suffering. I see all around me people living under a dark blanket of inner dis-ease, but when I try to help in a non evangelistic way I am myself berated. Sin city would be the last place I would wish to die. Out in nature under a big oak tree with the birds singing for me. I have been terribly angry lately, forgive me.


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Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 26, 2023, 10:20:04 AM
It is good to know less in a certain sense and BE more. Nature is at peace outside the anthropocentric drama and madness.

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Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Irongrip400 on November 26, 2023, 10:39:02 AM
Thx. It's not often people will admit trouble with grasping things like that. I'm definitely feeling dejected when I try to get a handle on these 'epics'. I've not read Meditations, but have obviously heard of Marcus Aurelius. This is what I mean: it's only the last few years I'm waking up to really needing to grasp these things, because time is running out, in a sense. Will bookmark your recommendation. Good to know I'm not the only one.


It’s harder to understand because people were more intelligent even in the not so distant past. Have you ever read ā€œCommon Senseā€ or any of the books by the American Founding Fathers? It’s very impressive how smart they were. We just don’t talk like that anymore, I suppose because it isn’t needed because like you say, we get information so quick and dumbed down now we don’t need to be as smart.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: wes on November 26, 2023, 10:41:55 AM
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Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 26, 2023, 10:46:25 AM

It’s harder to understand because people were more intelligent even in the not so distant past. Have you ever read ā€œCommon Senseā€ or any of the books by the American Founding Fathers? It’s very impressive how smart they were. We just don’t talk like that anymore, I suppose because it isn’t needed because like you say, we get information so quick and dumbed down now we don’t need to be as smart.

Average people in those days couldn't even read.

The Founding Fathers were the elites of society, highly educated and in most cases wealthy and privileged.

Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: wes on November 26, 2023, 11:11:38 AM
Average people in those days couldn't even read.

The Founding Fathers were the elites of society, highly educated and in most cases wealthy and privileged.
Powdered Wigs Of Peace
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Raymondo on November 26, 2023, 11:42:36 AM
Indeed we all do. Someone who has come to old age and calls meditation "garbage" has failed in securing real happiness in life. He titles his thread "I am sick of myself"...I can understand, therefore there is a way to find peace which is in not berating spirituality but going in to it, in ones own way. He may well have lived a hard life, and I have empathy for peoples suffering. I see all around me people living under a dark blanket of inner dis-ease, but when I try to help in a non evangelistic way I am myself berated. Sin city would be the last place I would wish to die. Out in nature under a big oak tree with the birds singing for me. I have been terribly angry lately, forgive me.

Something to do with that Ukrainian lady?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Taffin on November 26, 2023, 01:36:03 PM
Thx. It's not often people will admit trouble with grasping things like that. I'm definitely feeling dejected when I try to get a handle on these 'epics'. I've not read Meditations, but have obviously heard of Marcus Aurelius. This is what I mean: it's only the last few years I'm waking up to really needing to grasp these things, because time is running out, in a sense. Will bookmark your recommendation. Good to know I'm not the only one.

If you think that's bad, it took me seven - your read that right - seven(!) attempts over 3 years to read 'A La Recherche La Temps Perdu' - just the first part (Swann's Way).  Finally finished it having gained insight into not very much.  You want to know why?  The translation I struggled through (Moncrieff 1922) had excised all the juicy interaction between the main protagonist (Swann) and his 'fallen woman' girlfriend - essentially gutting the thing...

After that I realised that not all the classics were 'classic'

But if you want something accessible - and very brief - about values and principles that is still relevant today give Candide (Voltaire) try.  Stands up really well, and I love calling people at work 'Panglossian' and watching them thing WTF!  ;D

BW
Taf
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 01:46:49 PM
If you think that's bad, it took me seven - your read that right - seven(!) attempts over 3 years to read 'A La Recherche La Temps Perdu' - just the first part (Swann's Way).  Finally finished it having gained insight into not very much.  You want to know why?  The translation I struggled through (Moncrieff 1922) had excised all the juicy interaction between the main protagonist (Swann) and his 'fallen woman' girlfriend - essentially gutting the thing...

