While there's doubt she will hear what I'm up to... perhaps curiosity will get her sooner than not.
Brutally honest: your last two sentences are spot on.
Dang.
I'm 35 and have been there and done that. Best learn from others mistakes and advice than waste time on someone who acted the kunt with you. Seriously man, women are Sooo easy to pick up IF YOU APPEAR CONFIDENT, so fuck her and her curiousity, get on Tinder if you aren't in a position to meet many girls in real life, if you don't go to clubs or party's like. If you see a girl you like in the grocery store or subway or somewhere just start a conversation, no pressure, just talk to her in the same manneras if u were talking to a random guy in a bar about sport, except don't talk about sport, compliment her perfume always works for instance.
