Andriol is a waste of time and money in my opinion. Organon had a good idea on paper but it just simply doesn't work well. I geniunely don't indend to sound like an ass when I say this, but if you are too scared to pin yourself you don't have any business in the world of illicit performance enchancers. Both trab and wes gave good advise on an easy cycle, if you insist on orals, as wes said go with dbol or tbol. If you choose that route you will enjoy some mild gains, most of which you will lose, but perhaps they will get your thirst up for a real cycle.