After that I realised that not all the classics were 'classic'

But if you want something accessible - and very brief - about values and principles that is still relevant today give Candide (Voltaire) try.  Stands up really well, and I love calling people at work 'Panglossian' and watching them thing WTF!  ;D

BW
Taf

Try "the book of disquiet" by Fernando Pessoa

"A true perfectionist would never attempt anything because he knows he would always end up failing"

Some great lines in it
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 01:56:51 PM
Something to do with that Ukrainian lady?

You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 01:58:50 PM
You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.

we are all exactly the same, she just doesnt hide hers
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Taffin on November 26, 2023, 01:59:45 PM
Try "the book of disquiet" by Fernando Pessoa

"A true perfectionist would never attempt anything because he knows he would always end up failing"

Some great lines in it

Wow - some strong reviews on Amazon -

Why had I never heard of this book before? The authors insights and observations are many, and often thought provoking gems. It's not a novel. More a window into the mind of a very interesting and deep thinker. 2 pages gives me a days worth of ruminatory fuel. It is remarkable.

Thanks for the tip, I'll pick up a copy and see how I get on  8)
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 02:00:48 PM
Wow - some strong reviews on Amazon -

Why had I never heard of this book before? The authors insights and observations are many, and often thought provoking gems. It's not a novel. More a window into the mind of a very interesting and deep thinker. 2 pages gives me a days worth of ruminatory fuel. It is remarkable.

Thanks for the tip, I'll pick up a copy and see how I get on  8)

it will make you feel better about yourself.  ;)
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 02:02:04 PM
we are all exactly the same, she just doesnt hide hers

no, just no. No,no no, no fucking way no matter how tired or any other excuse under the sun would I behave as she behaves towards me. Your wrong. "I am not the type of person who gives emotional comfort to someone whose father is dying" she has basically said this to me. "Dont involve me in this bullshit"...yeah I have said enough.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 02:03:01 PM
no, just no. No,no no, no fucking way no matter how tired or any other excuse under the sun would I behave as she behaves towards me. Your wrong. "I am not the type of person who gives emotional comfort to someone whose father is dying" she has basically said this to me. "Dont involve me in this bullshit"...yeah I have said enough.

Bit harsh, theres a girl in tune with her shadow.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Raymondo on November 26, 2023, 02:04:23 PM
You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.

Mate I told you months ago that girl is nuts.

Give her her fucking marching orders, there are a thousand beautiful, stable, kind-hearted women out there who would die to meet a man like you.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 02:07:26 PM
Bit harsh, theres a girl in tune with her shadow.

the dam thing possesses her. I called her when she was finishing at work to ask if she wanted to watch the Christmas tree lighting with me. She went ballistic.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: joswift on November 26, 2023, 02:09:36 PM
the dam thing possesses her. I called her when she was finishing at work to ask if she wanted to watch the Christmas tree lighting with me. She went ballistic.
Tell her its over (from a safe distance)
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 02:12:02 PM
the dam thing possesses her. I called her when she was finishing at work to ask if she wanted to watch the Christmas tree lighting with me. She went ballistic.

it pleases me to know you are with a nutjob,...maybe if Im lucky she will stab you up
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: wes on November 26, 2023, 02:14:12 PM
Trying to find inner peace is a never ending task as life always brings about constant changes.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Schadenfreude on November 26, 2023, 02:14:17 PM
Don't be too hard on yourself. You can adopt an orphan if you want to make up for all your wrongdoings.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 26, 2023, 02:18:40 PM
You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.

She sounds batshit crazy.

