This is complicated. Sometimes I think it's because I'm to egoistic, weak and to much of a coward to ever be anything near a normal person. Now just being a regular person, that takes true mental and spiritual strength. Same as people who are Christians, it must take strength to succumb to something so common as Christianity, a religion that is also viewed by many as something messed up and having so many faults.
I got to be different, and the only thing I can figure in the end it must mean I'm egoistic. Some people think they are special and hot shit for being different, I guess it is a maturity thing? Anyway, my advice is don't think to deep about it, like I have! 
Bottom line, we are damaged, weak, egoistic and bad people.
Everyone has their own Identity.
From the clothes you wear to the way you act, its all a fraud to be honest. What you are trying to do is to potray an image to let other people think a particular way of you.
You should read up about sigmund freud's theory on identity. i think its him who wrote a nice section about it.
Bodybuilding is great! If loving yourself is wrong, then the capitalist world, including USA would collapse!
