NOBODY WILL BE SEEING ME ANYWHERE............HOPE THAT ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION
Don't kill yourself Lee. You have so much to live for. Think about all your friends, fans, and family. I promise you things will get better. You will find a woman that really loves you. You will get a chance to come back to the ifbb. You will grow taller. I think you need to see a doctor. Also you can pm me if you need somebody to talk to.
SGT. D