Well this guy took last place in every show
Onlyme, you're actually worse than all of these guys posted.
Despite your size and muscle in your heyday, you couldn't work up the courage to compete in a bodybuilding show despite all the encouragement you received. You basically relagated yourself to a powerlifter with few accolades
Now, you're old, fat, and out of shape. Its very sad and I actually feel sorry for you.