Save yourself.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 02:21:41 PM
it pleases me to know you are with a nutjob,...maybe if Im lucky she will stab you up

keyboard warrior...too afraid to get on a plane.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 02:24:26 PM
keyboard warrior...too afraid to get on a plane.

yup guess so, coming to Vegas?

my fav thing about Ro is he plays this joe spiritual guy, and in reality he seethes with anger and is about as phony as it gets. I wouldnt say boo to the guy if he was for real, but hes so fake I have to laugh

if he was in touch with his spiritual side or whatever its called he wouldnt say a word to me and id shut up cause i know he is legit
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 26, 2023, 02:33:01 PM
yup guess so, coming to Vegas?

my fav thing about Ro is he plays this joe spiritual guy, and in reality he seethes with anger and is about as phony as it gets. I wouldnt say boo to the guy if he was for real, but hes so fake I have to laugh

if he was in touch with his spiritual side or whatever its called he wouldnt say a word to me and id shut up cause i know he is legit

You are making it out that to be spiritual one has to be beta in relation to your alpha, one has to be non violent in response to your violence. I trigger your immature soul and I make your blood boil. Calm down old man you will give yourself a heart attack.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 26, 2023, 02:36:17 PM
You are making it out that to be spiritual one has to be beta in relation to your alpha, one has to be non violent in response to your violence. I trigger your immature soul and I make your blood boil. Calm down old man you will give yourself a heart attack.

listen, Nancy, you read me all wrong. I dont get angry at all, I just generally laugh at how phony you are. Who cares, i laugh, you laugh, blah blah keyboard warriors,....who cares. Not much makes my blood boil anymore, and going to Vegas isnt a blood boiling thing, its also a laugh thing too cause the whole board knows the result there,.....and I get to play some NL 2-7 Single Draw at the casinos which isnt available in Canada

move on Ro, we are boring each other
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: mops on November 26, 2023, 04:01:55 PM
You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.

I tried to warn you, and lay it down for you.
You refused to listen.

(I'm sincerely sorry for you dad.)
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Irongrip400 on November 26, 2023, 05:25:07 PM
You guessed it. While my mind should be focused on my dying father and feeling emotions connected with that it has been fixating on her atrocious unconsciousness. How in the same woman can there be such sweetness and love and well the total opposite to put it kindly.


What the fuck. You’re not still with this woman are you?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 26, 2023, 06:11:58 PM
BigRo,
Post some pics of your girlfriend so we can further advise you.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BEEFCAKE on November 26, 2023, 06:28:56 PM
BigRo,
Post some pics of your girlfriend so we can further advise you.

ukrainian women have the biggest vaginas on the planet
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Raymondo on November 27, 2023, 12:32:26 AM
no, just no. No,no no, no fucking way no matter how tired or any other excuse under the sun would I behave as she behaves towards me. Your wrong. "I am not the type of person who gives emotional comfort to someone whose father is dying" she has basically said this to me. "Dont involve me in this bullshit"...yeah I have said enough.

This is the reddest of red lines although I give her some points for making her position clear. If you still text her after she's said this it's like you give her permission to use you as a doormat which I suspect is already happening.

Block her number and all her socials and focus on some other girl. Your mental health depends on it. She doesn't care about you. You deserve better - most do.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: illuminati on November 27, 2023, 07:57:18 AM
no, just no. No,no no, no fucking way no matter how tired or any other excuse under the sun would I behave as she behaves towards me. Your wrong. "I am not the type of person who gives emotional comfort to someone whose father is dying" she has basically said this to me. "Dont involve me in this bullshit"...yeah I have said enough.


Ro - that's sad to read, I can only hope you do what's best for you.
FFS it's your father & she doesn't care !!

It's your relationship with her & we're all different - saying that you're
a decent man & seriously deserve much better from a partner in life.

All the best.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 27, 2023, 10:02:07 AM
no, just no. No,no no, no fucking way no matter how tired or any other excuse under the sun would I behave as she behaves towards me. Your wrong. "I am not the type of person who gives emotional comfort to someone whose father is dying" she has basically said this to me. "Dont involve me in this bullshit"...yeah I have said enough.

