I'm bipolar and have some thing called borderline personality disorder and when I turned 30 it seemed to spin out of control. I can't deal well with what normal people can, especially dealing with people. I over react horribly and tend to get in fights when there is no reason for any reaction. I don't read situations well at all and with low self esteem tended to think everyone was blaming me or laughing at me or dirrecting at me. So instead of talking about things, I tend to go straight to the physical reaction and fight. and fight and fight. So of course this has lead to numerous trips in and out of jail. And many many manyyyyyy jobs. We are talking well over 100 in 10 years. It's getting a lot better. Anyways, hope that answers that.
100 fkn jobs? Wtf?
hahahah 100 im estimating-----if i had to post an exact number i would say since i was 18 i have had 175-185 jobs
Out of curiousity, don't they have medication for that.You seem like a good guy like the others said. Sucks to hear that.
What was your favorite?
I am on paxil and epival and it seems to have balanced things out--I havent been in trouble in ages and actually am working steady. And for the first time I am able to walk away from things. I mean I'm 40 years old--gawd it's gotta straighten out sometimes. Here's the kicker--I actually have an economics degree, a computer science certificate, most of an accounting designation. But with my record there wont be any jobs in those fields happening. Thats why I chug it out in labour jobs. Could be worse tho, people have shit a lot worse out there. I even get laid once in a while--lol.
i take paxil too but no bi polor for me just anxiety and depression, but like you i'm a lot better but still have a short fuse.
well i'm sorry to hear that. you seem like a good guy......... i have a similar problem only thing is i don't get caught
I'm not knocking you but you sound like 90% of the chick's I've dated
SS, I was on Paxil for a few years. Try quitting cold turkey. It will fuck you up man. Talk about short fuse...lol. I am off now. Have been off for about 2.5 years. Just need a joint and Gym time now and I am cool. Or I should say cooler. I still get pissed off alot but try not to fight every jackoff that cuts me off in traffic.
This guy and that Candidate moron are two of the stupidest morons I've seen on this forum. "My virginity is sacred". hahahaha, what a twat.
I think after what I heard today about Michael Vick peronally killing 8 dogs-----I am going to go off my meds and kill Michael Vick. I hope he dies, I hope he suffers, I hope he gets raped in jail. I will piss on his grave when he is dead.
he is a scumbag that's for sure.