what women want in a man,,um
they want someone to love them for them with the good and the bad,,same as what you want
they want a man goal oriented that they can build something with,,but most of them stay with what they fall inlove with simply because when you fall inlove it all changes the picture and you see past a lot of things you wouldnt even dream you would before as a girl,,some girls will stay with jobless gym rats on their way to become top competitor,,only because they LOVE them,,so thats that
women reaction twards me? they hate the muscle,,always same reaction,,thats just too much muscle,,i dont wanna be the one to piss you off,,i like the swimmer look better,,etc etc those kind of reations
there are smiles everywhere i enter from the girls who dig muscle but it is nothing compare to what i got during my early years when i was 200lb cut,, then it was lots of smiles and some "awe" stare of wonder,,
now it is lots of "awe" stare of wonder and some smiles

2. make sure your source got good reputation,,and stick to human grade,,and only if you know your shit and your source well,, go twards the ug products but even then keep it limited,,
you feel real legit gear fast,,if you dont wanna jack off atleast 2 times a day when on tesosterone,,,then you sticking yourself with nice beautiful cutton seed oil with no active product in it,,
you will learn with time my friend,,everyone does