Until you prove yourself and post a pic or reveal who you are, your a coward and basically useless to this board.......does this help?
Thought so.........now go away little man, your mommy is calling you for dinner....go, shew, go away!
lol.
listen drama- queen...
prove myself? to who- you?
lol
your the 50 year old version of the leafy bug- a guy who wishes he was something he is not and is never going to be.
it's your own attitude that is your undoing. most people competing get encouragement ( see alex a for example) . all you get is critisism and flamed.
stop and realise it has to do with the way you conduct yourself, and not because the whole world is out to get you.
if you didnt come off like the asshole on here that im sure you are in real life, people would probably care about how your prep is going.
hope this helps.