Congrats, you've forced rapid aging on yourself. Way to go!
well actually slowed metabolism is the key to slowing aging, but whatever.
I guess I just set unreasonable expectations, mania can't last forever even if it feels like while you're up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The good thing is I'm not that low now, I know that I will be back like a whirling dirvish in no time...maybe I will even post videos of my training methods and take the world by storm with my revolutionary methodo9logies!!!!!
not really, I'm too low energy right now to see this actually happening.