Alright I am posting this on Tuesday but I wrote it on Monday. For the guys who don't say shit about me are cool. If any of you think I have not tried in the past to lose the weight and get back into the gym you are dumb. But in the past everytime I went in I got sick and my leg blew up and I was bed ridden for weeks. Now with the Vicodin at least it gets me past the pain and I can do something. I am in the gym today and swimming at my pool here. Vegas will keep me busy and training. I promise you I will get back. I had so many people come up to me at the expo I knew from before. Great support.
Okay, first off this will be targeted towards the guys who have NOT had an accident or something go wrong with them. I can see from the many stupid posts that we have a lot of people here who have done something with their lives, made a good amount of money, traveled, competed professionally and have been bit by a spider that put them in the hospital 3 times in ten years for a total of almost 60 days and prevented them from walking for over a year. I am glad there are so many on here that can relate to what happen to me. Especially Sean since I know he went through so much and thats why he looks like shit and didn't have the balls to come up and see me.
For the guys who talk shit, it is obvious you have NEVER had a life or have achieved anything. It is so easy to see it's pitiful. You guys are kids who have done nothing and talk shit now, but when it happens to you, you are so weak you will kill yourself in a minute. It's always fun and easy to make fun of someone behind a screen. I was at the expo for a total of 14 hours. Every Getbigger who was there saw me and came up except for the punks with the biggest mouths. Just wait till you hit 30 or so and you start looking like shit and you get hurt. You pussys will fall like flyes. You guys are so predictable it's funny.
Now, for the reasons why I am the way I am and you take or leave it. The idiots and morons will have their own thoughts. And be sure you put how this is a meltdown. hahahaha, I was involved with one of the busiest booths at the show. And today alone I had 11 people directly call me about getting involved with us. So yea, I am melting down.... all the way to the bank.
If you came to our booth you would have seen my leg. It was 23 inches when I got on the plane in Honolulu. It was 30 3/4" when I landed in Vegas. You people who say I haven't tried to lose weight are hilarious. You know nothing about me. I have gone into a gym a hundred times in the last few years to get back into shape to find myself laid up in bed because my leg swells so big I can't bend it. I spent two weeks in the hospital this past Christmas cause me leg would not go down. It got to 32".
I HAVE competed on a professional stage. I have made weightlifting my life and I have made (I am pretty sure) more money from what my body looked like and how strong I was than 99% of the people on here. The guys who talk shit to me on here have done NOTHING ever. They are a joke. It's that simple.
I am a fat fucker and I know it. In the past I have said I will lose the weight. I have tried and I have hit some obstacles. Being bedridden from a swollen leg and ruptured discs just halted me. My diet SHOULD change cause I know I am fat. But my diet is not any different from when I trained, the only thing is I haven't trained. I haven't lifted a weight since January. I am now in Vegas. I was just given a membership to 24 hour fitness for free. I start tomorrow. I will take it slow. Dmarko Blewett who was very popular back in the 80's and at the show will be making sure I get back on track. I am involved with a huge project now and financially sitting pretty so I can concentrate on training and getting back to shape. One thing that has help me at least start getting around is Vicodin. I take it now when I am hurting so I can get up. I only take it then. I have already started changing the way I eat. Water is the only liquid I drink now. I do have a protein shake. You morons who say I have been saying this for years know nothing about what has happened. Do I speculate why your lives are so weak and empty. No. I accept it. No need to make up stuff why you are losers, you just are.
So many people came up to me at the show I haven't seen in years. They all heard what happened and in fact a couple of them called me yesterday and all of them are supportive. Those are the people who I care what they say and think. Not a bunch of nobodys on an internet board who have done nothing with their lives. I respond to you ONLY because I hope to get it through your thick skulls you mean nothing to anyone. In person you woudln't say shit.
The one person I have a zillion repsect for is JM Manion. I give huge kudos to him. He came up and we discussed our position and we are fine with each other. If fact we have a bet that I will be 150 lbs. lighter by the Arnold. As long as I am healthy I will win that bet.
To the others who came up to me at the booth thanks. Ron and Issac were great too. Instead of making fun of me, you guys really need to go out and do something. Cause when something happens to you and you are in this position then at least you can look back on your life and say you did something. Right now, you guys are sad excuses.
I highly doubt one person on Getbig has had the opportunities I have had and to this day are still receiving even being fat. I must be doing something right and I must have done some pretty good things in my past to have some of the most successful and famous business people in the industry to have me involved in a major way despite me being a fat pig. They all seem to know I will get back into shape and encourage now everyday. Thats all I needed to go forward.
So now, go ahead flame on tell how bad I melted down. That is getting so boring. It just shows how dumb you really are. So while you keep typing away doing nothing with your life even though you have the best bodies around, I will do what I am doing and we can see who laughs last. I bet you I do.