Doesn't sound like a woman that is going to support her man and stay behind you for years to come

Very egoistic and no empathy.

She is only with you when it benefits her
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Darren Avey on November 27, 2023, 10:29:17 AM
Those of you talking about fighting this guy.
Do you have any idea how dangerous guys with that mentally are?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 10:46:43 AM
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Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: AbrahamG on November 27, 2023, 11:04:31 AM
A Ukranian cunt or your father? That there is even a consideration renders you the biggest cuck on the board.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 27, 2023, 11:07:55 AM
Those of you talking about fighting this guy.
Do you have any idea how dangerous guys with that mentally are?

I do which is why I will end him on sight. He is mentally unstable and has threatened my sons life and my wife even my extended family. I will protect my own. There is only one thing to do with a sick dog.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 11:13:00 AM
I do which is why I will end him on sight. He is mentally unstable and has threatened my sons life and my wife even my extended family. I will protect my own. There is only one thing to do with a sick dog.

Just stop it, Bhanky.

You won't do sh*t..
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: bhank on November 27, 2023, 11:15:38 AM
Just stop it, Bhanky.

You won't do sh*t..

If I see Josh I will put him in the ground fair warning
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: illuminati on November 27, 2023, 11:18:37 AM
If I see Josh I will put him in the ground fair warning

Bianca - You would struggle put crop seeds in the ground
Forget about Josh he's well out of your league
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 11:18:56 AM
Hotter than Dutch love, BigRo.

However, you have to step up and show her who is boss so she respects you.

Her attitude regarding your father is really bad.

Buying her flowers and gifts?  She is not worthy of that.

Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 11:20:28 AM
If I see Josh I will put him in the ground fair warning

Oh bullsh*t.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 11:23:58 AM
Hotter than Dutch love, BigRo.

However, you have to step up and show her who is boss so she respects you.

Her attitude regarding your father is really bad.

Buying her flowers and gifts?  She is not worthy of that.

I always stand up for myself and make it clear when she is being horrible. If I walked away from her now then I would walk away from competitive bodybuilding and not perform and win in my father's honour next year.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 11:27:51 AM
I always stand up for myself and make it clear when she is being horrible. If I walked away from her now then I would walk away from competitive bodybuilding and not perform and win in my father's honour next year.

 ???
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: illuminati on November 27, 2023, 11:28:29 AM
I always stand up for myself and make it clear when she is being horrible. If I walked away from her now then I would walk away from competitive bodybuilding and not perform and win in my father's honour next year.

Why would that stop you from Competing ?
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 27, 2023, 11:35:17 AM
Thanks for the support gents.

I know her best. Her mother told her "you can only succeed in making a man angry"

Tomorrow we go on a day trip to train legs, do sauna, jacuzzi, eat etc. It was her birthday and she was mad I missed it by a day (even though I bought flowers and a present before going to see my father) Her own father was an alcoholic who committed suicide when she was a girl.

I will only keep these photos up for a few hours. Please be respectful:)

(https://64.media.tumblr.com/e5b399bd019c25add5efeeeb3125eef9/8bce6f3272649d5f-bd/s1280x1920/8f03e3dcfe27ee31004b354c8eb880dc99d56319.jpg)

Good looking hunk on the left there! (No Homo)

Just leave her and get a new one

She disrespected your father and it will only get worse

Get someone who wants what's best for you and not just for herself
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 11:37:46 AM
Because I would not feel like being amped up in that way, I would go yogi mode to get peace of mind, a stable balanced inner condition, I live from my heart I am not just a cock. Josh talks shit saying I am fake when I bare my soul for getbig.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BEEFCAKE on November 27, 2023, 12:06:05 PM
Thanks for the support gents.

