The 1st time I got checked out, it makes you think alot about what you've been upto and the consequences( especially as it used to take over a week before you went back in to find out) when I hear of young seemingly healthy people killing them selves and it does make you think
I think the best you could hope for is to meet a girl who is positive too, on a more sombre note, if you'd been cheeting and passed it onto your wife/gf ...that would be hard to live with
if i tested hiv positive,...meh, then I'd die. I didnt expect to see 35 and Im at 50,....Im in bonus time as it is