i don't understand how a man who's managed to achieve so much in life has let it all go to shit.
onlyme, i don't know you personally, but thanks to you and others we know a great deal about you and your life.
you obviously have the discipline to achieve your goals, and you've stated more than once you want to get back in shape.
a lot of us are willing to jump on the bandwagon and "help you". you don't need help with nutrition and work outs, you probably have more experience than all of us put together. but we can be there for you support wise. you spend a lot of time on this board, and as many of us hate to admit it, we do as well.
we can all help you. i'm sure ron would not mind setting up a little section just for you. then once you're on oprah, you can mention getbig.com
but seriously, we're here for you. many guys here like buttsuck, adonis, etc. have gotten a lot of support once they showed to us all that they had the willpower to change themselves.
if you want a support group, we're here for you.