I know her best. Her mother told her "you can only succeed in making a man angry"

Tomorrow we go on a day trip to train legs, do sauna, jacuzzi, eat etc. It was her birthday and she was mad I missed it by a day (even though I bought flowers and a present before going to see my father) Her own father was an alcoholic who committed suicide when she was a girl.

I will only keep these photos up for a few hours. Please be respectful:)
its not a good idea to fall in love with a gypsy cum dump
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 12:06:09 PM
Because I would not feel like being amped up in that way, I would go yogi mode to get peace of mind, a stable balanced inner condition, I live from my heart I am not just a cock. Josh talks shit saying I am fake when I bare my soul for getbig.

you do bare your soul, and I am completely in the wrong trash talking you
I sincerely apologize, and I am genuinely sorry for the loss of your dad
You wont hear me  say a bad word to you again. Guaranteed
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 12:07:35 PM
If I see Josh I will put him in the ground fair warning

just be in Vegas
not sure why you keep yapping, pointless,...just follow up your words in Vegas
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 12:13:30 PM
its not a good idea to fall in love with a gypsy cum dump

She had been faithful to me as I have been to her for over a year now. It was along time ago falling in love. Time to rise and not fall.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 12:14:24 PM
just be in Vegas
not sure why you keep yapping, pointless,...just follow up your words in Vegas

Maybe I will be there.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BEEFCAKE on November 27, 2023, 12:20:24 PM
She had been faithful to me as I have been to her for over a year now. It was along time ago falling in love. Time to rise and not fall.

she looks like shes an absolute whore in bed
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 12:22:43 PM
Maybe I will be there.

well I sincerely apologize  to you but if you are there and insist on throwing hands, im all for it
Ive seen you work the heavy bag, I have no concerns
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 12:25:55 PM
well I sincerely apologize  to you but if you are there and insist on throwing hands, im all for it
Ive seen you work the heavy bag, I have no concerns

Haha, I meant as a friend hot head. I have no fear of you.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Kwon on November 27, 2023, 12:43:40 PM
I want to see Josh and Ro become friends

Just like Eddie Murphy and Nick Nolte in 24 hours
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 12:54:54 PM
Anyone who shows up in Vegas please be careful around Bhanky.
He is a wrecking machine and will toss you on your head if he catches you on a soft and giving surface.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 01:11:31 PM
Haha, I meant as a friend hot head. I have no fear of you.

I dont want fear in our vocabulary---io verstepped with you and would buy you the beverage of your choice in person
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: Taffin on November 27, 2023, 01:15:51 PM
Are there any bushes in Vegas?  Asking for a friend...
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 01:19:02 PM
couple things about Vegas
My buddy who staked me in poker for years and has been to Vegas a jillion times is coming, he gets all those perks and free rooms and shit so itll work out well for me

any bets if hanky shows up, which he wont, he brings a weapon of some type cause he realizes he is way in over his head-----or hey maybe he isnt, maybe he beats me to a pulp and staples me to a cactus
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BigRo on November 27, 2023, 01:19:46 PM
I dont want fear in our vocabulary---io verstepped with you and would buy you the beverage of your choice in person

great, I think there should be a gathering of the clans.
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: FitnessFrenzy on November 27, 2023, 01:19:57 PM
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Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 01:20:46 PM
great, I think there should be a gathering of the clans.

Ive been talking with a few of the boys via pm, there will be some there, Im sure it will grow over time
I think Rambone was there this year, maybe he can come again....speak on this bone
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: BEEFCAKE on November 27, 2023, 01:51:17 PM
If I see Josh I will put him in the ground fair warning
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: IroNat on November 27, 2023, 02:02:05 PM
(https://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=689631.0;attach=1476276;image)

(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/e4/54/ff/e454ff68118184754584263c8cdcbd3e--first-crush-saturday-morning.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm Sick of Myself
Post by: unreasonablereasons on November 27, 2023, 02:03:03 PM
(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/e4/54/ff/e454ff68118184754584263c8cdcbd3e--first-crush-saturday-morning.jpg)

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