I don't get how one could even contemplate ending their existence here.
life itself, just the very state of 'being' is the ultimate high. the most amazing thing in the universe.
societies and people in general in an attempt to feel amazing all the time fill their lives with artificial highs. not just materialism but validation and acceptance. these only serve to pull you further away from the ultimate high that just existing is. so they need more artificial highs. and get further away. and so on and so on until theyre at the bottom of a self made abyss wondering how the fuck did I get here, seeing no other solution cause after all, what they've been doing hasn't helped when it should have right?
instead of killing yourself look at your life. why you don't see the beauty in just being? then stop the habits that contribute to the prison you've built for yourself.
it's not that easy you'll say. of course it isn't. you've addicted yourself to artificial highs that don't get you high anymore. your a heroin junkie who no matter how much he shoots up can't get high anymore, meanwhile his life is a shambles from chasing and escaping his whole life.
no wonder you feel this way. you blindly created the mess your in, now it's going to take effort to fix it. but it's always so much easier to just pull the trigger isn't it.
fix the shit in your life. stop chasing highs that leave you empty. live for yourself. love the gift that 'life' is. how many of you have ever been in the middle of nowhere. no distractions. no TV. no phone. no Internet. no cars. no hydro. no people. just you and nature and that's it. you'd soon discover how amazing life, just 'being', is and what a fucking amazing gift it is.