Never seen any of those movies. Don't care. Not into comic book shit. Me and You arnt alike. Wouldn't expect You to understand.
That is right, we are not alike. I don't feel the need to justify my whole life to a bunch of people on an internet board and trying to make everyone think I am some kind of badass.
you have no idea about what I have seen, done, or experienced in life with the exception of some tidbits I have shared on the net over the years, but tidbits, never anything specific about the times I spent in the streets, behind bars, the things I have seen done to people, the depravity and humanity I have seen out there, the types of people I know and have known over the past 4 decades.
I don't share any of that stuff because only idiots share that stuff in detail, because they want to portray themselves as badasses. There is a reason you don't see too many real life badasses who are past 35 who brag about all their adventures, because.....
1-they are ashamed and trying to atone for it
2-they are in prison or in and out with no support network because they are heat scores
3-they get retired either legally, illegally or because they are smart enough to cash out while they are ahead
4-they did not make it
You are not like me Eric, I don't want to be like you, not because I am smarter, or because I hate you/dislike you, or any nefarious reason, but because I know there is an expiry date on any lifestyle lived in the grey or illegal zone. I am 48 and more calm then I was 5-10-20 years ago in relation to how I act, portray myself, or what I try to accomplish, or fail at for that matter.
It is called growing up, and although like I said you are probably a well meaning person and different off the boards, you really haven't shed alot of the twenty something year old image of yourself you had made when you got into that Swat situation
You can fire back some witty retort to make yourself feel special, but you are not Eric. You are just another 30 something wanna be gangster who sadly does not realize that he is playing a young man's game