Have you even competed yet? its August and you were S-pose to have turned pro by now remember? Yeah i have a lot of extra weight but I am still learning the diet game all while putting on muscle and having fun.
Haven't stepped on a stage and it was never my goal to turn pro. When I was younger I really wanted to go on stage one day but never had the intention to become a pro bodybuilder as it is just not a route I'd like to go. There's no money in pro bodybuilding, health risks and even with all the steroids in the world I could never become a good pro. I love bodybuilding for a few reasons but there's a lot going wrong with it nowadays and that makes me doubt if it is really worth stepping on stage anymore. I just enjoy lifting heavy , dieting and being in great shape.
I have put a lot more effort and discipline into my training and diet than you and it shows - there is no achievment behind what you're doing. Anybody could step on stage looking like that, it's nothing to be proud of. Some people just don't have a sense of shame...