ive been back in the gym since mid may..after a two month lay off.
i am not sure about competing. if i was going to, i would definitely want to wait a while so i look better dieted down.
i use to think i wanted to compete in the ifbb...which, obviously; is a llittle bit cocky too thinlk i could go pro; but not only the realisation that very few have the genetics(mainly...genetics to respond to steroids) have dissuaded me from that goal, but also; i would like to keep my body in the muscular realm of "sexy"..as to say, that i lift to be attractive without a shirt on, to have confidence in my body....and being as big as an ifbb competitor; is not sexy, at all. even the "physique" competitors, like dugdale, look much too big