Fk man, you ain't fucking around haha, with my dosages you'd become a mass mutant. How many years of lifting?
I'm 37 now, been lifting since age 16.
Since I'm older I train hard when off. Try to do 2 cycles a year to bulk up and try to maintain as much as I can when off... Only use mederate doses like test 400, deca300 And I look decent. Since I'm pretty big people keep asking if I play pro football etc. just feels good walking around muscular. I see others my age and they are fat, bald and look 10 years older than me.