epic jealousy
of what? I have no desire to do what markus has had to do to look like he does right now. Sorry, I'm happy with my life, more power to him if this is what he wants, I wish him well it's just not what I think of when i think Bodybuilding.
I'm not jealous of anyone in BB, once I realized what you have to do to yourself to be a pro and what the rewards were....well, lets just say it's not for me.