What exactly are you talking about here?
In other threads you're talking about wanting to be dead but here you're saying you fear for your health because you think you're going to be a statistical anomaly?
Matt you should see a therapist. I'm concerned for your mental well being.
Close, Dave:
I don't want to be dead - I don't want to EXIST AT ALL.
I sure AF, as far as I am aware, never asked to exist.
Even on my best days - I just question what the point is. Though I've been feeling much less that way lately. keanu said, life is what you make of it. I agree.
I don't follow the atheist fairy tale of death being nonexistence. There is absolutely no way to measure that one way or another.
My preference would be to NOT EXIST.
Not die. Death could be nonexistence, or it could be vastly worse. Or...I guess, it could even be better. The point is - we don't know.
And Dave, while I appreciate your concern for my mental health, I'm not depressed or anything. Not, like, sad. I am just going through the motions in life until I do die, and as long as I am alive, I want to do the things to increase my quality of life as much as possible.
That being said, I should add this one point:
You may have noticed I haven't been talking as much lately about not wishing to exist. The reason for this is because the gyms are now open, and the plandemic joke is now optional in Canada. Wearing a mask is now optional. Going along with any aspect of the plandemic joke is voluntary.
I can handle that. And from February through to now, my mental wellbeing has improved drastically.
My dad said "You only lost one thing" [gym access]. One thing? Going to the gym is essentially the only hobby I have! I would spend upwards of six hours a day at my gym - working out, having a sauna, swim, and sitting on the pool deck, reading.
It was hardly one thing - it was like losing my full-time job! OF COURSE I suffered mentally from that. And the idea of people previously telling me to see a therapist [not you], WHEN I REPEATEDLY EXPLAINED, ALL MY PROBLEMS WILL GO AWAY WHEN THE GYMS OPEN AGAIN.
And?
All my problems went away when the gyms opened!
I hope that explains some of the confusion, Dave. I appreciate the thought. But I can tell you - the plandemic joke was a disaster for me.
I am feeling radically better now. Gym access made all the difference.
