nothing feels better than being clean..........guys who are on a ton of drugs have a bad day coming when they decide to quit the drugs........their bodies are messes on the inside, hormones totally destroyed to nothing, brain off.......natural processes reversed........I was lucky to have a high test level after being totally clean for about a year and a half, been clean now for 3 years.......feels good to know that the body is in its natural working state........guys get off the drugs....do it without them you will feel better in the end........I know I do.